So that girl I keep complainging about..

I. ********. Give. Up.

4 ******** weeks in Italy since I've heard from her. The only thing I have heard from her with is "oh I'll email you in like 2 seconds sorry." four days later? hahahahahaha. guess what? no ******** email. what pisses me off is she was tellign me i'd forget. i'd stop. but no. i make a ******** effort to keep the few very close friends i have. I guess there's no goddamn hope for her anymore. i gave her another chance and i shouldn't have. after i leave people tell me that she's dissing me everytime i come up. that she's dating someone over 20 years old, going to parties weekly and getting so wasted she loses her common sense and ******** said boyfriend. yeah, good job.
she's a liar, a backstabber, and a slut. she always has been. why i didn't ditch her before hand, i have no idea. but god i wish i had so i wouldn't feel so damn hurt by her abuse.