Shini Neko Ni
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But im glad that you feel that he is with you..im sure he is and im sure he is proud of his grandaughters and your. And thank you for your support
Yeah...I know how you feel. *hugs again* My mother had several mini strokes before she died and I watched her wither away. I think it was harder to see her like that than to know now that she is dead and is at peace. Watching someone who had always been a piliar of strength for you suddenly change into a whole new person who you find it hard to understand is worse than loosing them. But you have to know...that just because your mom is no longer the same...that the love she had for you is still there...even though she may or may not be able to show it. All of those wishes and dreams she had for you...she still has. The soul that is your mothers is still with you and will always be with you despite the body's defects.
Hang in there. I understand how hard it is. If you want to talk to me about things via pm...you certainly are welcome. ^_^ And sorry I keep ranting. I guess it is just this time of year for me...that and I think I needed to remember. I keep dreaming about things... sweatdrop
