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For those in need of a little friendly love and support during a tough time or a rough patch in their life....the truth is i feel pretty pitiful and hopeless right now.....for reasons i'd rather not mention i once again dwell in a hopeless rut of depression and anxiety......,but please....ignore my own pathetic pleas for attention and help those who are really in need........those who are down or in need of a little confidence from a good friend, OR HELL just somebody.....anybody.

So if you're feeling a little down come to the support thread and love cookies and the sweet smiles of people who care will welcome you.

Should i feel better I will return this evening...until then my friends....Goodbye and goodluck in all of your journies.

awww iso..ill call you.

She dreams.....

Eh well, I guess this isn't one of those threads I can give one lined answers to. so now the bottle points to me.

Well lately I think my girlfriend has been suspecting me of cheating. I mean I would never! EVER! I am a strong believer in being loyal. Its just I am not sure, because she wont tell me whats wrong, it could be a bunch of things, but the most evident is cheating. I do not go to school with her anymore. I attent nightschool now. I do live with her though. When I am online i am usually talking with my freinds on some sort of instant messenger while I post an d float around. Well I amone of those guys that only has female friends. I don't know why. I am just not man enough to hold a friendship with a guy I guess. Thats nothing though. Lately she has been moping around and trying to get me off whenever I get on the computer and am talking to any one of my friends. She told me once that she is just a jealous person but trusts me enough to not ruin my fun. I don't want her to think that they hold any bearing over her, but gaia is my funnel. I get on gaia to escape. to get away from my s**t hole life. If I lose gaia I don't know what the heck I will do, so I am in a rut. Its pathetic.