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Dear Me,

I just snapped at my best friend. I went serious on her completly crossing over from happy to serious, truthful, and mean. It started out with me telling her that her eyes showed lonleyness, confusion, and sadness. She said the second and third were correct but the first one wrong. I saw her put on her mask like nothing was wrong, that's where it went down hill.

"Quit putting on those masks! You say you're telling the truth but you're telling lies. You're like a puzzle with missing peices, so its hard to fully understand you. The next day you're a new puzzle with new missing peices, so its nearly impossible to decipher you! You push us away when things get tough and you also run away from your problems! You think the rest of us are happy! Try opening your eyes for once in your life dangit and take note on how not everyone lives a happy bubbly life and that you're not the only one with f*ck*ng problems! Quit acting like a spoiled child thinking that we'll help you! Sure we do help you but you push us away but still expect us to help! You say you're telling the truth when you're telling lies. We can't understand what's not there Michelle!"

Then I turned my back to her and didn't apologize, I mean I did, but it sounded more like a "you're annoying" then and "I'm sorry." I was stating the truth so I don't feel guilty for that. But now I kinda feel like an @$$.

-Vic