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 Posted: Thu Dec 21, 2006 10:15 pm
Yeah, So my ex Lizy has found someone else.. and Im completely jealous. I broke up with her.. but it's driving me crazy that she found someone so fast the reasons being torn between the fact I haven't found anyone and that I guess some of my feelings I had for her are still there. I've been contemplating trying to get her back but since Im torn between feelings I'd rather not do that. I know she'll do better with someone more stable than myself. Plus, I know I would be unhappy again..
But I feel like my heart is being ripped out. This being one reason. When I broke up with her I cried the whole night. It wasn't easy for me to hurt someone.. and now Im crying because I feel stupid for leaving her. I feel like this is what I get.. for hurting someone. For being impatient with someone who was supposed to be my girlfriend. Even after we broke up I found myself getting into fights with her for acting like she didn't care.. I wanted her to do something that would make me jump up and take her back.
And Im depressed and I hate myself and I feel alone and I feel like Im drowning except.. this time I feel like there is no chance of getting air.. because there is no release for me. Not even unhealthy ones. Meh so that's how I've been feeling..
Sorry for boring everyone. -_-
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Posted: Fri Dec 22, 2006 5:41 am
Aw.... -cling- Onee-san.
It's understandable that you feel jealous and want her back. But you know the relationship wasn't working out. -snuggle- And you'll always have me, Onee-san. Just try to take it easy, take a break, perhaps play some video games or World of Warcraft and just kind of escape everything for a while. You know, something like that. -cling-
AND GODDAMNIT, YOU'RE NOT BORING ANYONE.
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Posted: Fri Dec 22, 2006 6:35 am
I swear there is some lie out there that it is easier to break up with someone than to be broken up with. I know how you feel because I'm definately a break up-er not... break up-ee... if that makes sense.
It's normal to feel this jealousy... I'm sure if my ex knew about Eleanor, she would go insane with jealousy.
And you are not boring this is what we are here for.
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Posted: Fri Dec 22, 2006 5:09 pm
Moocat - Im seriously thinking about taking a break. I've said it before I know but I get lonely.. and I've been playing WoW alot but sometimes it doesn't help. I know I have you, thanks Imoto-san.
Baka - yeah really.. It's not as EASY for most people that the cold hearted bastards make it out to be. I hate being the bad guy. And it made sense I think.. >_>;; I hope the jealousy goes away soon. It's killing me -__-
Edit: jesus christ that came out wrong at first..
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 6:17 am
Have a movie and ice cream fest with one of your friends. It's very helpful during times of emotional crappitude.
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 1:40 pm
BakaTulip Have a movie and ice cream fest with one of your friends. It's very helpful during times of emotional crappitude. There is no one around. My friend Val is off on vacation and Mel.. well Im sure she's out with her "ex" considering I didnt think to ask her earlier this week.
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 3:40 pm
AkureiKnight BakaTulip Have a movie and ice cream fest with one of your friends. It's very helpful during times of emotional crappitude. There is no one around. My friend Val is off on vacation and Mel.. well Im sure she's out with her "ex" considering I didnt think to ask her earlier this week. Come to New York and spend time with your imoto-chan? < 3
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 9:11 pm
Pssh, boring? Not likely! But, if you (or anyone) ever want to talk to someone, my AIM name is Bhuddist Pimp (I'm in ninja mode, a lot, lately, so just send me a message, even if it says I'm offline, and I may be on).
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Posted: Sun Feb 18, 2007 9:07 pm
I guess its probably harder for most other people, but i try and look at it in the sense that
I'd rather be alone than in a relationship that wasn't healthy, or with someone who didn't really love me.
besides, this could be a good thing if you use it to your advantage. you're single now, right? there are so many opportunities out there for single people, there's no strings attached to a good time.
take this time to pamper and learn to love yourself. its unhealthy to depend on other people for happiness.
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Posted: Sun Feb 18, 2007 9:57 pm
SubHumanRemains I guess its probably harder for most other people, but i try and look at it in the sense that I'd rather be alone than in a relationship that wasn't healthy, or with someone who didn't really love me. besides, this could be a good thing if you use it to your advantage. you're single now, right? there are so many opportunities out there for single people, there's no strings attached to a good time. take this time to pamper and learn to love yourself. its unhealthy to depend on other people for happiness. Mmm you're absolutely right. Im not having problems about my ex anymore, I told her what was on my mind and now I can say that Im over her. But I still can find room for your advice. I should learn to love myself and I should just have fun for now. Not as if I can help being alone anyways. So might as well enjoy it right? blaugh
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Posted: Sun Feb 18, 2007 10:37 pm
AkureiKnight SubHumanRemains I guess its probably harder for most other people, but i try and look at it in the sense that I'd rather be alone than in a relationship that wasn't healthy, or with someone who didn't really love me. besides, this could be a good thing if you use it to your advantage. you're single now, right? there are so many opportunities out there for single people, there's no strings attached to a good time. take this time to pamper and learn to love yourself. its unhealthy to depend on other people for happiness. Mmm you're absolutely right. Im not having problems about my ex anymore, I told her what was on my mind and now I can say that Im over her. But I still can find room for your advice. I should learn to love myself and I should just have fun for now. Not as if I can help being alone anyways. So might as well enjoy it right? blaugh Absolutely. I've been single for... over 6 months now and its the best feeling in the world! The right person will come to you, just don't push yourself into relationships. If you spend all your time looking for someone then you not only waste your single time, but you feel more dependent on that person when you find them which is never a good thing. i strongly believe that you have to love yourself before you can love someone else. get closer to your friends because they, unlike a relationship, will always be there. ^.^ anyhow i'm glad that you've let go. have fun =)
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Posted: Mon Feb 19, 2007 9:48 pm
SubHumanRemains AkureiKnight SubHumanRemains I guess its probably harder for most other people, but i try and look at it in the sense that I'd rather be alone than in a relationship that wasn't healthy, or with someone who didn't really love me. besides, this could be a good thing if you use it to your advantage. you're single now, right? there are so many opportunities out there for single people, there's no strings attached to a good time. take this time to pamper and learn to love yourself. its unhealthy to depend on other people for happiness. Mmm you're absolutely right. Im not having problems about my ex anymore, I told her what was on my mind and now I can say that Im over her. But I still can find room for your advice. I should learn to love myself and I should just have fun for now. Not as if I can help being alone anyways. So might as well enjoy it right? blaugh Absolutely. I've been single for... over 6 months now and its the best feeling in the world! The right person will come to you, just don't push yourself into relationships. If you spend all your time looking for someone then you not only waste your single time, but you feel more dependent on that person when you find them which is never a good thing. i strongly believe that you have to love yourself before you can love someone else. get closer to your friends because they, unlike a relationship, will always be there. ^.^ anyhow i'm glad that you've let go. have fun =) You make complete sense to me and you know what? Im going to do that. Lol I dont know what kind of fun I'll be having in the next six months but Im gonna try not to worry about getting into a relationship. lol And I must admit, it is pretty fun being able to hit on random chicks xd
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 4:14 pm
AkureiKnight SubHumanRemains AkureiKnight SubHumanRemains I guess its probably harder for most other people, but i try and look at it in the sense that I'd rather be alone than in a relationship that wasn't healthy, or with someone who didn't really love me. besides, this could be a good thing if you use it to your advantage. you're single now, right? there are so many opportunities out there for single people, there's no strings attached to a good time. take this time to pamper and learn to love yourself. its unhealthy to depend on other people for happiness. Mmm you're absolutely right. Im not having problems about my ex anymore, I told her what was on my mind and now I can say that Im over her. But I still can find room for your advice. I should learn to love myself and I should just have fun for now. Not as if I can help being alone anyways. So might as well enjoy it right? blaugh Absolutely. I've been single for... over 6 months now and its the best feeling in the world! The right person will come to you, just don't push yourself into relationships. If you spend all your time looking for someone then you not only waste your single time, but you feel more dependent on that person when you find them which is never a good thing. i strongly believe that you have to love yourself before you can love someone else. get closer to your friends because they, unlike a relationship, will always be there. ^.^ anyhow i'm glad that you've let go. have fun =) You make complete sense to me and you know what? Im going to do that. Lol I dont know what kind of fun I'll be having in the next six months but Im gonna try not to worry about getting into a relationship. lol And I must admit, it is pretty fun being able to hit on random chicks xd see? thats what the last 6 months of my life have been like. finally! someone who actually says I make sense xp
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 9:17 pm
SubHumanRemains see? thats what the last 6 months of my life have been like. finally! someone who actually says I make sense xp See.. I know how awesome it is to be single but sometimes it's hard for me. I've never been in a real relationship so I have no idea what it's like. I mean, I got the communication thing down and stuff like that but I just havent felt the physical side of a relationship such as holding hands and just getting to spend time with someone in general. It's what I've wanted for a long time. Love probably has to be the most important thing to me along with friends. So it's hard to change that right away. You know?
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 9:48 pm
AkureiKnight SubHumanRemains see? thats what the last 6 months of my life have been like. finally! someone who actually says I make sense xp See.. I know how awesome it is to be single but sometimes it's hard for me. I've never been in a real relationship so I have no idea what it's like. I mean, I got the communication thing down and stuff like that but I just havent felt the physical side of a relationship such as holding hands and just getting to spend time with someone in general. It's what I've wanted for a long time. Love probably has to be the most important thing to me along with friends. So it's hard to change that right away. You know? I know how that is. Like somedays i really want a boyfriend (or a girlfriend... i'm still kind of getting used to that ^.^) you just have to make yourself believe that it will come to you when the time is right. biggrin
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