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 Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 11:54 am
This is for The Lost Lenore and myself. Unless your anthro is related to:
Fae
Ambrosia
Ozy
Silver
Then please dont jump in. Ask for permission.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 12:02 pm
It had taken him forever to find him...his father had been little help in locating his brother, though it was understandable. His mother was ill--he knew it...in so many different ways. But, he feared to go see him...this fear was holding too tightly to him, and he just settled on visiting his, now injured, brother. This is what fueled his fear...his brother was hurt, and it was his mother's fault. That was the running rumor, at least.
Fae stepped towards the private room his brother was supposed to be in, and lightly rapped his knuckles to the thick, wooden door...before pushing it open slowly. "..Ambrosia?" He questioned, voice still quiet and innocent, as it had been as a child.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 12:23 pm
Ammut, once again, had tried to get his son to open up yet couldnt, it was a lost cause. He had tried every single which way possible and still Ozy just wouldnt open up his door to anyone and this made Ammut wish he was still a child. A child who went to his mother when he was upset, when he wanted a cuddle for no reason at all, wanted something to eat and god knows what else.
Ammut was at a loss and he couldnt even blame it on the curse, the curse kept Ozy some what immortal by natrual causes that could cause death, not by making ones self sick or not eat and the like. Sure it was an excuse but in this case, it was a rather valid one and one that was allowed to be used.
Ammut had finished comming down the stairs he heard the knock on the door, wondering who it was as he never got visitors as of late. Well there was Gazali but he usually let himself in so that didnt exactly count, Ammut walked to the front door and opened it.
For a few minutes he stood there in shock, starting to cry once more a little as if some miracle had happened and then wraped his arms around the coon. "You have no idea how much I am pleased to see you" he said as he dried his eyes, not exactly wishing to make the coon, perhaps, more uncomfortable then he might be already since Ammut was hugging him.
Ambrosia looked up from the magazine he was reading, stitches in his neck and a bandage wrapped around it and a blood drip was incerted into his arm. The only visitors he got was were his uncles and grandparents as of late so seeing his brother was a nice surprise if not a shock as well.
"Fae, I am so happy to see you" he said as he put the magazine on the bedside table as he weakly smiled at his brother, making sure how wounds on his arms were covered. Sure he came in because of his throat but he had also gone back to cutting himself which the doctors were completely furious about and most of the reason as to why he wasnt able to go home sooner.
But he also didnt want to worry his brother more by letting him see that his new hobby was contemplating about killing himself and cutting himself to shreads. His brother would be worried enough without this going on as well, he just didnt want to see his brother upset more then he already was...
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 12:39 pm
Silver gave a light smile to Ammut...not really bothered, but it was different for this to happen. He had assumed the parents of Ozy would be furious at him...he had, technically, caused this. He had brought one arm up to pat the male's back, till he pulled away from him. "I've..come to see if I can work this out..." He murmured, voice still strong, but slowly lowering and breaking. Most likely from worry. It wasn't very common for him to be seen like this...he usually held himself strong and high. But not today.
He slowly stepped inside, without a word, and smiled to Ammut as best he could.."I'll see what I can do," and, again, without permission from the other male, he headed upstairs, mentally following his memory of the house. Once he got to Ozy's door, and scented him in there, he grabbed onto the knob...noting it was locked. "...Ozy, open up." He made it clear that it was himself, voice stern.
Fae moved in and closed the door behind him, approaching his brother with evident worry in his eyes. "Brother.." He sighed heavily, and leaned down to wrap his arms loosely, carefully, around his brother's shoulders...eyes glazed over at the sight. He had always been one to hide his feelings--but not in front of his brother...and it was too difficult to keep from crying, if not just a few tears.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 1:09 pm
Ammut knew he was the one to do this to his son but he also knew that he was the one who could, perhaps, undo it. Besides, if it was Cia, Ammut had a feeling Cia would have aimed a gun at him and told him to never come around here again, that was something Ammut didnt want to risk having happen.
Ammut let the coon go and let him make his way upstairs himself, he sat down at the table and softly sighed, hoping Silver could do something.
Ozy would have been happy, greatly, that Silver was there but he, himself, had given up on hearing said voice ever again so he wasnt exactly with it to BE shocked. After not eating for several weeks or drinking or anything else, it was hard to do anything anymore let alone being shocked.
As weak as he was, he got up out of bed, ignoring the blood by his bed where he had self induced being sick after eating so much that he was now bringing up blood and moved over to the door. The room, like it had been for weeks, was dark, dismal and no light had entered the room in weeks.
Ozy himself had some what started to forget what sunlight even was given that he very rarely left his room for anything. He stumbled over to the door, banging into several things and either knocking them down or smashing whatever was knocked on the ground and unlocked the door.
Ozy had no strength right now to open the door even if he wanted to, so he walked...bearly...back to bed and laid down on it. "It's open" he called as he covered his ill body that hadnt had any morsle of food in it for 2 weeks now.
Ozy lay there, not moving, and just wished death would come sooner rather then later...
Ambrosia pulled his knees up and carefully wraped his arms around them, trying so hard not to cry himself, it had been 'months' since he remotely shed a tear and a part of him didnt want to start now. He cuddled agiesnt his brother a little, pleased to have him near as he looked up at him. "Please, Fae, dont cry, it wouldnt do us any good if both of us did" he softly admited to his brother, wishing badly this was just some prolonged nightmare which he couldnt wake up from as of yet for whatever reasons.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 1:22 pm
Hey, he was the one who was most prone to cry. His brother had always been so strong--why was he like this now? Fae never thought he'd have to see it...
He sniffled a bit, "Sorry.." He whimpered slightly, and sat down on the edge of the bed, and slowly released him. "Are you...doing okay?" He questioned, not sure if he should take the obvious image of his brother right now and guess that, no, he wasn't okay...
Silver listened to all of this, and brought his hand up to run into his hair, which was unbound and falling over his face, neck, shoulders...he had taken to doing this, mainly because of the bruises on his neck and shoulders. He had a bad habit of fighting people in his home, now.
Pushing the door open, he flinched at the oncoming scent of..well, death and sickness. It was dark...it took his eyes a moment to adjust, those cat-like irises giving off a strange glow. Helpful, wasn't it?
"..." He stepped forward when the other covered himself in bed, leaving the door cracked so he could, at least, get some aid in seeing what he was walking through...or, rather, what he was running into.
"Why..Why're you like this, Ozy? You need to eat! Your mother is so worried.." He trailed off, mainly because he knew that Ozy already knew all of this.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 2:01 pm
Ambrosia was one who was usually the strong one but after what has happened, even the strongest of men would cry if they kept what he had for so long bottled up. "It's alright" he said to his brother as he dried a lone tear away that fell "yes and no" he said in answer to his brothers question. "I just know I wont be comming home any time soon..." he said as he trailed off, wondering how far he should go with telling his brother the details.
Ozy started to silently cry once more, he knew he was the one, basically, who made this divorice happen and thought he would be fine with it. However, after waking up for two weeks without the coon beside him, just made him realise the reality of not having Silver anymore and he just couldnt cope.
"Whats the point in carrying on when the one who means the world to you is no longer at your side? Life means nothing if the one you want to share it with is no longer around. If I cant have you then why bother living?" He said as he just clung to the pillow, staring at the wall as he cried "I spent two weeks waking up, realising the reality of what had happened and knowing that I would never have you next to me again.
I shut down, I couldnt cope, I just didnt want to face what I had brought on myself. It might of been a gutless move but I dont care, I just dont care about anything the way I used to, I just wished it was some bad dream I would wake up from soon.
So who needs to eat? Who needs to drink? Who needs to care about anyone else? My life was over as soon as we parted ways, might as well put the last nail in the coffin right?" He said to the other, buring his face into the pillow, crying into it as he knew the saying was the wrong thing to say yet some what approprite.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 10:39 pm
Fae sniffled, his own tears staining his cheeks--though they were slowly slipping from his flaxen irises, he didn't bother drying them. He nuzzled his brother's temple, and took another hold on him, but was still gentle.."I just want you better.." He whimpered, and closed his eyes tightly.
Silver stared at him in disbelief. He couldn't believe he had fallen so hard...and was now killing himself. All because he decided he needed a break, wanted to see if he could live with just himself and his son. He sniffed, and slowly stepped towards him...slowly. Carefully.
"I'm..." He paused, allowing him to finish. When he noted the tears, he bit his lower lip, and shook his head slowly. He set a single knee to the bed, the other firmly on the ground, just in case he had to pull back quickly...He set his hand gently to the other, feeling how dehydrated and starved he was.
He shivered, and closed his eyes, "I'm..sorry..I...made a mistake," he murmured gently, knowing it was true. He loved Ozy...his sons, both of them..He had left because he had the ego to kill his feelings, and felt weak for giving into a relationship...but, it wasn't right. He did love the demon...quite a bit. He just didn't know what to do anymore.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 9:58 am
Ambrosia fought back the urge to snort, he knew that with his love of cutting himself, letting out all the blood the doctors are trying to put back into his body after the throat injury, it was not going to be an easy thing to have happen. Not only that, he fought it back because he just want to be rude towards his brother, not when he hadnt seen him in so long and he did miss and love him terribly.
"I highly doubt that will happen..." he said softly trailing off as he looked away from his brother, a little ashamed at what he knew was comming but in a way still wouldnt stop despite the explination. "Besides, it was my fault for mom and dad breaking up, if it wasnt for what happened between Merlin and I when we were..." he started before starting to cry "...little mom and dad would still be together.
It's all my fault for their break up" he said as he burried his face into his knees and just stayed there like that, not caring about trying to keep strong now for the both of them.
Ozy dried his eyes and carefully turned around and carefully sat up and looked at the coon "it wasnt your mistake, it was mine" he said softly as he coughed. "I just never thought I would actually fall so hard for someone like I did you, so many 'conquests' I have made in my life but never did I think I would actually fall in love with someone."
He said as he looked down at his hands that were gently clasped together "you were different to the others. True, I admit, it started off as what I thought would be just another notch in my bed post of 'conquests' but you wernt...
Anyway, im sorry for what I did, I shouldnt of treated you the way I did, I was wrong to" he said as he lent foward, placing a hand agiesnt the coons cheek and carressing it. I love you Silver, more then I have anyone, I never wanted to lose you, especially not like I have" he said as he started to cry once more.
Ozy removed his hand and fell agiesnt the coon, coughing terribly, lack of food and liquid was really taking its toll on his body. The coughing fits were probably just one of the many things wrong with him besides the lack of food and water. However, to Ozy, he didnt care, right now he just wanted to stay by the coon, food and water can wait a bit longer, if he even cared to eat or drink anything.
Ozy was just was happier, if even a little bit right now, just being with the coon once more.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 7:11 pm
Fae gave his brother a horrified look. He knew he hurt himself..but why would he keep himself in the hospital..? He half didn't blame him, but..Fae still had that innocence as he did as a child...and he just didn't understand.
He felt tears spill down his cheeks more, now, moving his hands from him. he bit onto his knuckle, and tried to keep himself steady...his emotions were too high of a level right now.
"Why.." He began in a low tone, before clenching his jaw. "Why do you think it was your fault?!" He snapped, some of his fathers...and probably mother's, temper running free...finally. "It wasn't your fault...! They...they just..." He began to sob--too many memories...and he was so close to losing his mother and brother. He shook his head, and moved away from him, plopping down into a chair about five feet from the bed. Raising a single knee up to his chest, he hid his face against it...long, auburn hair falling over his cheeks, shadowing his face.
Silver gave him a pitiful look. Why was he dropping so low? Why had all of this dropped so drastically, so insanely, that they had broken apart, and ended up with two nearly dead members of the family, and Fae--he was beginning to get that whiff of true-life...which he was afraid to show to his second son.
When the other began to coughing fit, he wrapped his arms around him, holding him close..he hadn't seen Ozy cry, no...not like this. Maybe he had made the huge mistake of breaking apart from him...what if he had let this go on further? His mate...well, former mate, could have been dead--his son could have died...by his own hands, or by the hands of Ozy...Fae would have suffered more.
He shivered, and rubbed the other's back, touching his lips to the other's forehead, "I made the mistake of leaving," he murmured, insisting that he had made this mistake--and many others, but there was no use in fighting with the demon...he knew this.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 7:28 pm
Ambrosia dried his eyes a little and looked to the side, leaving the side of his head on his knees. "Because, if it wasnt for Merlin nearly killing me, mom and dad having some what of an argument which practically was the foundation of their break up to begin with we would still have both parents together. It might of been for other reasons also but everything was fine from what I could tell before mom and dad found out that I was nearly killed by Merlin."
He said trailing off, silent tears starting to fall down his cheeks once more, wishing he wasnt thinking this way but he was. He knew it was basically his fault, his parents were fine before Merlin almost killed him, but as for that incident happening, it just started off...well...he wasnt sure but the outcome wasnt good.
Ozy just cuddled gently agiesnt his former mate, not about to say another word, he couldnt, not when he started coughing a little again, this time bringing up blood. However he swollowed, he ignored it for now, he didnt want to worry his mate more so though Ozy knew something was seriously wrong with him if he went and saw the some what dried blood puddle around the other side of the bed.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 7:33 pm
He sniffled once more, and said nothing...he knew better than to think that it was his brother's fault. No, his father had other reasonings for breaking apart from Ozy--but if he hadn't cared, then he wouldn't have gone to try and fix things with him...He rubbed his eyes, and closed them afterwards..his father was going to come by later to pick him up, so he'd stay here, for now...despite the awkward silence.
He knew there was something greatly wrong with him..it was obvious, and Silver wasn't dumb. He could smell the blood...it was too dark to see, but even if he could, he knew...He patted his back at the cough, and clenched his jaw...
"You..need to get better," now was the time to use this, "Once...once you get better, we'll see...if we can fix things," he murmured against his hair, raising one hand up to run his fingers into the said tresses, "I'll say no more. You're worrying your family to death...including me and your sons," he knew that Ambrosia cared about his mother, so he had to put him in there.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 8:08 pm
Ambrosia FINALLY decided to stop cutting himself or at least till he got out of hospital anyway. He finally was allowed home and it had been a month or so since he was in hospital, now helping his mother on orders of his grandmother. Was he happy? Some what, he was stressed, tired and wanted to sleep but other then that he was or at least to an extent he was.
Ozy had been looked over by Aariel since Silver was last here, he had been given antibiotics and was starting to slowly come right again. He had been starting to eat steadily, his weight wasnt near what it should be but it was looking alot better. Ozy needed to add another 60 or so KG's to his body if he wanted to look like his old self again but he knew he could do it.
though since his mother ordered it, he went down to the jacuzzi, took his clothes off, wrapped a towel around his waist and slipped into it. His mother said it should help a bit to relax and he thought it might just be a good idea. However, to him, the company of a certain coon right now would be nice but he didnt dwell fully on the idea, he just closed his eyes and let the warmth consume him for a while.
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