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 Posted: Sun Jul 09, 2006 7:33 am
A member of my second family, something like a mother to me, tried to commit suicide last night. Saying she wasn't raising her kids right and things like that. The thing is, she's like a second mother to me. Always saying I love you and sweet things like that to me. Talking to me when I had my problems with "Fluff" as well as when I just felt like loving someone was a waste. It hurts me to see her like that in my mind. It kills me to think what would have happened if she had done something. If she did. It's not fair that I live 20 ******** hours away from her so that I can't do anything about it. I want to be there with her daughter. My best friend in the entire world. She's so hurt by this... I feel so useless down here. >< Talking on the interent and crying on the phone doesn't do as much for me as holding the person.
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Posted: Sun Jul 09, 2006 7:55 am
Give her some optomism. You like her, right? So what is going on that makes her feel like she's not doing the right thing? Obviously she's doing /something/ right if you like her so much.
If all else fails, buy her some Suze Orman motivational tapes, they'll either help, or they'll turn her depression into anger because of the annoyingness of the tapes.
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Posted: Sun Jul 09, 2006 8:27 am
Well, the next time I see her in person isn't until November, but before then I think I could go ahead and cheer her up by making her proud somehow. She really wanted me to get over "Fluff" and remember that I'm a strong person who could love without regrets. I remember her saying that to me once. Maybe for her sake I should really try to drop the emotional stress he causes me once and for all.
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