Ever since lv 35, when i first came to ludi and started the pqing as one of the first people, i have waited... i've gone from pqing... to training... and pqing again... and then more training.. -.-;

okay... ill stick to the main point. point is that, i've came to ludi for a very long time, one the first groups. i've done much hunting in the platoon chrono's area in search of my esther shield. today, i am FINALLY lv 50 (im slow, eh? people who pqed with me a while ago are already well in their lv 70s!) holding onto a stolen fence! people offer me too much mystic shields and panlids.... i dont want them. I WANT AN ESTHER SHIELD. today, i've killed 600+ platoon chrono's. no luck at all. i've been killing PLENTY of them, and they wouldn't give up the esther shield. are they rare like panlids are? For those who are thinking... why dont you buy one off basil or something.... im broke. people ask for millions! the good perfect ones are for 4 million! I HAVE NEVER EVEN MADE UP TO 4 MILLION EVER! im poor as hell. *sigh* im 60% right now... and i bet im gona lv up and not even find a esther.