-Poems-
|Candy| Red |Porcelain| Doll
Look at them all
Pale white
My thoughts call
Candy red
As pretty as a porcelain doll
I have to have them
I have to have them
Dancing gaily at the ball
Hidden in shadow
Their curls bounce
My eyes won't tear away
From those beautiful dolls
I have to have them
I have to have them
Pretty gowns in colors of all
Cotton candy spinning
Like a sugar high
As I watch
Those pretty dolls
In the center, like a Queen
The one dressed in red
Beautiful and pristine
Like a coveted and rare doll
Rosy
Candy red
Pulse, pulse, pulse
Under the pale veil
It flows
And goes
Calling my name
Without a word
I call to her
She comes, gliding gracefully
Across the floor
A beautiful doll
Satin silk
Glazed over eyes
Eyes that see all
Eyes that see nothing
Pale white against darkest black
Shone down
Strike
Pulse, pulse, pulse
I want you
I need you
I'll bleed you
I'll bite you
I'll hold you
I'll drain you
I'll kiss you
I'll kill you
All for that sweet elixer
Look at you
Pale white
Through the glass
Candy red
Consealed by shadow
Lying on the floor
All dead
All pretty and pale
In a pool of red
Candy crimson
Sugar high
Skin like porcelain
Eyes like glass
Like a pretty little doll...
A doll that is mine.
Butterfly Wings and Spider Webs
It flutters across the cool air
Wings, those beautiful wings
Up and down
They go
So pretty
Silver shines on purple
In the night air
Fluttering along
No care in the world
Completely ignorant of the world's ways
Up and down
Silver shines through purple
Flutter, flutter, flutter...
Pale in the dark
Raven in the light
Silver waning
Gold waxing
Graceful on unfallen petals
Vivid red
like love
Gold waxing
Silver waning
Resting gently as eyelids droop
A pleasant sleep
In what felt like safety
Eyes watching
From afar
As the pretty wings fold
Weary from the Moonlight dance
Her eyes close
Resting, unaware
Of the world's cruelty
Long legs step from
Shadows behind
Black velvet
Hungry eyes
Gaze at innocence
Lips licked
Silently stalking
One swift movement
Shattered the mirror
Shattered the truth
Shattered the innocence
Shattered the youth
Tattered and torn
Red velvet
Black velvet
Torn shreds of purple velvet
Red spills
Purple falls
Black kills
Gold calls
Silver's gone
Innocence fallen
My wings are torn...
Underneath the Wind Swept Blossoms
Remember when we first met?
Under the cherry blossom tree?
He told her his name and said her's was beautiful
His voice carried gently on the softly blowing wind
Like honey to her ears
Sweet and sticky
Sticky and sweet
She savored their moments together
Like sweet, sweet candy it was
But like all things
Candy disappears...
Cold wind blows brown locks
Over eyes unseen
Like an aegis
Disbelief, shock, outrage
She felt as those soft lips touched another girl
In the same way they always touch her
Sweet little lies
Honeyed lies
Sweet little lies
Honeyed lies
Making them up the next day
To cheer her up and say
She kissed me, not I her!
They say the first cut is the deepest
You stabbed my heart and twisted
the blade
She could feel no more
Down the pale powder covered lane
Red trails and follows
Like love
Glistening like morning dew
Streams running down
Frozen in place
Wiped away
Only to be replaced
Under the place where they first met
Now void of atmosphere
Seething on the inside
Embers roaring into flames
Streams turn to raging rivers
Underneath that special place
It shines above hallow pools
Spilling honey
Sweet and sticky
Underneath the cherry blossoms
You lie
Underneath the cherry blossoms
I listen
Underneath the cherry blossoms
They won't find us here
Underneath the cherry blossoms
They won't find us until Spring...
Never to Say
Down the hall
The procession goes
Outside, the flowers wilt
Deep sadness in the eyes of all
He left
Without a word
He left
Into the back of the hurse
The coffin slid
The back door closes
The engine ignites
Down the street
It goes
The town falls silent
As it passes
He left
Without a word
He left
They found him in his closet
Alone
He hung himself
He left us all alone
Without a word
To anyone
He left
The cemetary calls
They lower him
Into the earth
Six feet under
The black coffin
It gleams in the sunlight
Everything seems so wrong
One shouldn't die so young
Down the hall
Down the street
Into the cemetary
Into the earth
He lies
Forever more
Never to say
I'm sorry
My Hime
Falling without end, down a path of loneliness and suffering
Pain keeps coming, nothing to stop it
My walls have shattered
My walls that have kept the outside at bay
Have shattered and the pieces
Have scattered to the four winds
Leaving me open
Vulnerable to everything
Falling without end
Pain and suffering
Coming at me nonstop
Your blood
Flowing freely from your body
Your life blood
Leaving you, leaving me
Your eyes
Once full of life
Are now fading
Your laugh
I fell in love with
Your smile is gone
You're broken, torn away from me
Mai Hime, My hime
You were my walls
That kept everything at bay
You gave up your dreams
To help me pursue mine
You're broken, torn away from me
Mai Hime, My hime
My hime, Mai Hime
Falling without end
Pain and suffering
Coming at me nonstop
(Spoken/screamed)
Don't leave me
I'm not ready for you to
Remember the pact we made
That I'd die first
Before you
I clutch your lifeless body to mine
In a vain attempt
In some desperate attempt
Mai Hime, My hime
Who would have done this to you?
My hime, Mai Hime
In some desperate, hopeless wishing
I'd give my life for yours
Your blood
Pooling around us
Our bodies touching
In the middle of the street
Rain comes
Washing away your blood
Flowing down the street
Into the sewer
(Spoken/Screamed)
You said that you'd never leave
You promised!
You can't break that oath
I'm going first
My hime, My Hime!
No fair, sky!
I feel like crying!
I want to cry . . . I am
Falling without end
Pain and suffering
Coming at me nonstop
Though you're the one in pain
I'm hurting
I'm the one who feels like dying
If you aren't around, Mai Hime
Peach
Opening the hidden window behind the glass
Surrounded by vials filled with candy of all colors and shapes
It shines
From the light hidden behind opaque white
Where two walls meet
Slippery tile beneath
Coarse cotton wrapped around
Shivering from cold air not
Cool, dry gray meets wet, warm peach
Candy red spills
Sweetness fills the air
Like honey to the senses
Silver spews forth clear blue
Clear blue and candy red mix
Transparent
Soft white wraps
Around sliced peach
Long baby blue pulled over soft white
Long damp golden straw pulled back
Tied in two
Light pink shines
Applied black lines
Shades of grays and blues hide
Behind a pretty smile that blinds
A flutter of colors race by
Onto black they stop
Into burgandy
Time stops but flows on outside
It rings and all a flutter
Passing by, all a clutter
Off of black
They race onto gray and white
Hurrying back
Gold is waning
Silver is waxing
Darkness creeps
Into the tiled room
Once more
Flashing sinister silver
Above three hollows
A line is drawn
Peach gives way to apple
Filling and pooling in the hollows
Spilling over
Down between the valley
The red fountain spews forth bubbles
Peach stained
Forever black...
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