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 Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 12:12 pm
 :: Rylenn Journal #1 ::
Introduction Entry
The boat ride here sucked. I forgot how much I hated boats. Boats are the work of Satan in our world.
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Oh wow I just sounded like my father. I guess.. old habits die hard. I didn't really talk to many people on the boat.. none at all actually. I kept to myself and tried to keep myself from getting horribly sick. We all know how landlubber stomachs go.
I tried to keep to myself during the celebration of all the students coming in, but it was a bit hard. I finally began talking to some of the professors.. only two really. I seemed to duck (by the grace of God I think) the Professor handing out nicknames and snuggling and found myself in the presence of Dante and Greg. Dante astounded me not just because he was an elf ( HE WAS AN ELF! ) bur he had crows that he had trained in some way that they came on response. It's a wonder.. one of them rather liked me. (I think it was because I was feeding him.) But it was marvelous. I could hardly contain my excitement. I got some dirty looks from other students, but I'll be me and that's who I have to be. Because if I'm not me then I'm nothing.
I am going to be going by Dante's office soon and secretly filling in several spots for myself so I can speak with him and play with his birds...
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Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:19 pm
:: Rylenn Journal #2 ::
Event Entry
Christmas. It's not normally a very good time for me. It just reminds me of what I had and don't have anymore. A family.. a loving home.. all that stuff. I might have all the material posessions in the world, but my mother will always be a crack-addicted whore and my father will always be an overzealous bigot.
I tend to be very snappish and.. quite frankly.. rude.. when the holidays come around. So I kept to myself per usual. I got some smiles here and there.. I met a nice boy, but he couldn't stay.. he wasn't a part of the school... I pretty much got away from him though.. before I started getting defensive and easily upset. I'm never pretty like that. I knew I had to keep my appearances up so I stayed around just long enough until felt it was appropriate to leave.
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I hate the holidays.
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 8:03 pm
:: Rylenn Journal #3 ::
Chance Meeting Leads To Tragedy
Am I really so dense? I mean... am I really... so damn dense.
Tonight started off decently. I was going to Dante's to pick some slots so that I could get ahold of the man and we could talk again. It's rather nice to talk to him. I don't feel like an idiot around. I don't feel like I'm running headlong into a bad situation.
But then I got lost. This place is too damn big and the design makes no sense. They have not the proper labeling of buildings let alone proper lighting on said labeling so people will know WHERE THEY ARE GOING!
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Screaming and tossing my journal isn't going to help the situation. Finally stemmed back my tears through. Finally being the key word.
Anyways.. I accidentally came apon Professor Lorioth Mannen in the best way ever. Naked. I had bumped his experiment and got it all over my a**.. so it was burning and it soaked into my shirt so I hand to take them off. He came out blinking at me as if he didn't expect anyone to be there.. and he hadn't.
I helped him with his experiment as he requested as punishment for my disturbing his experiment.
I took the opportunity to beg him to let me cook dinner for him. He agreed after a bit of prodding and we went back to his home.
I shouldn't of done that.
I cooked dinner and we got to talking.. I tried to put my faith in him.. into that man.. and it was shattered completely. I told him to tell me something no one else knew... and he refused... both times I asked him. So I left... shattered.
He called me back.. but he wouldn't tell me... he wouldn't trust me as I was about to trust him.
So I left. Crying.
And here I am.. all alone.. haunted. I'm going to go find my music player and hide from the world.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 10:39 am
:: Rylenn Journal # 4 ::
Growing Up The Hard Way
I went to Professor Dante's office after I came home from Lorioth's.... it was raining but I didn't seem to notice. I was already astorm. I needed someone to talk to.. someone to ground me. The only one I could think of was Dante.
He welcomed me in and sat me down. I talked to him for a bit and he lectured me. (I supposed I needed it.) And for once since my father... I listened to a lecture. I listened to what he had to say to me. Does that say more about him.. or about me...? I don't know for sure, but it says something.
He told me that trust wasn't somethiing that could be so freely given as I was trying to make it. He issued me a challenge. I'm to get him to talk about his past by getting him to trust me. He wants me to learn.. he's worried about me.. this is obvious.
I just wonder if I'm worth it.
I'm not allowed to take more than 45 at a time with Dante. But he did say I could take his crows whenever I want.. which is a good thing. I made a mental note, but I'll write it here to commit it to memory.
Gelnuir (red ribbon) - bread crumbs soaked in either honey or some form of wine
Glornuir (blue ribbon) - pieces of fruit and berries like raspberries and blueberries
Gilnuir (insert ribbon color) - cubes of meat--raw, preferebly, or medium rare
Maybe I'm not so dense but I need to grow up. I need to learn that people cannot give me what I want when I want. I am no longer a child.. I cannot throw tantrums.
Bah.. all this stuff is giving me a headache.
I just want someone to snuggle with.
Dante.. is a good man.. but I can tell he's hiding a lot of pain. I want to make that pain better. .so I will do what I can get get him to trust me. To tell me things. I want to make him feel better. I don't want him to hurt anymore.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 10:40 am
:: Rylenn Journal Entry #5 ::
Playing Superman
It always feels good.. to help someone. Especially from the clutches of evil supervillians. Like women. Women in flocks being the worst. Women are a gay man's natural supervillian. What is it about us that's so appealing? I mean -REALLY- are we that interesting? That pretty? That spectacular? We're guys. We have guy intrests.. those are just coupled with a keen fashion sense and an eye for good men. (Most of the time)
Well.. I was in the mall, minding my own business, trying to find a place to sit when I see this poor kid being taunted by girls. I decided to go over if it got too out of hand, but amazingly he came to me. He commented on the bad food at the mall, but I didn't have the heart to tell him it was because he had decided to get sushi on the day before they got their new shipment of fresh fish in so that fish was probably rather old.
We sit together and I pretty much pretend he's mine so he doesn't have to deal with the women. What I forgot to take into account is their fantasies about two men together. e_e But they stay away enough that we don't have to deal with them. (( Which is a good thing. ))
His name is RuiZhi and he's a really nice kid. Far more innocent than I had first realized, but he.. I think he liked curling with me.. which isn't a bad thing. He was really nice and very polite. He was funny.
We sat by the fountain and when the girls got too close, I attempted a snuggle, but fell into the water, while saving Rui from the same wet wet fate. I'd hate for him to get those nice clothes wet. I don't think they do well against water.
We went back to my room where I cooked fish with cheese and spinach and he actually liked it. So I might turn him onto fish. (Yay fun recipes for me). I'm going to make curry next time he comes. Maybe I can get other people to come too. I'd just have to go out for more ingredients.
I walked him to his room so I now know where he is.
So I have a friend who isn't a drug dealer, a whore, or a druggie.
.. It's kinda nice.
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Posted: Tue Apr 03, 2007 2:20 pm
RP The beginnings of this RP are on the [main shop thread] from [605] to [618]
Continues into guild [here]
Further continues on MSN -contains unGaia content and for tooaya's, Kaitsu-Ralia's, and Teh Bunnah Ninja's eyes only-
(( Stolen from Kait's Journal XDD ))
Gods does he make me feel good.
He got up sometime while we were sleeping. And drew me. And wrote in his journal. I know you're wondering how did I know.. it was kind of obvious.. I haven't mentioned I wake up at the slightest sound. I should of.. just molested him.. I had half a mind to.
I don't remember the last time I was like this....
I hope it doesn't leave.. I hope he doesn't leave. I hope I am enough for him.
We.. it didn't start off with us digging each other. I could of sworn he was out for my head.. and I just did what I always do.. try to make him like me.. and things went from there and he.. he pounced me.. literally pounced me. He kissed me and.. it just degraded. We made love. I think it was the fastest I have ever moved.. with anyone.
And I don't mind.
I just hope.. RuiZhi.. doesn't hate me.
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 9:59 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 10:00 pm
[Languages Class Prompt]
Slavic/Ancient Asian(?)
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