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See, I met this woman a while ago, and we started as friends, one day she asked me as a casual question if I masturbated because I was kinda stressed out -I never masturbated before 19, so yeah, I have like 4 months masturbating- and she said I needed to in order to get rid of the stress. I was clueless of how to do it -yeah I wasn't that experienced- so she guided me through it.

With the time I started to look at her differently, like someone I could test what I learned-after all she was/is my sex teacher- but I was afraid to admit that. Later she realized that I was acting very weird cause I didn't want to talk to her that much and she asked why and then I told her.

I want to have sex with her so bad, but I have a girlfriend already, I just want to have plain sex with her and well she agreed, am I doing right? I want to know as much as I can because I want to give my gf what she deserves, a good bf, lover, husband.

Please help gonk

Well, if I were your girlfriend, I would break up with you over that. It's not very nice.

My honest and brutal opinion:

First of all, you probably should feel funny when you think about the age difference between you two. She's a kid. That's why it's a felony to be in a sexual relationship with her. When I was her age, I had just started high school. When I was your age, I finished my second year of college. No matter how mature she is, you two really shouldn't have a whole lot in common at this point.

And how did you know her real age one year after you started your relationship with her? Was that a typo or did she actually lie to you for an entire year? If she lied to you for a year, then she isn't nearly as mature as you seem to think she is in my opinion.

If you can't control your hormones to the extent that you're going to cheat on the poor child, then you need to do something. Either leave and find someone else, or talk to her about it, and see if she gives you the ok to sleep around. Personally, I would probably leave. Since she's so young, she might make a decision that she regrets later on. Sure, adults regret things too, but at least we can usually (certainly not always) make better decisions than children. I just don't think it's fair to her at all. You want her to wait for marriage while you sleep around with someone else? I would slap you across the face if I were your girl and you suggested that to me. You're suggesting something that is extremely selfish and unfair to her in my opinion.