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It feels like suddenly my friends around here in town are suddenly out to piss me off. One friend is overly emo and gets under my skin so I want to strangle him. Another keeps neglecting promises she's made to me. Another keeps trying to like, worship me or something, literally.

To Emo britches, I want to scream to him to shut up. I don't really like the kind of person he is anyways because I don't get along all that well. I only respect him cause he's Neglect's boyfriend.

Neglect, I just want to hit her cluelessness. It's like, she gets all happy and cute about things, but then she screws them up majorly. I understand she's trying, but it doesn't even look nor feel like it.

As for Worship.. just stop. Don't come to me for your problems, I'm not your mother. I'm not going to stop and nurse you for the rest of your life. I love you, yes, now go off and do something, or I dunno, just something. D:

Guh. I wish I could say this to my friends, but I think it's better for them not to read this. Lucky for me they're not in the guild. I'd be totally blown if they were. ><

Feed 'em to an octapus. Octapii make everything better.

._.; Do you secretly have a temple for me?


XD;; I guess they do? I know I get really close to a lot of the people down here, and I forgive people uber easily. I kind of feel like a doormat at times when I do that, but because I feel guilty so easily, I just. URGH.

SW: I could never hate joo. <333 Kai love you long time.


Maybe I just need to do some me time or something. I mean, almost EVERY day now someone's over. I don't mind really, because my house is a safe haven for everyone to either act like an a**, idiot, hippie, or just steal soda and coffee from me. Though, I just feel like they're using me now, for those nice perks. I feel like, I can't get angry at them.

Emo britches pulled this whole 'You're my only true friend' gig, and talked about how in middle school he was suicidal and things like that. What does that tell me?

"Oh Tsuki, I love you so much. Even though I've hurt you so much in the past, you know how lonely I get so you won't leave me right?"

The truth of the matter is, everyone hates him and I know it. I've asked people. Several people /do/ wish he was dead. I pretty much am the only person (parents included, I'm afraid.) that talk to him. Hell, even his girlfriend is pretty distant from him.

He does rotten things. I give him hell for it. But even after, when he tries to make up for it, it's like another stupid thing.

Guh, [/end emo britches rant]

I think I really need to be just what someone said to me earlier. Go cold turkey from him. It'd work. I'm sure. Though, would I truly be okay with it? It'd hurt. It'd really hurt to be from him.

Nyeh.