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Well holy s**t the Nana posts!

Things are good, Stacy broke up with me ^_^ (SOOO HAPPY) I like my job as a telephone operator. I get to drive Aimee's car. I got semi-new monitors for Aimee and myself so that my screen doesn't go some random color when a wire moves 0_<.

I have my own DS and 5 whole games:
Meteos
Children of Mana
Starsign
FF3
and Gunpey

the Ybab is HUGE and staring at me from his swing with his huge blue eyes.

Kyo is doing well and stealing straws, he gets along with all the other animals...even Kaya! O_O

I'm going to Sakcon so I'll definitely see some of you there.

heart heart heart heart heart

It's been forever since I've been on here, I know.
The internet is a daunting place. I've been kinda avoiding Gaia as of late, because it SUCKS YOU IN LIKE DEATH..... But it's been too long, and I'm slowly coming back. I keep reminding myself that it's GOOD to keep in touch with people, and these are the ones that I really care about, so I NEED to do it. Mah, I'm just so lazy.

Been watching Criminal Minds with Michi lately, it's a good show. Watched Hellsing for the first time this weekend, saw the whole thing in a day. BOO DOO PEOPLE MURDER PEOPLE. --- Yeah. x_x;; .....I got Pokemon Pearl, and have been TRYING to play that.... But other things usually get in the way. I'm re-DLing Bible Black, getting all of it uncensored this time. And CanCan Bunny just finished today, too. XD;; Wish I could have time to watch it. u_u;; There's always people home, and so I can't really do anything, because people are in the living room primarily, which is where I am..... So.... No watching hentai or reading doujins, and I have to sneak if I wanna read a fanfic.

ALSO......... Infanticide. That thing is so noisy and annoying lately. Other people can be nice to it when it cries, but I just can't find it in myself to have sympathy for something that shouldn't be here. I can be civil, but not nice. I can take care of it, but not care about it. I feel like I need counseling and medication. I feel like I need a break. I feel like I need to get laid. I wanna go out and get ******** up before I start hurting myself. It'd be so nice to just have like.... A day or two..... So that maybe, even if I couldn't completely forget, at least I could ignore it. It's still so hard to understand how people can love an accident and not be ashamed, not look at it and be dissappointed in themselves, not be frustrated at their mistakes. I just wanna pass out for awhile.....

I'm telling you... I need sex, counseling, and drugs. (OTC or not)
SO MY LIFE IS GOOD RIGHT NOW. ^___^;;;;

Well, holy a** s**t.... I take a hiatus, and so does everyone else.... x_x;;;

Got behind on buying monthly items like 2 years ago, and then got pissed at Gaia for making me want to buy pixels, and pissed at Gaia's Mods for not keeping all the newfags in line..... But I missed the Guild.

I think now the only time I'll go on ACTUAL GAia, like the forums or games or whatever, is if there's other people on and we plan a raid. >>;;
But I'll be on das guild.... XD;;;

ANYWAY.... Uhm.... Most of you know what's been going on with me, right?
If not, journal time: http://xero.insanejournal.com

I never really get to contact people or update journals and shite because.... We keep losing the damned internet. ><;;

And it makes it really hard to do so anyway, now, because I'm going to work with Sarah M-F now.... x_x;;

But I'll try to catch up.... If it looks like anybody wants me to......

Love you guys!