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I'm the same way, but you can't help emotions and feelings of things you could've changed. I don't know if you believe int he "One true path" or what, but I'm one of, you can make many different decisions, and whichever decision you make, a different path is laid out for you, sort of like a tree, I guess.

So it's more... "Well, If I had chosen the soup instead of the salad, where would I be today?" y'know? But then, maybe guilt is far different from regret. I'm kind of lumping them together.

But It's not as if I sit down everyday and go. "Well, geez, what can I feel bad about today? Let's bring up one of those deep dark secrets..." God, I used to do that, and I was one huge emo. Once i stopped trying to figure out why I did what I did in the past, or simply just stopped thinking about it, my life has been much better. Dare I say, I'm optimistic now?

It really pains me to see [most] everyone else in this guild hating themselves for something they're doing or did, and I gave up tryingt o help because i was either doing it the wrong way or they wouldn't listen to me.

Don't take this the wrong way, but I'm actually quite surprised this guild is so emo.