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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 11:29 pm
Kitty’s Journal.
I found out the reason that I haven’t been feeling right lately, im pregnant…Im excited but then again im not, I already have four boys to take care of not to mention the fact that Makenna is still away at the institute, I cant wait till he get’s home I miss him so much, especially when we dance together. Micah who is still in the asylum but is doing much better.
Macyn and I watch old movies on the weekend, he’s even looking for a job and looking forward to school. Then there’s Dar who spends more time at school then he does anywhere else. Im proud of them all but how are they going to react to this? I know they’ll accept the baby and treat him or her like a sister or brother but I don’t want them to feel they have too, after all im not their mother. Just their guardian, and the person who loves them more then life. Who am I kidding they may as well be my kids they call me kitty but treat me like a mother.
Im going to wait to tell them I know it’s silly but I’ve always believed the old wise tale that if you told people about it before your first trimester is over you have a greater chance at miscarrying then you do if you wait till later on. I can’t wait till my appointment, and I hope that I don’t get morning sickness, I get sick enough as it is. So for now I’m going to stick to eating light foods. See how that goes, tata for now.
Kitty.
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Posted: Mon Aug 28, 2006 6:33 pm
Journal 2
I know I said I wanted to wait to tell the boys that there would be a new addition into the family, but I couldn't wait any longer the worry, that they'd be made was eatting at me. So I told Gavey first, this is how it went.
**Flash back**
I walked the short distance to Gaveriels house and knocked on the door which opened right away. " Mum, I didn't expect you till later." He said though he was smiling, Gavey always smiled but then he's always happy. Opening his door he invited me in. " Tea?" He asked taking my coat and then leading me to the kitchen.
" Yes thanks love." I sat and waited till he sat down to tell him the news, if I had to worry about anyone reacting badly it would be Gavey, after all I wasn't married or in any kind of relationship anymore. " I wanted to talk about something Gav." Setting the cup infront of me he too a seat. " Go ahead im listening."
I smiled he'd grown up so well, sometimes it surprises me that I'm the one who raised him. Taking a deep breath I smiled. " Gavey I'm pregnant, your going to have sister or brother." I tired to sound as happy as possible but I feared his reaction. But his smiled only widened. " Really? That's great." He sounded happy, looked happy and I could help but let out the breath I wasn't aware I was holding. " Try for a girl eh? Your so out numbered at home ma."
The rest of my time at Gavey's was relaxing, we joked about me having a boy, and then we talked about it being a girl. And some name's he was really and truely happy. Going home later I fel relieved but still a little unsure, I didn't know how the other's would take it. I also knew who had to be the next to know.
**End Flash back**
Knowing that Gav had reacted so well to it I was hoping the others would as well, I knew deep down everyone would be happy for me, so I went to tell Kenna feeling a little less troubled. Which was good because he always knew when something was wrong.
**Flash back 2**
I hated that Kenna had to stay in this place even if I was just for a little while longer. Walking down the hall towards Kenna's room I sighed I hadn't been to see him in a while and I felt horrible, but I smiled when I saw him, curled up reading a book. " Kenna?" I called knocking softly on his door, he looked up and smiled at me. " Kitty!" With that I had him in my arms like when he first came to live with me no more then five years olf. " Hey sweety, how are you?" I asked when he pulled away. " I'm all right can't wait to get home." He said sitting back down.
" Do you want to sit?" He asked patting the spot beside him. Sitting down I sighed. " Who have things been?" He shrugged and looked at the floor. " Okay I guess made some new friends, Tom and Vikkie." He smiled and looked at me. " So what's up Kit?" I smiled again at the use of my nickname. " I wanted to let you know that there's goig to be a baby in the house soon." He frowned then smiled. " really?"
Nodding I patted my still flat belly. " Really, are you okay with that?" I hoped he was I just got him back and didn't want to lose him again. " Of course I am, but can you have a girl? There are way to many boys in our house." He said makeing a funny face. Laughing I gave him a hug. " I'll see what I can do but it's really not up to me."
I stayed a little while longer then I went home thinking about how I was going to tell Macyn and the others. After all I still had three people to tell.
**End Flashback 2**
I really wasn't worried about telling the other's Macyn seemed to accept what ever came his way and well Dar and Micah where never at the house so it wasn't as if they would be stuck watching him or her. So later in the week I went and told them, Micah didn't seem to understand but im sure he did. Darius didn't care as long as he didn't have to change any dirty diapers and well Macyn was happy, he'd get a chance to be around a little baby even volunteered to babysit.
I knoew he'd be happy since he never had a child hood or a chance to be a child when he was growing up. So now I just wait for my appointment to come so I can find out more about my little baby.
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Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 12:23 pm
Kitty's Journal
So much has happened in the last little while; work has been overwhelming though my stomach as started to swell with life. The boys have been doing so much for me lately, cooking cleaning and just really taking care of the housework. We’ve also decided on a name for the little guy or girl, but you’ll have to wait to hear it.
In other news Melek my little demon boy has finally grown in to a handsome teen, he’s so full of energy and loves to cause trouble for Gaveriel and me. I don’t mind though cause he makes me laugh and lately I could use all the laughs I can get. Im tired a lot of the time, but work any way we need the money if were going to afford to live where were living for a longer amount of time. I know I own the house bought and paid for but things are going up now.
Makenna is home and is being so good; he’s even gotten a job so he can help out when I have to go on maternity leave. I think that was very sweet of him, Macyn is also working no to bring in some more money and he often shows up with little presents for the baby, little shoes or a new out fit that kind of stuff and the baby isn’t even born yet. They’re all going to make wonderful brothers. I just can’t wait to hold my little bundle of joy in my arms.
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Posted: Fri Oct 20, 2006 6:45 pm
Makenna’s Journal.
So it wasn’t very long ago that Kitty told us that there was going to be a baby in the house, I’m really excited about there being another baby but I don’t really like the waiting part so I can’t imagine how Kitty feels. Macyn and I liked to get small things for here and the baby, we’ve also got the entire nursery set up and we have managed to keep the house clean.
I’ve also been reading about pregnancy I know I cant have my own kid and it might seem a little weird that im reading about it but I think it’s cool what Kitty’s body is going through in order to have this baby. And the different stages of the pregnancy are also pretty interesting. I like the pictures to even though the baby looks a little bit like a lizard at the beginning though it does start to look like a baby a little later, which is good cause I’d be worried if Kitty had a lizard.
So something the book doesn’t really tell you about is the craving and the hormones. I mean Kitty can go from happy to sad in zero point six seconds, and her cravings are rather gross sometimes, like yesterday she wanted chocolate covered potato chips, it was nasty, but I don’t mind running to the store for her. Especially since Orion lives down the road from the store and I get to see him for a little while before going home again, I know it’s selfish of me but im in love.
I get to go to one of the ultra sounds with Kitty and Macyn since there is not actual father for the baby. Macyn and I have also been going to Kitty’s prenatal classes with her so we can help when its time for her to actually have the baby. Oh and we helped pick the name for the little guy too but im not aloud to say them yet.
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Posted: Wed Nov 01, 2006 9:36 pm
Dear Journal.
The baby has finally started to move not much but I can feel it a tiny flutter when it does it’s one of the most amazing things that have ever happened to me. I cant wait until it’s alittle bigger and I can actually the little hands and feet as the move around in my belly, which has started to take on a rather round shape. Which I’ll have you know I happen to adore. Considering no women looks a beautiful as they do when their tummy is rounded with the life of another.
The only thing I wish I could change would be the many trips to the bathroom, the baby is still small but I swear I have to go ever couple of minutes, thankfully the morning sickness as dissipated so I have one less thing to worry about. Now we just need to finish baby proofing the house and my mind will be set at ease, weird I know but im a worrier. I’ve been working less and less to make sure that I don’t over work myself and hurt the baby in some way, I’ve also been keeping up with my vitamins and eating healthy the old bad thing I’ve eaten recently is pizza and I had a made craving for it…I made sure there was green peppers on it if that counts.
Any way off to baby proof the kitchen, I’ll write more later. Kit.
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 10:10 am
I will have a journal up as soon as i can right now im figureing things out about school.
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 7:56 pm
Kitty’s Journal.
Well Makenna and Macyn had a huge fight and I couldn’t help but take Macyn’s side I didn’t mean to but, Kenna had been giving him a hard time and I knew it was only a matter of time before they fought. I didn’t get into the room until after Kenna had been hit, so I don’t know what happened. I do however know that Macyn, punched him in the face. Kenna stayed long enough to lock his bedroom door, then he was gone.
Later on I got the whole story or at least Macyn’s side of the story. I found out that he kicked Kenna in the ribs, hard enough to break them. This made me cry I’d yelled at Makenna for starting trouble with Macyn when really it was Macyn who started it, Kenna had just sat there and took it. Now I don’t know what to do. I waited all night for him to come home, when he didn’t I figured he was at Orion’s.
He came home shortly after noon the next day; he was holding a tiny puppy. Apparently Orion bought it for him, and they named it Maxwell. I couldn’t help but feel sad as they went up stairs and got Kenna some of his clothes; he was moving in with Orion. Then into his own place, though I bet that they’ll stay living together.
Well that’s all for now I have to try and sort this mess out.
Kit.
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Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 8:44 pm
Yes i know how long it's been since i posted. I have tired to rp, more then once and then there was a death in the family a baby, it was in my sig which noe one read's i will have a journal up when i can. If you want to take my pet away you can i'll understand.
Im not trying to be difficult but it's alittle fusterating when you didn't know that things got deleted and new rules were made.
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