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 Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2005 1:50 am
Drunken Chibi Wolfwood show your art to me i can be quite critical sometimes.. sweatdrop okay! we'll do that ^^ I'll send you some.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 12:52 am
>< Srry no one kneeds to read this its just a vent
Im thinking of sucide again. thier really is not point to live on since. well im faling school and trying my hardest well if i do fail i cant go to summer school so im goona have to do 8th grade again and if i do get a D at the end of the year im getting put in bording school and all girls bording school who wants to be around totaly snob 24 /7! i dont. if my rents make me im grabing a knife and doing it right in front of thier faces. my rents are such ******** heads i hate them i hope they die if my mom yells are me one more time i swear im gonna slap her i dont care if i et grounded its better than hering her ******** s**t to me every day. i hate my friend thier all sucidal and lyers i hate them all. I hate being so nice to themthey consider me thier leader. they like friken idolise me. Its so stupid. they come to me with all thier problems all thier stupid complaints. and i dont care! i just dont have the heart to tell them... 2 of my friend are movieng. and 3 other have allready this month. If i dont get put in bording school... all my stupid friends will be in another school i really dont wanna be alone and the 3 that at stuck with me in my school are sucidial punk poser lozers. the rumors about me are comming back and now im getting stopped in the halls getting asked questions and im getting phsicaly harassed too on the bus it isent that big but they wont leave me alone. i wont have any one else on my bus to protect me the only other plan is to walk 6 miles home from another bus stop everyone tells me this will all stop... well its been almost 2 years and it dosent seam to be stopping. i dont know if im going to make it trough tomarrow... well yup thats my rants and if you read this im srry for you you had to suffer trough the stupidest pice of s**t ever!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Sun Mar 13, 2005 1:41 pm
Hey... srry about this... another vent sweatdrop
I said before i hated all my friends... but i do like one and well the last of my good frieds has moved. all of them in one month... Oh well... deppression keeps getting more and mre every day...
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Posted: Sun Mar 13, 2005 3:04 pm
kittymeowmeow668 Hey... srry about this... another vent sweatdrop I said before i hated all my friends... but i do like one and well the last of my good frieds has moved. all of them in one month... Oh well... deppression keeps getting more and mre every day... venting is a very good thing best to let them out in words rather than hold them inside til your head explodes it gets quite messy at that point
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Drunken Chibi Wolfwood Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 2:51 pm
Drunken Chibi Wolfwood kittymeowmeow668 Hey... srry about this... another vent sweatdrop I said before i hated all my friends... but i do like one and well the last of my good frieds has moved. all of them in one month... Oh well... deppression keeps getting more and mre every day... venting is a very good thing best to let them out in words rather than hold them inside til your head explodes it gets quite messy at that point yea lol
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 11:01 pm
Let's see ranting..Forgot how to..but I'll give it a try..
My mom wakes me up by yelling at me and telling me I don't go to school enough making me feel dejected and out of place making me not want to go to school at all. I stay home to get back at her knowing how immature that is and because of my laziness. i really like someone but they don't like me...I don't understand why. It's just feelings anyways I shouldn't care about that. They used to like me. But not anymore I guess. Give me hope and let pain crash down upon my being. they probably like my friend which pisses me off but they said something about betrayal so wth could that mean? they never tell me anything. I don't want to like them. Stupid heart and loss of control...
That was a crappy rant. o_O Oh well... ninja
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 4:50 pm
Complaints about parents are fun. Oh em gee, my mom. She doesn't know how to fricken stop talking, lickily she's in her room right now becaus eif she was in this room, she'd be talkin' up a damned hurricane, let alone a storm. One of the worst things is that she hovers over me alot on the computer, and when she is it tends to be when i'm looking for yaoi/yuri etcetera, and i spend time on aff alot and i know that if she saw the title she'd kill me. With my dad, i turned in an entire essay, 3 pages long in Word @ size 12 which in't that bad, but it was a rant about my dad. We were supposed to turn in a point that changed my life, and no i wont tell you exactly why i damned hate him because that would take up quite a lot of room, but anyways i ended up turning in a rant about why i hate him and got a fricken A+ on the essay because my teacher was most likely being extrememly sympathetic about it and i don't even know why the ******** i'm tell you all this, but it's a rant thread and i wanted to rant, omg so sue me. Speaking of courts, they don't beleive i have a mind of my fricken own. Not explaining anything in detail but they think that i speak through what my mom wishes what my mom wants is exactly opposite. So that make NO sense whatsoever, but they still don't seem t beleive me. Oh, they think it's my grandma's fault as well that i "Don't have a mind of my own" They think she ddamned brainwashed me, dammit. And my dad, he is on the same terms as the courts, he thinks that my mom and grandma don't want me to like him, but they urge me to fricken spend time with him. I don't know why you're reading this, why are you reading this? This is a pointless rant that none of you need to fricken hear or read or whatever you wanna damn call it. No point whatsoever to be in this guild, but i needed to rant. And i'm repeating myself because it fricken helps vent my anger. And oh, my counselor of *counts* two or three years ago, maybe. He should go down the drain with my ******** crap. Every time, i was damned 12 years old, he'd ask me straight out. "Why don't you want to spend time with your father?" And i cried, yeah i cried hard. Till this day i had thought that tears would never come again, but last counseling appointment {different counselor, i love her, she's totally on my side and gets the fact that i don't give a flyin' HOOT what my dad thinks about me, OR the courts} We brought up the topic that the courts think i'm brainwashed and that brought me to tears. I hadn't cried for three years, not once. But i was so ******** pissed off that it made me cry again, and i still don't think anything has changed, i don't cry often since the damned first counselor. Gah, and now i'm out of my ranting mood because i was talking to a friend for a minute or two. ~.~
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 4:28 am
Honoo Taki no Hogosha Complaints about parents are fun. Oh em gee, my mom. She doesn't know how to fricken stop talking, lickily she's in her room right now becaus eif she was in this room, she'd be talkin' up a damned hurricane, let alone a storm. One of the worst things is that she hovers over me alot on the computer, and when she is it tends to be when i'm looking for yaoi/yuri etcetera, and i spend time on aff alot and i know that if she saw the title she'd kill me. With my dad, i turned in an entire essay, 3 pages long in Word @ size 12 which in't that bad, but it was a rant about my dad. We were supposed to turn in a point that changed my life, and no i wont tell you exactly why i damned hate him because that would take up quite a lot of room, but anyways i ended up turning in a rant about why i hate him and got a fricken A+ on the essay because my teacher was most likely being extrememly sympathetic about it and i don't even know why the ******** i'm tell you all this, but it's a rant thread and i wanted to rant, omg so sue me. *Hugs* It's okay to rant and vent. If it makes you feel better afterwards, then do it. Parents are like that; they make you wanna hurt things.
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 5:54 pm
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