I started keeping a wee little journal a while ago though, for my NWN character Lilith Aelorothi. People who've read it like it quite a bit, so ... I started linking it to a few more people, and then they liked it, and so now that my ego is swimming around in compliments, I'm feeling confident enough to ... link it from here.
I'd appreciate constructive cricicism a lot, as I'm pretty sure I still suck, and just have nice friends :P
Journal URL : http://chaosthrough.livejournal.com
And some links to ....
The first entry
My fave entry, What Is The Last Thing You Remember
Also good, Dream A Little Dream
The Butcher entries: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
(I hate The Butcher #3, but 4 is awesome IMHO)
It's best if read in order, I think, but the ones I linked aren't in relation to any particular time/event, so can be read by themselves. Or are the first one. In which case, I mean, it's the first one.
For the most part they will probaby not make any sense, at all. They are best enjoyed once this fact has been embraced. The character they are about is, in fact, quite insane in addition to smoking entirely too much madak. Any feeling of disassosiation with some of the entries is rather intentional, though I am aware that I suck so it may just come off as "wtf use names, plz"
I suspect that, without a familiarity to the character, it's not really all that interesting, which is also a part of why I didn't link it here sooner. My desire for criticism has outweighed my caring if anyone but me finds the subject matter interesting, though.
Fair warning; A number of entries contain ... hrm. Graphic content unsuitable for children? The character is, in very technical terms, a chaotic evil psycho b***h whore.
The worst of them is #41 "Revenge, Or, The Genesis Of Chimera Lilith" which is actually much less graphic than it would be if I felt like actually going into detail, but... the impression is suitabley there, I feel, and I don't particularly fancy myself a sadomasochistic erotica novelist.
