I know most of you wont care. But I would like input. Aslo, I could care less if you flamed me, it would prove your not even worth my time.
This is kind of long, brace yourself.
People have said I just hallucinate. But I’m not so sure.
A little about my past:
When I was little (from age 4-6) at night I would see things come out of my walls. They would pass over me, or just linger there for a second and disappear, normally back into the wall. They would be monsters and Chinese dragons. Sometimes they were just large scaly creatures. Once a large t-rex came out of my brother’s room, looked in at me, opened its mouth, then quickly shut it and walked down the hall. Sometimes it was so bad; I would cry myself to sleep because my mother wouldn’t hear my calls.
There was this one thing that just kept coming. It was a velociraptor. It would scare me so much, only just by standing by my bed looking at me. It always came out of the room across from mine, so eventually I started shutting my door and the other room’s door. If I had to get up during the night, I would run to try and make it quick. But some how, the velociraptor would normally end up there anyway.
Later, as I started seeing more and more demons/creatures come from my walls. (Around age 6-8 ) I was being deprived of sleep, and doing not so well during the day. The velociraptor came again, but it was no longer scary, it stood by my bed side and all the other images stopped. Until I turned about 8, the velociraptor was always there at night, then one day I say it and it just looked at me and disappeared. The creatures came back for another week, but I learned to semi ignore them and they ceased.
When I turned 10, after about 2 years of being free from theses ‘hallucinations’, I started to see people. Then the people would just suddenly disappear sometimes. I went into my basement one day and no one else was down stairs, I looked at the wall and there was a shadow of a person, it was moving around like a burglar. But every one was up stairs but me, and I was standing still. The shadow continued to walk around, hunched over. Until I ran back up stairs.
A little while later, I went down stairs, and there were these two men playing chess. They were old, like grandpas, and they didn’t even notice me. They were semi transparent (opaque I guess) and then suddenly they were gone.
Through the years of being 10, 11, and 12 I saw things in my dreams. Things that would happen or come true up to one day, or 1 month later. It was weird, and twice I had flashes/visions of things happing and an hour or two they would happen.
At 13 I started hearing voices. They told me too ‘save’ them, ‘help’ them, ‘hurry’ and once there was children screaming. I looked in the mirror once and there was an old man staring back at me instead of my reflection. He had long white hair, and suddenly his mouth opened, as if to scream. But I didn’t hear anything. The next second he was gone.
I had been seeing this guy in my dreams for a long time, then I found some one who looked exactly like him, and we became friends. I never really met him in person, but when he left, I saw things. It was the guy that been in my dreams, only he was in my house. The first time I saw him, he was looking at the mirror, he saw me, turned around and he didn’t have a reflection. Before he disappeared, he had looked surprised. The next time I saw him, I was staring at the mirror, saw him behind me, for now he somehow had a reflection, and turned around. He smiled, although he looked tired, and then disappeared again. The last time I saw him, I was sleeping, I woke up and he was there beside me looking at me while smirking. I haven’t seen him, nor heard from the person who looks like him since.
Well, that’s about all I can think of, and it’s probably all you want to read! Sorry its so long!
I’m wondering what it all means.
I hope you can help, and I don’t mind if you just call me crazy.
Also, Im only 13 now.
People have said I just hallucinate. But I’m not so sure.
A little about my past:
When I was little (from age 4-6) at night I would see things come out of my walls. They would pass over me, or just linger there for a second and disappear, normally back into the wall. They would be monsters and Chinese dragons. Sometimes they were just large scaly creatures. Once a large t-rex came out of my brother’s room, looked in at me, opened its mouth, then quickly shut it and walked down the hall. Sometimes it was so bad; I would cry myself to sleep because my mother wouldn’t hear my calls.
There was this one thing that just kept coming. It was a velociraptor. It would scare me so much, only just by standing by my bed looking at me. It always came out of the room across from mine, so eventually I started shutting my door and the other room’s door. If I had to get up during the night, I would run to try and make it quick. But some how, the velociraptor would normally end up there anyway.
Later, as I started seeing more and more demons/creatures come from my walls. (Around age 6-8 ) I was being deprived of sleep, and doing not so well during the day. The velociraptor came again, but it was no longer scary, it stood by my bed side and all the other images stopped. Until I turned about 8, the velociraptor was always there at night, then one day I say it and it just looked at me and disappeared. The creatures came back for another week, but I learned to semi ignore them and they ceased.
When I turned 10, after about 2 years of being free from theses ‘hallucinations’, I started to see people. Then the people would just suddenly disappear sometimes. I went into my basement one day and no one else was down stairs, I looked at the wall and there was a shadow of a person, it was moving around like a burglar. But every one was up stairs but me, and I was standing still. The shadow continued to walk around, hunched over. Until I ran back up stairs.
A little while later, I went down stairs, and there were these two men playing chess. They were old, like grandpas, and they didn’t even notice me. They were semi transparent (opaque I guess) and then suddenly they were gone.
Through the years of being 10, 11, and 12 I saw things in my dreams. Things that would happen or come true up to one day, or 1 month later. It was weird, and twice I had flashes/visions of things happing and an hour or two they would happen.
At 13 I started hearing voices. They told me too ‘save’ them, ‘help’ them, ‘hurry’ and once there was children screaming. I looked in the mirror once and there was an old man staring back at me instead of my reflection. He had long white hair, and suddenly his mouth opened, as if to scream. But I didn’t hear anything. The next second he was gone.
I had been seeing this guy in my dreams for a long time, then I found some one who looked exactly like him, and we became friends. I never really met him in person, but when he left, I saw things. It was the guy that been in my dreams, only he was in my house. The first time I saw him, he was looking at the mirror, he saw me, turned around and he didn’t have a reflection. Before he disappeared, he had looked surprised. The next time I saw him, I was staring at the mirror, saw him behind me, for now he somehow had a reflection, and turned around. He smiled, although he looked tired, and then disappeared again. The last time I saw him, I was sleeping, I woke up and he was there beside me looking at me while smirking. I haven’t seen him, nor heard from the person who looks like him since.
Well, that’s about all I can think of, and it’s probably all you want to read! Sorry its so long!
I’m wondering what it all means.
I hope you can help, and I don’t mind if you just call me crazy.
Also, Im only 13 now.
