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..That I do not expect to get anything for Christmas. Mom hasn't got me anything for Christmas or my Birthday for the last couple years. It also pissed my off that she expects me to get her crap when I do not not have any money.

Anyway all the Christmas and Birthday money I get ends up being spent to pay people back, or last year when Mom was gone for several days at a time and I had to spend my money on food.

This year looks to be another year where I get nothing. The funny thing is, it doesn't matter to me like it did at first and thats the thing that makes me sad.

I only spent ten dollars on myself. The rest went towards your birthday present since I owed you.

Yeah. Sorry I wasn't thinking about that. I was more thinking along the lines of biological family.

Hanging out with Laura is like a present itself. XD

Grandma and Dad gave me a check which I spent on food (since Mom left me without it some days) and paying people back.

(I wasn't really thinking clearly when I wrote it, and I basically was just remembering mom being a big douche and buy only herself presents and saying since I had Christmas money I could buy my own damn food.)

Yeah. I will use a lot of the monies to get out of debt though. I hate to be responsible for your credit card bill.