Little Labled Princess
..And I realized I Did infact miss her.. Terribly..
..I miss having a girl I can smile and laugh with..
Kiss and Cry with...
Hold in my arms.... And know she loves me too....
I cried, twice already..
I miss that so badly..
I miss her, so badly... ..
I don't know why, but sometimes I get like this.. Usually whenever I talk to her.
But I mean.
I'm truely happy I'm out of that relationship.
She's into Drugs, Fighting, and alot of Dangerous junk.
Me?
I'm a Lover, Baby. Not A fighter. [ 'Less I have to.. D: ]
...But what am I to do?
I die inside everytime I hug her..
and I never wanna let her go..
She's coming into town next weekend, and wants to spend the night.
But she's Single, too.
Which means that she's most likely just going to try to use me for sex. sad
... God O_O sometimes I don't mind that. D:
But .. Now, I do, and like.. . crying I don't know what to tell her!!
D: Help. What do I tell her? Yes? No? Tell her how I feel? >.< help ;_; I've been in a similar situation with an ex. He was into drugs, fighting, and playing Russian roulette. Every time I broke up with him, I'd always get back together with him soon after because I loved him a lot despite all the things I didn't like. Or we'd get together and have sex...
The last time I broke up with him, though, we completely severed all contact, and I got over him within a month or two. He called me once and gave me his new phone number and told me to call if I wanted to talk to him again, and I never called. Mostly because he gets into a lot of dangerous situations, and I didn't want to get dragged into them, but also because I knew if I kept talking to him, I'd realize that I'm lonely and I'd get back together with him.
So, my advice is not to talk to her. Get over her completely, and then MAYBE talk to her, but not when you're lonely. Don't let her spend the night. Don't have sex with her. Try to find a new girl, one that won't get you in dangerous situations.
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