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People have come and gone by all the times of day and night. Darkness pulls its vales on all who are wake and done, by which means does the night sky have a sight of brightness? To become what has become? Or continue its path upon the right of its way.

Be it all for man kind? Or just for our sake of solitude? Lingering eyes watch as my mind slips into insanity. He who calls upon the darkness watches over me.... I dream of all his glory and all his woe through the night as my body begins to mangle itself upon my bed. My dark prince, he comforts me in the deepest of my ways and yet he is little my affections.... Tears come to my face, as craters upon the moon's surface. He leans towards me, close to whisper a word and to gaze at his lips of sweetness. Oh how to taste such satisfaction.....

His eyes pierce my heart, capturing my breath as he moves so slowly with fearless confidence. He grins ever so slightly; not a complete smile, but to show very little of any emotion for a reaction upon me. "Do you wish for such happiness that no human could imagine..." he whispers a whim in my ear. "To live through sickness and death, to feel no pain what so ever how it may be.... What if I could give such a chance? To live through it all with no regrets no sorrow or sanity? To be amongst the night as it is, with only the moon and stars as the light to show you the way..... To bring such a beauty upon the glow of this face, which will remain as it is?" He agonized me with his words, no matter how deeply they were to me. Yet, I pondered the thought of such idea.

I'm here in my own mind, wondering about the dream of all dreams that I assumed the man of my compensations had been real upon me. But unfortunately, I was completely wrong... People have always misunderstood what is really amongst us in the outer world. To be as suspicious to see “outside” the box as to be as plain as no creativity is completely unacceptable. Today’s ways have been reversed in a different compliment and do not support any ideas, summarizations, feelings, emotions, nor even faith.....


Why is it that most of the innocent eyes shy away from humanity? Only to be shunned by nothing in return for no one has such release as insanity from the reality of it all. In everyday life I always stare out the same window, no different at size or space; yet see a completely different picture in every view no matter where or when I am…. Can this be a trick of the mind? Merely a brain tease to relax ones nerves; or to cause something to start in ones mind, to keep the wheels turning and make sparks trigger a thought; maybe even something as sane as a dream or fantasy into another unknown or well known world beyond what can or can’t be reached? Is such a thing so? Can it be proven, and how?

Why must all be physical in change and desperation in our modern times? What greater purpose does this serve towards us? What do we gain, or better yet; lose perhaps? Knowledge? Power? Faith? Or even something much more than meets the eye? Can one know almost everything about all who tell? To stream into another’s minds and seek information or to merely insight it as in a poem or sonnet? Just a mere play production starting out its role beyond what contentions can contribulate….. Oh how such quarrels conspire me! To be amongst the plain and lane, the beaten and damned, or just the slow and low themselves and yet walk in their footsteps and know nothing but gain and somewhat obtain information and knowledge by no means basis necessarily…. How can this be? To see with closed eyes but know of what shapes, sizes, and colors around me??? What a marvelous world thy great creator has molded! And yet, is our world we so much phantom over the greatest creation? Or merely mirror images to double take what we have ignored for so long?