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 Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 4:58 pm
I supose I shall add my own two-bit in here too, since I'm always writing and constantly looking for feedback. For those who don't know what the above phrase means, which I'm sure no one does, considering it is my own, it means Blood Moon.... Poisoned Love is Death. Because I roleplay so much, I have an entire background series for my character Ebony, including her natural language and singular heritage of blood line.... So perhaps I will RPG in my journal with my charater as a narrative, or whatever else I decide I need to write, for I am sure I will upload many narratives I have written to be shown for this public eye. In the mean time, I am off to find new ways to improve this guild. Oh and for those who don't know who I am, I am simply The Raven, and you will have to ask Kiti if you want more information. She knows what is to be revealed in time, and in her I put my complete trust.... Ja ne.
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Posted: Thu Dec 07, 2006 3:25 pm
Well, since I have this, I guess I'll use it? I wrote a little something yesterday. Didnt mean to really, but it just flowed out of me as words sometimes do. Well it was about death and I wrote that I am death. Of course no one would believe this, but then again, I dont think I was the one writing it. I dont think Im posessed anymore if thats anyones thought. It just came from my fingers onto paper, while I was jotting down some notes for my Algebra class. Its in my math notebook right now, which is to say, its not very safe. So I guess I'd better remove it before it gets ruined. Ill rewrite it here when I feel like getting up. Anyways, remember death intervenes life, but life is only a hole in death....
Oh, and todays our 11 month anniversary! Yay for us!
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Posted: Thu Dec 21, 2006 8:11 pm
Ah ha! Here it is.... I found it.... -^_^-
As many stories twist and unwind, as mine doth, so they all end exactly where they begin. In the ends of beginnings, it is only darkness, and some of which call death. But not mineself. I am Death. And for Death, there is no light. I begin, and end, in my own decaying waste. And to take along mine course is thine own darkness. Tread careful, eyes wary, say little, for this is mine story to tell, beginning and ending within myself. I am Death of that which thee seeks....
Oh and by the way, feel free to post because I'm hoping to get ideas if not a roleplay thread going up soon.... Read my journal for information on my roleplaying character in the beginning or something. It will explain the meaning behind this excerpt.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:53 am
Noikur jutaris, krii liaelis. Jukar galas, nikoshta riielis. Jutari, noikur jutaris. Liaeli es neelith. Norish nieva liska trist ahn....
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 4:18 pm
Anyways, my first year anniversary passed, on Sunday, but I was unable to see him. Instead I went over Saturday because our paths happened to cross during errands. Unfortunately, I became extraordinarily sick, and was in bed most of the time I was there. He took so much care of me, and soon sleep had settled upon me. I missed him dearly on oiur anniversary, but still we are happy together. And I'm in love with him.
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 5:52 pm
Well, lately I've realized that not many people can compete or even come close to RPing as well as I do, what with my diction and syntax and what not. It's frustrating, that I have all these ideas that I want to use in RPs and no one can come up with any of their own that can remotely compare. I'm not saying that everyone is incapable, I just haven't found the right person who can make me lose my response. Heres just an example, a shorter one compared to most of them, and not really all that great, but I'm sure who ever reads it will probably think otherwise....
*Closes her eyes, and nods in adoration. Removes herself from him and paces slowly, methodically to the wall opposite her thin frail figure. She kneels down and tentatively places a long slender hand on the cool wall. It pulsed beneath her fingers as steady as the beating of her own life. It brushed the walls of her consciousness and she freely let it in, knowing it would not harm her, its creator and keeper. It thrummed with an inexplicable wave of emotion and knowledge unordinarily held by normal structures, and she repeated the patterns of its life with her own as they appear before her, dancing, a sight, a smell, a sense of feeling, a sound, and yes, the dryness of its own taste. She merged her mind with its thrumming and soothingly asked it reveal her self. The walls wavered, beating steady and strong. They stayed as such in silence, and soon, images flashed upon its bare plane, images of her past, her adoptive family, her first muder, her discovery of another being like her, a strong man who was cursed by his own consciousness; it changed again rapidly, replacing the silhouette with more recent developments. Kiti, her eyes warm and calm, soothing, merry, the people who thought they knew her, the two people who really did know here. Her present home, her village in another time.... So it went on like this for a while, the house stretching boundaries between time and other worlds. And so it came to pass, the thrumming dies down, the wavering ceases, and she removes her hand slowly, her fingers slipping. She sighs in recollection, bowing her head to memory and guilt. Only slivers of who she was, who she would ever be. It was true she had the trust of others and perhaps they had a little of her own, but the truth was she just a beast, a murderer, a sinner, no matter who she was now. She closed her knowing eyes, and fell to her side, reflexively curling up and shuddering*
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 8:49 pm
*Kiti watches from the shadows of the ceiling as the images flash on the wall, her beathing shallow and quiet, her eyes flickering from the changing wall to her adoptive sister and friend. Her nails dig into the palms of her hands and her teeth form holes in the skin inside her mouth as she watches her sister shake. Some of the images are familiar to her, some are meerly recognizable from Raven's outermost thoughts and expressions, and some are not beknownst to her at all. Nevertheless she watches, intrigued by their brutal truth and hoping her sister would not be too angry with her for watching. As her sister falls her breath cathes in her throat and her heart races, picking up on the vibrations coming from the beautiful girl. As she begins to shake Kiti gasps and a tear rolls down her cheek, finding it hard to breath. She drops from the shadows and runs to her sister's side, throwing away caution and fear to try to comfort her. She gently cradles the girl's head in her lap, and runs her fingers through the girl's hair.* Raven... please. It doesn't matter what you were, Raven! You are wonderful and you are beautiful, inside and out, every aspect of you. Please don't worry so much....
((forgive me. its my rule that you dont post in other peoples journals, but i took the time to read it and the beginning looked like a challenge to me so i figured i would rise. i love you, always and forever.))
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Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 4:44 pm
((Actually no worries love. You said no semi-posting unless the user allowed it, and I have. Im encouraging it, because this is where I get all my ideas for writing, through Role playing. You might also want to check out the manor. In fact, I keep meaning to put the link up here for anyone interested. Any member of the guild is welcome)) http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=21146064&page=1
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Posted: Thu Jan 25, 2007 4:46 pm
Well, lets see, so far in my house.... ((Thats the link I posted previous comment (mostly for anyone who knows me or Kiti or Red or Asuka from school))) So far, its just been my sister Kiti, her fiance, and my brother/nephew to visit. Oh and my other sister Claire/Yvonne. Kiti, James, and Yvonne havent been back much recently (No blames on yoo, especially Yvonne 'cuz I know how you are) so its just been me and my brother Hes. Things have gotten out of whack, agree if youve read through from the beginning or disagree. At this point my character had been pocessed by another evil demon spirit that is part of her curse as the last of her demon blood line heritage. Now he is off hunting to kill the one Ebony thought she could at least trust, only to have him (involuntarily) attack her in the end. So he is off hunting, and if anyone has read it (Its a real RP), the house is its own character. So Ebony is just plain lettering, the demon spirit is in dark red italics, and the house is in dark blue plain, just to clarify things up a bit. And by the way, if you do decide to read it, READ IT FROM THE BEGINNING, because it will give you a better understanding about what is going on and how I RP. And by all means, if you think you can compete, be my guest. Im sure I could best or at least tie any idea with anyone else. So anyways, damn it! I just turned this entire post about what is going on in my manor into an advertisement. *Shrugs* Oh well. Talk to you all later, maybe in the manor even....
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 12:26 pm
Okay, well, now that Ebony and her pocessing demon are abesnt, my character has switched over to the house profile. In representation of Ebony, it turns its surroundings into something resembling what really goes on in her head, that death decay and mistrust are the only things she has always ever known. The deer is an image of a memory she once had, the scaled and feathered creature a self-image thing, where though things can be horrific and terrifying and ugly, they can still be beautiful and innocent on the inside, which is why it then becomes a replica of an Ebony no longer of this world, nor of any other.... It is merely a recollection of thoughts and memories from within Ebony's mind, but I would hope that, even though I didn't write it as complicated as I might once have been inclined to, that it still has its horrific imagery. I'd really like some feedback or comments, or something, just to mark how my ideas are coming along and developing. Oh, and random thought, I've been listening to the Numa Numa song for four days straight and already have it memorized. *Giggles* whee Crazy Raven-chan! domokun
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 1:53 pm
Okay, so my thread has no visitors. THink I'll make a thread in the main forum for any RPs the parents and guld members thingk are worth time to RP in.... Maybe. Most people dont have the same idea of a good RP. So maybe Ill be referee and check these RP threads out personally to see if they qualify as something good and everyone would enjoy. Regulation kind of thing, a list of referenced RPG threads that really have RPing in them. stare I'll run it by Kiti-love....
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 4:28 pm
So, people are showing at least some interest in this RP voting thing Ive got going. The reason I started it was becasue I never really see any good RPs, much less grouped together for usefulness. So, thats what Im doing here. Ive also joined another guild, that perhaps I can convince to become our affiliate, despite our lack of similarity. And Ive put in request for another guild that represents a J-rock visual kei band Im sure almost everyone is aware of. This guild that requested me to join however, the one completely different, is so because, unlike the Kitsu-usa guild, which has a purpose, this guild is a random nonsense silly guild, good for nothing except random outbursts. But as I have found, guilds like these are good for relieving stress... I know not whether my decision to talk to them about association will become final, but I will mull it over and talk to Kiti about it, only after the "if" in my question: Will they be able to benefit our guild first?
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The_Shadow_Creeper Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2007 1:50 pm
Okay, so my account was hacked, and this is Raven by the way. So anyways, my account was hacked, and if there are any questions at all, not that I think people are reading this, but any questions at all about any of the threads or events Im associated with right now, please send a PM. Thankies everyone.
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