Please pray for my older brother. He has been to jail 4 times for drugs. He is 28 and has been in prison for 1/2 his life! He has hurt my family MANY times. He trys to be my "big" brother, but he has failed 10+ times. He has lied 10 times too many. I have got multiple txt messages from my little 13 year old brother saying," Joe is in jail again." There are no words to explain what this does to me. Joe and I are so close, and I can't take it again. Everytime I find out, I cry so hard, wondering if I will ever see him again. I have countless nights where I wake up crying cause in my dreams Joe dies due to a bad drug deal, or an O.D. I can't handle this, I am only 16, and I can't take it!!! I CANT.
Being in prison he has become gay too, and my family and I dont like this idea at all, we DONT hate gays at all , please dont think it! I just think it is not right. Now I have gay friends, and I love them dearly, ( just so you know) It's just not what God wanted. And my mom is real upset. We have prayed for years, but nothing has changed. So I am asking all of you to PLEASE pray for my brother, please!