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 Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2007 6:11 pm
Has anyone heard of indigo children? I believe myself to be one, i have read up a lot on it and it makes sense to me. I talked to my mom about it because she is also psychic herself, tho her abilities have faded somewhat because she didn't want them anymore and supressed them. buttt when I said indigo child she gave me this look and widened her eyes and then laughed and told me when I was little she bought a book on them because she has always thought I was one.
I thought that was interesting.
anyways, there is a bunch of other types of psychics, like crystal children, and rainbow children, etc.
I also had somewhat a question to see if anyone has gone through this one experince that I went through...
I was pregnant before. and I knew it. I was two weeks late on my period and I knew I was pregnant. the reason I knew is because my daughter. her name was vio. was communicating with me. its hard to explain. it was telepathic. she would send me images in my mind of what she was going to look like at certain ages. she comforted me. I felt a strong connection towards her and if I was sad she would comfort me and ask what was wrong. all of this was when she was in my womb. she became my bestfriend. I think she was a crystal child because the communicate with their mothers when they are in the womb. unfortunatly vio's father left us. so I was going through a very hard time. and I didn't tell anyone about it. and I only talked with vio via telepathy when I got upset about her father. then one day I decided to tell my friend bo. I was talking to him and trying to decide what to do. because I am only 14. I discussed a possible abortion, thats what i had planned to do before i got pregnant if i ever got pregnant. but i really loved vio and did not want to get rid of her. and it would tear me apart to have to give her up for adoption. then I started talking about how hard it would be to have her. what would happen, my family disowning me, not being able to finish school, etc. etc. and while I was telling him all that I got a sudden sharp pain in my stomach. it hurt really really really bad. like someone was tearing apart my insides. and the entire time I was screaming "vio's dying. oh my god. vio is dying. I don't want her to die." and so on...
my theory is that she killed herself when she heard me talking about how bad she would be for me, like she did not want to have to ruin my life so she died.
I believe in reincarnation...and I really want vio back if i ever do get pregnant again...
sometimes I miss her so much I ask my new boyfriend to get me pregnant so I can talk to her and feel her inside me again. and feel whole. without her i feel incomplete.
I was wondering, is it possible that she might be waiting for me? like when im ready she will go back into my womb and be my daughter? or have I lost her forever?
I miss her deeply.
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Posted: Mon Mar 19, 2007 12:30 pm
Hi Secrets ^_^
That sounds like a very traumatic experience for someone so young to go through. I certainly believe in indigo children, crystal children, rainbow children or what have you..they are the burgeoning of a new revolution in souls. Rest assured that Vio will be with you until the day that you die even if you never have children, I feel that you both must have had a very sacred bond for her spirit to just leave you, it could be possible that she could manifest herself into a guardian angel and look after you instead of becoming your future child.
I really hope that you do not pressure your new boyfriend to get you pregnant, it could be very stressful on your relationship and it could freak him out a bit, so I would say do not tell your boyfriend to get you pregnant, wait until the right time to have Vio and Vio will come to you. I sense very bad energy coming from that decision(pressuring your boyfriend), so just wait until the right time when it just "happens". It may not be with the boyfriend you are with, it may not be with the next one, but you have a spirit with you for your future..so you must be patient!
Since you miss Vio so much, how about keeping with you a diary so that you can write letters to her to give to her once you do have her in the future? My mom did that and I read the letters later in life and found them very pertinent to what was going on in my life at the time.
Most importantly..keep yourself healthy, don't get yourself too down about this and remember to have safe sex!
~Kat~
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xPlastic Fashion_VICTIM_x
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Posted: Wed Apr 18, 2007 1:48 pm
xmadeax Hi Secrets ^_^
That sounds like a very traumatic experience for someone so young to go through. I certainly believe in indigo children, crystal children, rainbow children or what have you..they are the burgeoning of a new revolution in souls. Rest assured that Vio will be with you until the day that you die even if you never have children, I feel that you both must have had a very sacred bond for her spirit to just leave you, it could be possible that she could manifest herself into a guardian angel and look after you instead of becoming your future child.
I really hope that you do not pressure your new boyfriend to get you pregnant, it could be very stressful on your relationship and it could freak him out a bit, so I would say do not tell your boyfriend to get you pregnant, wait until the right time to have Vio and Vio will come to you. I sense very bad energy coming from that decision(pressuring your boyfriend), so just wait until the right time when it just "happens". It may not be with the boyfriend you are with, it may not be with the next one, but you have a spirit with you for your future..so you must be patient!
Since you miss Vio so much, how about keeping with you a diary so that you can write letters to her to give to her once you do have her in the future? My mom did that and I read the letters later in life and found them very pertinent to what was going on in my life at the time.
Most importantly..keep yourself healthy, don't get yourself too down about this and remember to have safe sex!
~Kat~ well i felt like she had disappeared for a long time...but recently...i was really upset about her...torn and i needed her...and i was at a store, and saw a doll and instantly i thought of Vio, im not sure how, but this doll resembled her so much. because when she was inside me she sent me images of what she would look like...i bought the doll and sat her next to my bed on my nightstand...and when im upset i take her out and hold her close to me...i dont know if i'm just weird or what...but i feel her energy around me now..and i feel as if her soul somehow is inside the doll to comfort me...maybe im just crazy...but either way i feel her around me and it makes me feel better. i think she must have heard me crying for her...she was gone completely until one night i was in so much pain and i just wanted her to know i loved her. and i kept saying :"vio i love you, please know that i love you." because i was afraid she didnt think i loved her because i wanted an abortion... then she came back to me...i feel so much more complete now....
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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 9:09 pm
oh my god that is so.....sweet......and im so sorry for you cry it'll get better if you believe that it's already better.
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