Well, backround info!
Boy A: I've liked him I guess, since grade 5, I'm kind of getting over him, we dont' talk as much, but it's always fun when we talk. But theres this other chick, who might FREAKING GO OUT WITH HIM! becasue they go skating at the same time each week. and I really like him, and he doesn't even talk to the girl at school, it might be out of pity. Me and him have a long history (silly fights, inside jokes, etc) He was in my medias, and we'd flirt and hug constantly, and now we don't talk as much, but still, hes totally good, and when I sit beside him on the bus I usually end up putting my head on hi shoulder cause I'm always tired by the end of the day, and at one point I put my head on his lap and played with his hair and we flirt so damn much last year people asked us if we were going out, WHILE he was dating my friend.
Boy B: I met him the begining of school, we work together (I work at Tim Hortons) and we flirt constantly, but he always ditches me to flirt with other girls sometimes. God. IT PISSES ME OFF! but yeah. Ive gotten him horny before. He's totally just horny, but me and him totaly get along, y'know? We could totally go out but I think he'd be using me. He's told me he likes both his exes (he could be lying though) but yeah.... we've flirted instupid ways, he's in my english cklass and toward the ending one time we put our heads together (literally, he sat back and I was leaning forward and we went cheek to cheek and randomly whispered stuff to eachother, like how much english class freaking SUCKS) and at work... oh god..... I dobn't even know where to start at how we flirt......... we grabbed eachothers boob.... (his wasn't so existent, but he grabbed one of mine to get back at me but i totally grabbed his boob to even out the fact that him andthe new kid were just flirting and.... ugh Idk the work for it.... they made me and a girl I work with look like whores) and holding hands, playfully, of course, but just to see who would chicken out (usually me)
Boy B has more experience, he isn't a virgin, he's had more gf's than I've had bf's or gfs and he does smoke pot and drink, Ido too,
and Boy A OMG HE FREAKIN LIED TO ME! well he's lkind of straight edge I guess because he's only smoked up once...... ********... and he lied to me about it, I asked him if he smoked up yet the last week of school before x mas break and he told me hedidn't but later on emilie told me she and hayley smoked him up the day before at lunch.......
I know Boy B would be using me, but I would be using him too to see in Boy A cares about me, and Boy B would try to get in my pants and I'd prolly let him and we'd ******** and then I'd feel cheap and used because he never actually liked me hejust wanted sex... but I wouldn't deny I wanted sex too lmao... (I'm a virgin though.)
I don't want to make a bad first impression, this is one of the firs times I've allowed myself the possibility they might like me. I usually think I'm fat and stupid and ugly, but, I need to give to honest info. I am really shy about going out with someone, but I jsut want to know.... I know I should stay away from Boy B, he's too... horny.....
And anyway, I'm probably easy, I'm a freakin whorish..... (just telling the truth)
Well I've talked enough... I don't know if I should ask either of them out or if I should give up and not ask weither of them out and find someone else.... if you need anymoer info onthem or me to help or give advice, pelase ask, I need help!
Boy A: I've liked him I guess, since grade 5, I'm kind of getting over him, we dont' talk as much, but it's always fun when we talk. But theres this other chick, who might FREAKING GO OUT WITH HIM! becasue they go skating at the same time each week. and I really like him, and he doesn't even talk to the girl at school, it might be out of pity. Me and him have a long history (silly fights, inside jokes, etc) He was in my medias, and we'd flirt and hug constantly, and now we don't talk as much, but still, hes totally good, and when I sit beside him on the bus I usually end up putting my head on hi shoulder cause I'm always tired by the end of the day, and at one point I put my head on his lap and played with his hair and we flirt so damn much last year people asked us if we were going out, WHILE he was dating my friend.
Boy B: I met him the begining of school, we work together (I work at Tim Hortons) and we flirt constantly, but he always ditches me to flirt with other girls sometimes. God. IT PISSES ME OFF! but yeah. Ive gotten him horny before. He's totally just horny, but me and him totaly get along, y'know? We could totally go out but I think he'd be using me. He's told me he likes both his exes (he could be lying though) but yeah.... we've flirted instupid ways, he's in my english cklass and toward the ending one time we put our heads together (literally, he sat back and I was leaning forward and we went cheek to cheek and randomly whispered stuff to eachother, like how much english class freaking SUCKS) and at work... oh god..... I dobn't even know where to start at how we flirt......... we grabbed eachothers boob.... (his wasn't so existent, but he grabbed one of mine to get back at me but i totally grabbed his boob to even out the fact that him andthe new kid were just flirting and.... ugh Idk the work for it.... they made me and a girl I work with look like whores) and holding hands, playfully, of course, but just to see who would chicken out (usually me)
Boy B has more experience, he isn't a virgin, he's had more gf's than I've had bf's or gfs and he does smoke pot and drink, Ido too,
and Boy A OMG HE FREAKIN LIED TO ME! well he's lkind of straight edge I guess because he's only smoked up once...... ********... and he lied to me about it, I asked him if he smoked up yet the last week of school before x mas break and he told me hedidn't but later on emilie told me she and hayley smoked him up the day before at lunch.......
I know Boy B would be using me, but I would be using him too to see in Boy A cares about me, and Boy B would try to get in my pants and I'd prolly let him and we'd ******** and then I'd feel cheap and used because he never actually liked me hejust wanted sex... but I wouldn't deny I wanted sex too lmao... (I'm a virgin though.)
I don't want to make a bad first impression, this is one of the firs times I've allowed myself the possibility they might like me. I usually think I'm fat and stupid and ugly, but, I need to give to honest info. I am really shy about going out with someone, but I jsut want to know.... I know I should stay away from Boy B, he's too... horny.....
And anyway, I'm probably easy, I'm a freakin whorish..... (just telling the truth)
Well I've talked enough... I don't know if I should ask either of them out or if I should give up and not ask weither of them out and find someone else.... if you need anymoer info onthem or me to help or give advice, pelase ask, I need help!
