[Demon] Minagi''s Diary

[Spica Hatashi]

September 30th, 2005

Journal,
I know it's been ages upon ages. But I lost you for so long, and I've changed a lot. Rion, Alyssah and the others are no longer my friends. Miss Tawnie and Mom had a fight and no can stand to be near each other, I miss Alyssah. But I'll live, Mom's been sick and pver working herself again. But Kisho and I were talking the other day and he said I've changed a lot in the passed few months. He says I've grown a little cold to the world. I guess i have, I don't really get to see my friends a lot and I lost most of my friends. That's what really makes my Mom mad. She says Tawnie's really dumb to not let us still be friends. I know Mom's right. But I think she'll get over it. Kisho's getting married soon so I'll have a sister-in-law pretty soon! She's really nice, and she's really pretty! Kisho and Mom got a weird message a few months ago and had to leave for a long time. Kyoh came over and watched us, or Jing was watching us. But I'm glad Mom and Kisho are back. I really hope I'll get to see Zelos again. Mom says I've got a crush, I think I just miss his way of looking at things. He's kinda akward, but he doesn't mind my rough-housing... he's one of the only ones! Sure he's a littel pervy, but I think it's funny! xd Shi misses him too. Tsuyoi and Shi have changed a lot as well. Shi's getting really mature, well for his age. He really stands up for himself now. Tsuyoi on the other hand has taken to a softer side. While Kyoh was always over he always let Kyoko do whatever. Even play with his ears. He doesn't even let ME do that! I've even seen him smile and actually laugh a few times. Not his old, hard laugh from before. It didn't even sound like a laugh! I'm just glad to see a much lighter side to him. But everyone is still commenting on my behavior. I really have been locking myself up a lot in my room or on the thrid floor balcony. I keep Kon-kon my little cat Mom got me a long time ago with me all the time. OH! I have a new brother... well a few actually! xd His name is Yoshiyuki, we just call him Yuki though. Tsuyoi loves being around him. But it's a little hard to understand him. I mean yeah he has a little accent, but that's not why. You see, Yuki is blind so he can't really see anything. He can see giant blurs of color but that's about it really. He's really smart and pretty close to my age. He's just a little younger a few months I think.He's and elf too, so it's really neat, But out family is REALLY diverse. I mean Demons, Tengu, Chunsa, Elf, we're not your normal family. Poor Jing Jing's the only human among us. She doesn't mind though, I spend a lot of time with her. She's close to Kisho's age, she's 17 but Kisho just turned 18 today. I don't see much of Kohaku and Kayda, my other two brothers. Kohaku sleeps during the day but I have talked to hima couple times. He joined me one night on the balcony while I was listening to my music. I don't talk to Kayda unless I have too, he's kinda... I dunno, we just don't get along. ninja Lets just say I burned him a little the first time we met. He made me mad, what can I say. Mom said she doesn't blame me, she was the only one willing to take Kayda in! X__x; I'll write again when something interesting happens...

~ Minagi Hatashi  

[Spica Hatashi]

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Thursday 10/20:
I got up so early this morning. I ate breakfast with Mom at 5:30! Kisho was already working, he usually gets up at 4 in the morning. And he's usually up kinda late as well. I wonder how that's gonna change once he's finally married. >_> But Mom seemed so happy to talk to me alone for once. We haven't had much time for just the two of us. Though she said she wants to put some time to the side so the two of us. I like the sound of that. It's been sucha long time since it was the two of us in the appartment. I kinda miss those days, when we had almost all day to spend together and Mom wasn't nearly as busy because she was an artist for a living. Now she's taken over Kyoh's old shop with the persocoms and she's always so busy. There's not been much time for the two of us since she adopted my brothers. Don't get me wrong, I do love my brothers, very much. I'm hungry I'll be back... Okay I'm back, Mom says she's gonna stop having the persocoms giving me lessons and start teaching me herself again. I like the sounds of that. It'll be me and my brothers, they won't work as hard well Shizuma at least. Tsuyoi and me are kinda on teh same level. tsuyoi just learns really fast. And he's good at memorizing. Mom says our lessons will start tomorrow, I can't wait. I've missed hanging around Mom, even if it means doing school work. Well I'm gone, I wanna go back to reading my book on alchemy. Like I said I wanna learn how to be an Alchemist.

~Minagi  

[Spica Hatashi]

Sunday 10/23:
Just got done with my math lesson. it wasn't hard but it does make your head spin sometimes. But i gotta know a lot of math in order to do Alchemy. Jing said the math required to do alchamy is like PreCalculous! X__x I'm only eight! I am advanced for my age according to Mom and Jing. but I needto get better. A lot better, but Jing says being an Alchemist isn't going to help me make a living. I told her I wanna be a singer. I've had Kisho give me some lessons, but he can't anymore. I got up this morning and found him and Melody on the couch asleep. It looked like they hadn't been asleep to long to I left them alone. But it was funny, Kisho had a ring on his finger, I though he wasn't supposed to wear that ring yet until he was married. I heard yelling in the living room last night as well, it was Melody's voice, and Mom's had this big grin on her face all daty. >_> It's really odd.

~Minagi  

[Spica Hatashi]

Thursday 10/27:
Oh god I don't like the cold! Mom said a cold front came through. Thankfully mom did some winter shopping a few days ago for warm clothes for the upcoming winter. >_> Mom let me put some holes ina few of my longsleeve shirts. It's only holes for my thumbs to go through. We've only had a few days of cold weather and it's already driving me crazy. It's the same for Mom, Kisho, Hiru and Jing. I just learned that I'm gonna be an Aunt! Melody's pregnent with a baby, I'm really happy for her and Kisho. I'm not allowed to tell anyone though at the moment. Mom knows about it, but Melody's "Mother", Ametra, doesn't know about the baby. I'm the onlyone I think that knows Kisho and Melody eloped. And I'm not even gonna tell Kisho that I know. I don't wanna embarass him, but it's kinda obvious when he's wearing his ring and Melody has both of hers on. Mom's all excited about the baby, but I've also noticed her smiling a lot. And I know it's not about Kisho and Melody, I've asked her and she just tilts her head, waving her hand and saying that it's nothing important. I know she was really upset about breaking-up with Zhar, but I think she's got a new Boyfriend. I liked Zhar a lot, but he was a little too weak minded for mom. I hope mom has a new boyfriend, i don't mean to sound rude but i think she needs to get married because she is getting older, she is 26! As for me, i've been thinking a lot about my old friends, I miss Zelos and Marfa a lot. I hope their doing well.

~Minagi  

[Spica Hatashi]

Friday 10/28:
Well I'm glad, Mom says she's gonna send out some letters to my friends parents and see is we can't find a time to get together! I think Marfa's going to be really surprised she seems me. I've changed a lot since I last saw everyone. I wonder how much Marfa and Zelos have changed. Really they're about my only friends, kinda sad isn't it? I had Rion, Kimmie and Alyssah when Mom was friends with Tawnie/ I can't wait till this weekend, Kisho said it's alright if I tell my friends about the baby. Kisho's taking time off of work to spend some time with melody so they can make some plans. But he said he has to go back ina couple of weeks to get something done and earn some money. He said he also wants to work now so that when Melody has the baby he can take a few weeks off to spend with Melody and the baby. I promised Tsuyoi I'd draw him some things, and he's making me practice drawing Transmutation circles. It's a lot harder than I thought, some of teh symbols are really detailed. Tsuyoi says I have to practice like crazy before I get into actually transmuting. Oh well for now Jing's teaching me and she's drawing the Array's for now.

~Minagi  

[Spica Hatashi]

Wednesday 11/9:
It's a bit boring around here. Kisho's now giving me singing lessons again, but I'll see if I can't ask Melody to do it. I don't wanna trouble her but Kisho's always so busy, and now that he's gonna be a father, he's got even more on his plate. Mel seems to have quite a bit of freetime so it shouldn't be a problem-I hope. Tsuyoi came running down the hall yesterday in hysterics! Apparently he's made a HUGE leap in his language research. I'm really happy for him, but he seems even more into his work now. he's been working on those books for months upon months now! Almost a year now that I think of it.My lessons are going really well, my math and english work are my best. I love to write these days and math is just startying to become easier and easier since starting to learn alchemy. Me and Jing are now going to have weekly lessons. Other than that I spend a lot of my free time with Kohaku. He's got sucha funny accent. AT first i was so confused, but now I almost always know what he's saying. My writings-I have to say this-have taken a strange turn. I've gone from writing dark and depressing to love poems, or rather wated love poems. I guess I'm really starting to want to be around others again. Mom says i'm growing up and my "Female Instincts" are kicking in, one of which is the yearning to be loved.

~Minagi  

[Spica Hatashi]

Sunday 11/13:
I feel so relieved! Two nights ago I accidently saw Kisho and Melody get intoa fight. I've never seen Kisho yell in anger before. But Melody was the one at fault. I know my brother, he'd never do ANYTHING BAD behind anyones back! But they worked it out so quickly. They even started thinking of names for the baby. All I wanted to do was say "good-night" to Kisho! X__x Then yesterday I went to talk to Melody-to tell the truth for the first time. Kisho had been giving me singing lessons but now e's really too busy to give me lessons anymore, he's trying to save extra money for the baby and to get a house. Melody was in the kitchen eating a Melon bun. I don't blame her for loving them, Mom makes awesome Melon buns! She acted like nothing had happened the night before, so I was a little nervous. I shouldn't've been so twitchy! For god sake she is my sister-in-law! She really is very kind, I think her only reason for actions before were the hormones from being pregnent. She's about 5 months preagnant now I believe. But I sat at the table with Mel to eat a melon bun-I love the cream filled one.But I eventually hinted in our conversation that I wanted her to give me singing lessons if she didn't mind. I'm really glad, she said she'd be happy to teach me! I jumped right out of my chair and smiled more than I ever have in like...since August! I even hugged Melody-being careful of the baby in her stomach of course-I was so happy. But once I sat back down and we started talking again I accidently let it slip that i'd seen her and Kisho fighting the night before. I felt so ashamed! But she said it wasn't my fault and that she was sorry I'd seen that. I was so relieved after that. But our conversation was pretty bland from there, me talking about regular home life. Being banished from hell and having been living with Mom for well over a year now! I'm getting much better at Alchemy, Jing's really impressed with my progress. But i'm still reading my little black book on Alchemy. I'm learning to make clay figurines. I've got loads of them all over my room. Only my latest ones are really any good though. Oh well, I'll get better in time.

~Minagi