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Missing Love: Things Never Said
The crystal clear rain was coming down hard now. The once ocean-blue sky had no turned dark and began to fill with darkish-gray clouds. No, it was not night, merely mid-afternoon. It was the dead of winter, nearly 20 degrees out, but with the grueling weather, it felt below zero.
Many miles away from the Village Hidden in the Leaves, Naruto was sitting on a small cliff, crying hot tears through all the cold rain water. All the while, memories of his early-shinobi years rushed through his head. He remembered the good times as well as the bad; the successes as well as the fails...the friends as well as the foes. Naruto remembered all the way back from when he had is first real mission in the Land of Waves; when he defeated Gaara and the Shukaku. He remembered when he traveled to the Village Hidden in the Stars with Neji, Rock Lee, and TenTen...he remembered the people along the way as well. But...it wasn't these memories that Naruto was crying over...So, just what was it then?
Naruto shivered as the bitter coldness stung his body.
It was Sasuke. He was gone. A missing Nin. Naruto was despairing at the gulf being separated from Sasuke. He had been missing for many years now and Naruto couldn't bare the pain much longer.
"Sa...sasuke..." Naruto managed through the chattering of his teeth. "...w-why did...y-you...?"
Sasuke. His rival. They went through so much together. They acknowledged each other. They were friends. They were foes. They were closer than most people could ever get. They were...and now Sasuke was gone. Naruto was heartbroken. He missed Sasuke. He...
But, no matter the closeness, Sasuke wouldn't tell Naruto anything. That's right...Sasuke never told Naruto he was going to leave. He never said why he went with Kakashi to the mountains for that month, or why Naruto was the one that Sasuke wanted to fight the most. He never even mentioned that bite mark on his neck either. Naruto had to find that out on his own. He never said why...why?
Naruto shivered once again. He had not come prepared for this weather, for all he wore were his same orange jump-suit, his same Ninja sandals, and a marooned-colored scarf wrapped tightly around his neck. He didn't wear his Hitai-ate, however, in fear that if an enemy found him, it would only endanger his Village. Over the many years that Sasuke had been missing, Naruto had grown much more responsible, as well as more handsome. Now, at the age of 15, Naruto was 5' 5" tall. His features had changed as well. In replacement of his childish face, he had now a lonely, adult face. His once big, smiling lips were now small and pouty, as well as his once sky-blue eyes were now dark and icy. Many members of Konohagakure would not even think that this now beautiful teen was the same troublesome fox demon child they used to hate so much. Naruto's friends have noticed this strange change as well. Many had asked him what was the cause of this, but Naruto would not answer them, even though, in his heart, he truly knew the reason.
As the rain started to turn into sleet, sleep began to consume Naruto. He tried to stand, but his legs were frozen. His eyes began to close, as he lied down, causing more pressure on the tiny cliff.
"...no...I...can't fall...asleep...not now..." Naruto's voice trailed off as he fully closed his dark eyes. It was too late for the boy. He would surely freeze to death now...
The cliff began to crumble under the weight of its burden. Naruto knew the cliff was going to fall, but he couldn't move.
‘This...is it..’ Naruto thought, knowing he was going to die.
Not able to hold the boy much longer, the cliff collapsed, dropping Naruto into the far valley below. All he remembered before he went unconscious was something warm against his artic-cold body, and a whisper.
"Usuratonkanchi..."
~Chapter 2~
As Naruto began to regain consciousness, his eyes fluttered opened. He sat up and analyzed his surroundings. He was sitting in the shadowy darkness…alone. The blond could the rustling of trees, but saw nothing. As Naruto stood up, the sound of familiar voices came to his ears. He looked around, and finally saw a group of people, standing only a few feet away. They were his friends! Sakura, Hinata, Shikamaru, Lee, Kiba…he could even see Kakashi-sensei, Ero-Sanin and, Tsunade Baa-chan! Naruto looked over from the group and saw two people, different from the others. Even though Naruto had never seen them before, he knew exactly who they were. His parents! His mother and his father were standing only a little ways away. Then, it dawned on him.
“…I’m…d-dead…” Naruto said, looking down at his hands. He had died falling off that cliff…he had to be dead. Why else were his parents here? But, wait! What about Sakura-chan and the others? They aren’t dead! Why are they--?
Suddenly, the voices stopped. Naruto looked back up, and once again he was alone. The darkness had sucked away his friends…his family…
Naruto started to cry. Not because of the sudden disappearance of Sakura-chan, his parents, and everyone else, but…because of Sasuke. Naruto was dead, and he would never be able to see Sasuke again. Never…
“…w-why?” The lonely teen asked in sadness. “…why…did I have…to…with…” He shrunk to the shadowy ground, pulling his legs up to his chest. There were so many things that Naruto never told Sasuke either…Things he was too embarrassed to say…things he was too afraid to say…things he…But, now…Naruto wanted to tell Sasuke everything…but he would never get that chance to see Sasuke one last—
“Heh…pathetic, Naruto…you dobe…”
Naruto’s icy-blue eyes suddenly grew large and filled with surprise. As he looked up, Naruto found himself staring back into those black eyes of his rival.
“Sa-sa-sa…” The blond couldn’t speak.
“Yeah, Naruto…it’s me...” Sasuke said, wearing his “you’re such an idiot” smile.
Naruto stood up as his childish ways seemed to return to him. “Sa…Sasuke…I-how-why…?” Naruto was tripping over himself like the usual idiot he used to be. He was so surprised to see Sasuke, he couldn’t speak right.
The scenery around the two boys began to change form the eerie darkness to a beautiful, quiet forest, with the sun setting slowly behind it.
Sasuke let out a sigh as he watched Naruto stutter, then gave a little laugh.
“You look so pathetic, Naruto…quit crying!” He demanded. In truth, Sasuke hated it when Naruto would cry, not that Sasuke would ever let Naruto know that.
Naruto tried to wipe his tears away, but they never seemed to end. Sasuke sighed again. He brought his hand up to Naruto’s face and gently wiped away one of his tears. The feel Sasuke’s soft, flawless hand warmed Naruto’s heart up.
A smile tugged at Sasuke’s perfect lips, but he held it back.
“…Naruto…”
Naruto, his name being said, looked back up at the capturing eyes of his rival.
“…you are not going to worry about me anymore…”
The blond cocked his head to one side, slightly, confused at why Sasuke would say such an unusual thing. “But, Sasuke, I…how can I not worry about you? You’re with Orochimaru!”
Sasuke didn’t answer Naruto’s question, but kept talking.
“…you are not going to worry about me anymore…because…”
Sasuke grabbed Naruto by his jacket collar and pulled him forward, leaning towards Naruto’s left ear.
“…I’m going to take you…” Sasuke whispered in an evil tone; one that Orochimaru would use. Naruto’s stomach jumped.
~Chapter 3~
Naruto blinked a couple times at the wooden ceiling of the tiny room. After a few seconds, he sat up and looked around. He was lying in a twin-sized bed with many blankets on top of him. In this room, there were two small windows to the left of him and a wooden door straight ahead. The only light came from the full moon outside. This room…
Naruto removed the blankets off of him, and turned to face the opposite direction of the windows.
“What am I doing here?” The blond asked himself. “…and…what’s going on? Why am I--?” Suddenly, everything that just happened came back to him.
“…it was…a dream…?” Naruto thought about the entire thing, and the more he thought about it, the more it did seem like a dream. The Blond gave a sigh of relief. He wasn’t really dead after all…
‘I’m going to take you…’
Shivers ran down Naruto’s spine as he remembered Sasuke saying that…
‘Sasuke…’ Naruto thought. His face drooped in sadness as he sighed. Being it was a dream…
“…Sasuke isn’t really here after all…” Naruto added aloud.
In the darkest corner of the room, came a dark chuckle.
“…heh…wrong, Naruto…”
The blond looked up as a figure walked out of the corner into the clear moonlight shining through the windows. There stood Sasuke only inches away from the bed Naruto sat upon. Naruto’s heart began to pound, as if trying to escape from his chest.
“Sasu…sasu…ke…you really are h-here…” Naruto’s eyes were fixed on his rival’s hypnotizing gaze.
Sasuke gave Naruto a smirk. “What? I said I was going to take you…did you not think I was serious??” Sasuke leaned over the bed into Naruto’s face, their lips only centimeters apart.
No, Naruto knew Sasuke was serious. He always had been, always will be.
Sasuke, knowing he wasn’t going to get an answer out of the blond, pushed Naruto down onto the bed. Sasuke moved his lips away from Naruto’s to his left ear.
“It’s an interesting jutsu, isn’t it?” Sasuke whispered, still using Orochimaru’s tone. It was like Orochimaru was talking to Naruto through Sasuke. “It’s very handy…allows you to enter another’s dream…”
“Sasuke…” Naruto began. “…why are you…?”
Sasuke’s lips went back to hovering over the blonde’s as his hand worked down to the zipper on Naruto’s jacket.
“I sneaked away, of course…and found you out stupidly freezing your a** off because you were looking for me!”
Naruto remembered the voice he heard right before he went unconscious.
‘Usuratonkanchi…’
‘That was…Sasuke…?’ Naruto thought. ‘But…’ He began to squirm as Sasuke fully unzipped Naruto’s jacket.
“Why…why did you sneak away? Why did you risk your life trying to escape from Orochimaru? Why did you--?” Naruto was silenced as Sasuke pushed his lips against Naruto’s, forming a kiss both had been waiting for for so long. The long awaited taste of Sasuke’s mouth made the blonde’s heart double in speed. It was sweet and relaxing, something Naruto hadn’t had in a while, making it more enjoyable. He loved the kiss…but, at the same time, it was too much for his emotions to handle. It always had been. Kissing Sasuke was like…kissing heaven itself. The taste; the feeling; it was always too perfect for words.
When Sasuke finally leaned out of the kiss, Naruto looked down. Apparently, during the kiss, Sasuke managed to get Naruto’s jacket and pants off. He must have had a lot of practice doing this while he was away.
Sasuke gave Naruto an evil glare. “To answer your question, it was because…” Sasuke paused for a moment, making sure he wanted to tell Naruto the reason. “…of you, usuratonkanchi…”
Naruto looked back up at Sasuke and once again, his eyes were caught in his dark, cold ones, like a butterfly caught in a spider’s web.
“…that’s the only reason I escaped Orochimaru to come back here…was to see you…”
A light crimson flew across the blonde’s face. It seemed so strange that Sasuke would escape from someone who offered him power to come see one that was such a burden to everyone. Sasuke was never the type to do such things. It made Naruto feel…
“Sa-sasuke…I…”
Raising his head up and giving the blond an evil grin, Sasuke grabbed the bottom of Naruto’s black undershirt, lifted it off over his head, and tossed it to the bedroom floor, along with Naruto’s jacket and pants. “I don’t want you to keep worrying about me, Naruto…” Sasuke brought his hand up to the blue-eyed boy’s cheek and touched it ever so lovingly. “So…I’m going to take you and give you exactly what you’ve been waiting for for so long.”
Naruto gulped. “But, Sasuke, I--!”
Sasuke put a finger over Naruto’s lips. “Quiet, dobe!” Sasuke leaned into Naruto’s left ear again. “I’m coming to get you…” he hissed.
Naruto continued to stare into his rival’s eyes as his heart skipped a beat.
~Chapter 4~
Sasuke, who had now only his black boxers on, had just ripped off Naruto’s green ones.
“Nrn…” The blond moaned as the cool air of the moon-lit room rushed at his bare body. Being it was winter, the light-insulated walls provided very little heat.
Sasuke looked straight down, and an unsatisfied smirk formed on his lips. He looked back up at Naruto, unhappy. “God, Naruto…” Sasuke sighed. “After all these years, you’re still this small?! I figured you would have at least grown an inch or two…” Sasuke said, motioning to how much Naruto’s attitude and face has changed. He took his index finger and placed it right below Naruto’s neck, rubbing down, making the blond teen shudder under his rival’s warm touch. Naruto then let out an angry mumble.
Sasuke’s glance shot up at him. “What was that?”
Naruto frowned. “I said, ‘I bet you haven’t grown much either!’”
A devilish grin appeared on Sasuke’s face, as he reached down and grabbed Naruto’s hard c**k tightly. Naruto let out a sharp moan, and squirmed around on the bed, as Sasuke wrapped his fingers around him. “How much do you plan on betting, hm? Cause, whatever it is, I’ll win…”
Tighting his grip even harder on Naruto, Sasuke slowly slid out of his own boxers. The bottom Nin’s eyes fell on Sasuke’s c**k in surprise and shock, as Sasuke let it fall above Naruto’s. Sasuke was right. Naruto did lose. Compared to him, Sasuke was…huge!! The boy blushed; he couldn’t help but stare.
Sasuke gave a little laugh. “Admit it…you will never be able to beat me…” He leaned down to Naruto’s cheek, licking it. Once again, Naruto let out a moan as Sasuke’s huge member rubbed up against his own little one. The black-haired Nin’s breath splashed against his face, warming him up.
“How would you like me…inside you…this time…?” The missing Nin asked. He used his tongue and licked a slippery trail down along Naruto’s chest to his naval.
Naruto feared his own answer, for he knew that, with Sasuke in him this time, it would only hurt five times as worse than normal. He brought his hands up to Sasuke’s chest, as if trying to push him away. Of course, Sasuke wouldn’t let that happen, oh no! He grabbed the resisting boy by the wrists and pushed them above his head. Sasuke stared down into Naruto’s face.
“You’re not getting out of this, whether you like it or not! Now, stay still, dammit!”
Obediently, Naruto laid completely still, his hands still over his head.
Oh, Naruto would like it…he always had. The thing he didn’t like was the fear that Sasuke might not be able to fit into his tiny body.
Naruto scowled, showing defeat. “…dammit…”
Sasuke devilish grin returned. He leaned into the small boy’s face again, forcing him into a kiss. This time though, Sasuke demanded entrance into the blonde’s mouth, gaining it only a few seconds later. Their tongues met, savoring the taste of each other. During the kiss this time, Sasuke grabbed Naruto’s legs, pushing the boy’s against his chest. Sasuke was serious now.
“Enough is enough, Naruto…” he growled. “…no more playing around…” Sasuke positioned himself over Naruto, as Naruto took in a deep breath. He knew what was going to happen…even if Sasuke didn’t tell him…
“I’m going to take you, and you can’t do anything about it.”
…and he had no choice.
***
Naruto let out a loud scream as Sasuke entered his small, fragile body. He tightly gripped the blankets on the bed as tears came to his eyes.
“Sa-sasuke!! Ah! Yo-you’re…you’re too…too…AH!”
“Don’t complain, Naruto!” Sasuke hissed, plunging deeper into the teary boy. “I’m not going to stop!”
Teasingly, Sasuke withdrew himself from Naruto, as Naruto moaned at the feeling of being empty. “Sa…sasuke…I—!” The blond was cut off as the black-haired Nin thrusted back into Naruto. Naruto, once again, let out a sharp yell as he spilled himself all over Sasuke’s stomach.
“Heh…” Sasuke said, as he wiped the fluid from his stomach, and gracefully licked it from his hand. He gave Naruto a wicked smile. “Mm…you’re still as delicious as ever, Naruto…” Sasuke whispered, pulling himself out of Naruto again. Once more empty, the blond uke let out a mew that caught Sasuke’s attention.
“Sasuke…don’t stop…m-more…” Naruto begged.
Sasuke glared at the begging boy, lustfully. “Oh, so you finally want it, huh?”
Before Naruto could answer, Sasuke forcefully thrusted himself back into the boy. He captured Naruto into a kiss, drowning out all Naruto’s moans and yells. About another minute past when exhaustion began to hit both of them. They knew they were still too inexperienced to go on for much longer. Finally, Sasuke came out of Naruto one last time, and both Nin lay in each others’ arms, panting; a fine sheet of sweat covering them.
“Sasu…ke…” Naruto whispered, nudging at Sasuke’s neck with his nose like a fox.
Pulling his little fox closer to him, he replied, “What is it, Naruto…?”
“…will…will you ever…come back…?”
Sasuke was silent for a moment then spoke. “…I don’t know, Naruto…why? Was that not enough for you?” He joked, running his fingers through the blonde’s hair.
Naruto gently closed his eyes at the feeling of Sasuke’s finger tips. “Nm…no…it wasn’t…” he replied.
After another minute passed, Sasuke slowly crawled to the end of the bed, grabbed his clothes, and began to get dressed. Naruto sat up and looked at Sasuke. “You’re…you’re leaving already?”
Sasuke nodded. “I need to get back before Orochimaru comes here looking for me.”
“But…if they…know you’ve escaped…”
Sasuke sighed. “I guess that wasn’t enough for you…you’re still worrying about me…” Sasuke looked towards the window. “…you need to get dressed and leave…” he demanded. “This is my house, remember?”
Quietly, Naruto did as Sasuke said. When they both finished dressing, Sasuke walked over to one of the windows and pushed it open. He thought of how Orochimaru would be when he returned. He would have to make some excuse; like he had to go kill someone or something…Orochimaru would probably accept that. Sasuke looked over at Naruto, who was looking down at the floor.
“Naruto!”
Hearing his name said, Naruto looked up and gazed into the eyes of his lover.
“I’ll be back…soon…”
Hearing this, Naruto smiled.
Sasuke didn’t know how long “soon” would be…but, no matter what Orochimaru would do, he would come back to see Naruto again…because, he wanted to see that stupid, smiling face again... “But, you will tell no on I was here…”
Naruto nodded, saying that he promised, and with that, Sasuke jumped out of the window, disappearing into the wintery darkness of the night.
But, of course, Sasuke would tell anyone he thought this…especially not Naruto…~End
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