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 Posted: Tue Sep 12, 2006 9:10 pm
Y'ever feel like the world is just too much? I do. I do right now. It's too much for me man.
Im goin nuts.
But I know I gotta keep fighting through.
You do too! Keep fighting back man! (non violently of course)
So yeah. Yaever feel this way?
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 8:34 pm
Not really. I mean there are times when things feel a bit tough or unfair, but I always remind myself of what a gift life is and how blessed I am. The world is so magnificent. Although there are bads parts to it, I don't think it's ever too much. Life is an amazing thing, and I always try to cherish it.
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:20 pm
know watcha mean man, i hella wanna like get away to garberville lol!! seriously i wanna like leave home and just go to some little town and get a job. chill outside a local smoke shop and play guitar(not tht good yet) just be free from everyone!! hitchhike from hippie town to hippie town!! ^_^
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 12:01 am
Don't sweat the small stuff, budday.
Whenever life's got me down, wasabi rice crackers and DEVO are allways there to help.
What's on your mind that's bothering yah?
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 2:34 pm
Relationship troubles, i can't really dicuss it xD But yeah.. everything is so different.. Things bug me alot. And an OCD medicine switch doesnt help much xD
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:06 pm
Ah, that's a bummer. First few weeks with new meds are crazy. Brains all scattered with different chemicals. Last one I was on made me so dizzy and disoriented the first week on it, then to top it off, it made me vom if I didn't take it. gonk
As for the relation troubles, hope the problem blows away or you two solve it.
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Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:18 pm
Haha, thanks smile Yeah, Ive been on Paxil, Zoloft, Lexapro, and now Im on Remaron
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 4:20 pm
Yeah. The comparison between the world observed and world idealized is often pretty down-y
I know I want to feel good but crap is what keeps people going. I've recently gone through some pretty devestating relationship stuff myself. Realized I loved someone SUPER deeply that I broke up with in the first place. Now she's all grown apart from me.
Just remember that love is above us. Only our minds lose it. Our hearts make a connection with someone and will have that connection forever. Regardless. it's just your mind that stops it from flowing.
Buuut the mind is an important tool for survival. It can tell us what we need to survive. Just don't deny your love, it'll make it easier.
And uh..... all anti-depresants suck. I've been on them before. I think it's best to just to let your feelings flow without any attatchment to what that might do. Just trust.
Much love and luck
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 5:42 pm
yes, i really agree with the previous post. those depression meds suck, and i see that all of them either dont work or have nasty side effects.
a friend of mine went through a hell i ope i never go through when he came out of the closet about being homosexual. fast forward one year, he is a cool geek, into nintendo, but considering killing himself, so they put him on meds. fast forward two years to now, and hes into violent videogames, and he constantly talks about going Colombine at our school, and how he wants to kill people with chainsaws and how fun it would be for him and my boyfriend to go hunting for bunnies and crucify them to trees in children's parks. i love him like a brother, but he scares the hell out of me sometimes.
earlier this year, a whole ton of bad things happened to me in a very short period of time, and ive been on/off depressed since april. my mom found a scar on my wrist and read my diary and decided to sign me up for therapy. my ego is likely to big to even fit in the therapists office, [but i try really hard to control it!] so i dont like the idea, and i never ended up going. my mom wanted to put me on these pills, but [in a turn of events] se was put on them instead. after one week se flushed them down the toilette and cried to me that she would never let me on 'thoes pills.'
actually, i havent been depressed for about two months now! last month i built up the courage to ask the guy ive loved for a year now to go on a date with me and he agreed.
that, and music keep me going strong. im unhealthily addicted to my music and i recognised that a few weeks ago. unfortunately, all of my music was stolen from me almost a week ago [along with my life savings.] te first day, i was singing all day. the second, i got a bit shifty and started picking up old nervous habits like tapping my feet and fingers. day three, my vision actually changed and everything looked weird and i was short-breathed and i started snapping at everybody and getting very negative and intricate thoughts. today is day for four, and my friend lent me her stuff, and im very happy. it was weird, the minute i hit the play button and 'lucy in the sky with diamonds' started playing i got all relaxed and smiley
does anyone know anything about finding help for beinf dependant on music???
sorry 'bout getting offtopic a bit...
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Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2007 5:17 pm
if life were meant to be easy, anyone could do it.
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 3:39 pm
D; I will go off into my thoughts and think the world is pointless. Judgment, so much s**t that really doesnt have to be here, working so hard to just to live and eat and have cloths and trying to get the best in life when it's really, you'll die soon. What's our purpose again? o_o ><
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Posted: Fri Apr 27, 2007 10:13 pm
I used to think that, but then I figured, even though the word is in a pretty appalling state, it's our job to help out really. We have to be thankful for what we have got, not complain about what we haven't... (to some extent anway xd otherwise it's a tad hard). And even when you're having a pretty shite time, just try and stay happy and optimistic. There's a kind of trick to it. Not apathy, but just... happiness, in a way.
I'm not a fatalist, nor do I believe in god, in fact, I don't think we actually, as a race, have a purpose in life. I think life is what you make it. So just improving awareness and helping out with world issues such as poverty and animal cruelty and all of that, it really helps. Adds some meaning. And helping others as well, whether it's councilling, or anything really. I guess that as well as having an awesome time and getting a job, passing school and everything, it's good to have other goals to aspire to.
And always remember, even when things go badly and the world seems like a terrible place, that there is always peace and love, happiness and kindness... sometimes, you just have to search a bit before you find it. I think it's always there. 3nodding *hugs*
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