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Once Bitten (AU Donovan/Key fic)

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onnawaffle

PostPosted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:04 am


((I already have this written out up to part four, and I plan on part five being the last bit so I'll just post it all now. It's AU for the simple fact that if I wanted this to be their "real" story I'd have to wait for Leo's body and I don't want to do that. This is written from Key's POV.))


Once Bitten
Part One



It was about one in the morning when the sound of the door opening woke me up. I was only half surprised to realize it was Donovan, who to this day is still adjusting to sleeping at night rather than the day.

While I wasn't all that surprised by his presence there was something that struck me as odd. I sat up in my bed as he simply stood in the now closed doorway.

"Donovan what's wrong?" I asked.

"Huh? Oh I'm fine," he lied in response.

He lied. I knew he was lying from the tone of his voice. He sounded tired and Donovan Niccals never sounded tired, not even at 3:00 am after talking until I was barely able to keep my eyes open.

"Right," I said. "I don't believe you. Seriously, tell me what's wrong."

"I uh..." he stammered.

I patted the blanket next to me and scooted over, signaling for him to sit. He accepted the invitation gratefully and through the darkness I could just barely see him. He looked completely lifeless.

"Oh my God Donovan," I gasped. "What happened to you? I've never seen you like this."

"It's been too long since I..." He sighed, obviously not wanting to continue but knowing he had to. "Since I fed. I went out tonight but it's so hit or miss which is why I never try to wait this long."

My eyes widened. Donovan rarely talked about his "vampire habits" as he called them, and preferred to keep me in the dark about such things. I can't say I minded, but I knew this was a desperate occasion.

"I couldn't find anyone suitable, everyone I saw was either drunk, high or would be the type to talk about it. I couldn't risk that."

I didn't need to ask what would happen if he wasn't able to feed, I could already tell. The Donovan I knew, the one who was all smiles and silliness was already fading.

"How can I help?" I asked instead.

Donovan bit his lip and eyed me in the dark. I knew he could see me far better than I could see him. We sat in silence for several minutes before I finally spoke up.

"Will it hurt? Will I die?"

He shook his head, looking ashamed for asking me to do something like this.

"It may hurt a little but not much, and no you won't die. I would never take your life Key."

I smiled.

"It's going to be okay," I assured him.

Nervously I unbuttoned my night shirt enough that I could slip the fabric off one shoulder. I heard Donovan inhale sharply and somewhere in the back of my mind I wondered if it was hunger that caused his reaction or something else. He inched closer to me and ran his thin pale fingers over my exposed shoulder. I have no idea if he noticed but it caused chills to run down my spine. Before I knew it his lips were inches from my ear.

"I'm sorry," he whispered almost inaudibly.

I smiled again and in turn rested my hand on his free arm.

"It's okay," I repeated.

Without another word he bent down and I felt a stabbing pain as his fangs entered my neck. It may not hurt much my a**! After the initial pain faded however it felt almost nice, and it could have simply been my imagination but I swear I could feel Donovan's cold skin warming beneath my hand.

I don't know how much of my blood he drank but it felt like eternity before he withdrew his fangs from my flesh. He sat back and already I could tell he was returning to his old self. There was one definite difference however.

"Your eyes," I mumbled.

He looked up as if to somehow see his own eyes, which had turned a bright red. Was I not suddenly more tired than I had ever been in my life I would have found it incredibly cute. In retrospect it definitely was.

"It's a vampire thing," he said casually a few seconds later. "Though I'd hoped you would never have to see that for yourself."

I assume Donovan then noticed how tired I had become because he repositioned himself so that he was holding me to his chest. It's a bizarre sensation leaning against someone's chest and hearing no heartbeat, but the feel of being in his arms was nice just the same. He stared down at me and pushed the hair from in front of my eyes.

"Thank you," he said. "You have no idea what this means to me."

I wanted to reply and tell him that I did know but I was growing too tired too quickly. The last thing I remember before passing out was the feel of his lips lightly touching my forehead.

---


The next morning I woke up with a pounding headache. I didn't feel nearly as groggy as I had before however, and for that I was very thankful. Slowly I crawled out of bed and made my way downstairs in search of pain killers.

"Late night?"

I turned to see Leo on the couch with a book in his lap. He sounded almost amused, and instantly I had no doubt that he knew what had happened.

"Sorta," I mumbled.

He stood and walked over to me, the look on his face now matching the tone in his voice. Without asking he pulled back the collar of my nightshirt.

"You belong to him now you know," he said.

"Huh?"

I must have been making a face when I delivered my response because Leo was sent into a fit of laughter that it took him quite a while to recover from.

"The look on your face was priceless!" he informed me.

I glared at him.

"Thanks a lot, you're a pal."

"Oh don't be a baby," he said. "Don't worry it's not some weird vampire mating ritual or anything, it's just a figure of speech. Besides, we all knew you belonged to him anyway."

I declined to respond at first but eventually gave in.

"He needed my help, that's all," I said as I fought with the aspirin bottle.

Leo grinned.

"Of course he did."

He grabbed the bottle from me and opened it, removing two pills and putting them in my hand.

"I don't doubt you," he added. "Donovan took to being a vampire quickly but over the years he's gotten tired of the bloodier aspects of it. He'll put off feeding for as long as he can which sometimes leaves him desperate as you now know."

Desperate? Leo sure knew how to make a guy feel good about himself.

"Can we just not talk about it?" I asked.

Leo looked disappointed.

"Fine," he said. "But I meant what I said."

"About?"

"You two belong to each other now."

He turned and headed back towards the couch, pausing his speech for dramatic effect.

"You saved his life," he finally continued. "Now he owes you one."
PostPosted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:04 am


Once Bitten
Part Two


I saved Donovan's life.

The thought stayed with me for days though I never brought it up. I suppose I knew this to be true before Leo told me but something about hearing it from Donovan's brother, his twin brother made it seem more real.

I spent my days acting as if nothing had happened, trying to ignore the itch of the healing wounds on my neck. My nights were spent laying in bed wondering if Donovan would need my "services" again, and secretly I hoped he would. None of this caused any kind of conflict between myself and Donovan, but Leo wasn't quite as easy to get along with. Leo knew.

"You humans can be so pathetic sometimes," he said to me a week after Donovan's visit.

"Excuse me? You were human once too you know," I replied angrily. "Who are you to judge me anyway? At least I know what I am. You're not a human, you're not a vampire you're just a walking corpse."

He was obviously taken aback by my response and for a brief second I wondered if he felt bad for agitating the situation. Of course he didn't, that was obvious by the chuckle that came soon after.

"You have a sharp tongue, I'll give you that," he said. "But you're still just a stupid human. And yes I was human once, I never denied that fact. I'd give anything to be completely human again. It's because I was once human that I realize how flawed they are."

I turned away from him, tempted to leave. I couldn't though, my curiosity was getting the better of me and I knew full well I was walking right into his trap.

"Oh fine then! Out with it!" I finally demanded.

He laughed again and I found myself wanting to slap the smile off his pretty blue face.

"You lay in bed hoping Donovan will come back to you, meanwhile Donovan is in his bed looking for some excuse to do just that. He knows if he simply comes in and says that he's wanted you ever since he first saw you that you would freak out. However he also knows that he can't just drain your blood every time he feels the need for a little attention. Key you have turned my brother into a child."

I blinked at him and I'm sure in that moment I seemed like a complete idiot.

"I have seen Donovan seduce both men and women with ridiculous ease," Leo continued. "It never mattered that he looked so young, they were drawn in by his charisma. Whether he wanted their blood or sex didn't matter either, he could get whichever he wanted from virtually whoever he wanted. Then he meets you and... Dear God Key, he's become emo."

On one hand the thought of Donovan seducing anyone turned my stomach. I wasn't foolish, I knew he'd done such things in his past but I didn't really feel like hearing about them. On the other the fact that I could possibly have such an effect on him... well as much as I hate to admit it, the thought made me incredibly happy.

Leo sighed.

"My brother cares very deeply for you, he may even love you. I know you care for him as well, even if I wasn't psychic I'd be able to tell that much. You need to simply get over whatever reservations you have about gender roles in romance and give him a chance."

"Wait," I said feeling a little perplexed. "I thought you hated me. Why are you trying to set me up with your brother?"

Leo laughed yet again, but this time it sounded different.

"I don't hate you Key. I enjoy tormenting you yes, but that's only because it's so damn easy. And yes I do think you're a stupid human but remember I also admit that I was one myself once. Besides, you make Donovan happy... and that matters to me most. Well, I mean besides me of course, but seeing Donovan happy makes me happy so there we've come full circle."

"I honestly don't know what to think of you," I said. "One minute you're calling me names the next minute you're trying to get me to hop in bed with your brother."

He chose to end the conversation then and went back to reading his book leaving me no better off than I was initially. I knew that in the end I needed to make my own decision and work this through myself. It took me another few days to decide what to do, and ultimately I realized my best course of action was to simply forget it.

onnawaffle


onnawaffle

PostPosted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:05 am


Once Bitten
Part Three


I thought if I left things alone my situation would go away but of course that wasn't true. About a month after Donovan's first visit to my room he returned, the same guilty look on his tired face. He didn't seem as bad as he had before though, so I knew that he hadn't gone the entire month without feeding. I wasn't sure how often he needed to feed but I had a feeling it was more than just once a month.

Once again I sat up in bed and he came to sit next to me. He couldn't ask for the favor I knew he needed so I unbuttoned my nightshirt as I'd done before, this time discarding it rather than simply slipping a shoulder down.

"I'm sorry," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

"It's alright, I -" My voice broke and I suddenly felt embarassed. "I don't mind."

This time I knew what was coming, I knew to expect the pain before the nice feeling and then the overwhelming desire to sleep. However for one reason or another Donovan decided to drag things out.

"I feel like I'm using you," he told me. "I drank your blood and never spoke of it again afterwards, we both tried to act like nothing had happened."

"What was there to talk about?" I asked.

"I don't know," he said. "But just the same I don't want you to think that I see you as someone I can fall back on whenever I'm feeling too lazy to hunt."

"Donovan, you can fall back on me as often as my body will allow."

There was a moment of silence before Donovan snickered. I then realized what I'd just said and I blushed furiously. So much for the serious tender moment!

"You know what I meant," I mumbled.

A smile played on his lips as he watched my embarassment.

"Yes I know, and I appreciate the thought... however you meant it."

His words didn't do anything to help the heat in my face go away. In fact it simply made it worse and I was trying my hardest to stop it from spreading to other areas in my body.

Slowly his smile faded and he scooted closer to me, wrapping one arm around my waist. He held me carefully as if to make the prelude to the pain as sweet as possible. I got chills when I felt his hot breath on my skin but I gasped audibly when his lips grazed my neck rather than his fangs.

"I'm sorry," he said again, his voice muffled in the crook of my neck. "I just... Key you're so..."

This stammering vampire at a loss for words was something I'd only seen once before and it was something I felt I'd never get used to. He always seemed so confident that it was disorienting seeing him any other way, especially when he was dealing with me.

He tightened his hold on my waist but brought his head up so that his eyes met mine. I could see his fangs in the dim light and I had to wonder if they had grown or whether it was just a trick of the mind brought on by too many vampire movies.

"What's wrong?" I asked, my voice hoarse and throat dry.

Donovan smiled faintly.

"You're always more concerned with others than about yourself," he said. "That's just part of your perfection."

Perfection? What was he talking about? My mind flashed back to my discussion with Leo and it dawned on me that the zombie brat might have been telling the truth. It was times like this when I was glad that Leo had gotten the psychic abilities and not Donovan. I did not need him reading my thoughts, especially not lately.

He looked into my eyes for what felt like forever before dropping his head back to my bare shoulder. Within seconds the anticipated pain came with it's accompanying pleasure, and finally the desire to sleep. He held me in his arms as he had before, his now red eyes watching me intently. They seemed to almost glow in the dark and I was surprised to realize I found them beautiful.

"Leo said that I belonged to you," I mumbed, the confession coming no doubt from the fact that my ability to reason had gone out the window.

"Ignore him, you belong to no one but yourself."

"No, that's not true. I do belong to you," I insisted. "And any time you need me I'll be here."

He seemed to be stunned silent for a moment or two.

"Thank you," he finally said.

"You have to do one thing for me though."

"Anything."

I smiled, my normally innocent mind forming some very naughty thoughts. I chalked that up to the inability to reason as well.

"Don't leave tonight," I said. "Stay with me till morning."

He seemed pleased with my request and stroked my hair softly.

"I wouldn't dream of leaving you."
PostPosted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:06 am


Once Bitten
Part Four


After the second time Donovan drank my blood I became his donor. He didn't drink my blood exclusively of course, my body wouldn't be able to accommodate such a relationship, but I was his preferred source. It was an arrangement that was not only convenient for him but one that seemed to bring us closer.

I wasn't as naive as everyone thought, I did realize that Donovan was attracted to me and of course I was attracted to him as well. The problem was that I had no experience in relationships or even in attraction. I'd spent my life doting over my sister, then searching for her and finally mourning her loss. Mika had been my life for eighteen years, now it was almost as if I didn't know how to live my life. To put it plainly the thought of intimacy terrified me.

Donovan was patient with me however, never once pushing me or doing anything that would make me uncomfortable beyond blushing. Leo was a little harsher in his taunting but even he kept it to a minimum knowing that Donovan would beat him to an undead bloody pulp if he didn't.

"What's it like?" I asked one night as he held me in his arms.

I'd gotten better at staying awake after he drank my blood and had even managed to stay awake a full hour. Donovan always stayed with me until I passed out, and generally until the next morning.

"What's what like?"

"Being a vampire. What's it like to know that anyone you get close to will eventually die when you won't?"

It wasn't the best bedtime conversation but it was something I'd been wondering.

Donovan's eyes lowered.

"I don't know," he replied quietly. "I've never really gotten close to a human before."

"Really? In hundreds of years... no one?"

"Not really. I've... been with humans and I've known them but I never got close to any."

He sighed deeply and his bright red eyes met mine. I could tell there was something more he wanted to say but he seemed to be weighing whether or not he should.

"What is it?" I asked.

"When I was turned into a vampire I was engaged," he said. "Her name was Julia and well, I was only seventeen and she was sixteen but back then people married young so that didn't matter. I loved her with all my heart, that's all that mattered to me. After Leo and I were changed we disappeared for a few days to try and adjust and figure out what we were going to do. It's not as simple as coming home and telling everyone you're a vampire and just hoping they'll accept it."

"So what did you do?"

"Well ironically enough that's what we did. Our family had been tearing themselves apart worrying about us but as soon as they found out what we were they told us to leave. Vampires were... I guess a bigger deal back then. Now most people don't even believe they exist but then they seemed to be somewhat of a problem. At the time I hated them for kicking us out but now I understand why they did it. If they didn't they would have had to watch us eventually die but if they made us leave then they could simply assume we were still alive and well... in a way. Leo tried to stop me from seeing Julia but I was certain that she would be different and we could work it out somehow."

"But she didn't take it too well?" I guessed.

Donovan laughed, though it sounded more bitter than amused.

"Understatement of the year! She screamed, she cried, she tried to kill me. In retrospect I wonder if our marriage would have lasted if that's how she reacted to traumatizing events. After that I just didn't see the point in getting close to people anymore. Why bother?"

I was getting tired but I refused to let myself fall asleep just yet.

"But why me?" I asked in a voice barely above a mumble.

He smiled warmly. It was a welcome change from the sadness and bitterness I'd just seen.

"Because you're special Key," he said gently. "And you know that."

"Huh?"

He laughed.

"You're so articulate when you're trying not to pass out. Odds are I could tell you anything right now and you wouldn't remember in the morning."

Donovan was challenging me, and I was more than willing to accept the challenge. I guess it was my quiet and calm nature but both he and Leo underestimated me. I didn't mind though, in a way it gave me an advantage.

"Try me," I replied.

"You know I care about you," he said. "You know that if you gave me the chance I would love you more than anyone else in this world ever could."

All the blood I had left rushed to my face it seemed.

"I'm s-sorry," I stammered. "I just... I don't know anything about... that kind of thing."

He touched my cheek tenderly and I involuntarily leaned into his hand the slightest bit. Even my own body was betraying me and I wasn't so sure I could blame it on my lack of reasoning skills this time.

"The most intimate thing a person can do for another is give them their life," Donovan told me. "And you give me yours on a regular basis. Remember that and anything else will seem like child's play in comparison. I have forever Key, but you don't. Don't forget that."

I nodded, sleep finally overtaking me.

onnawaffle


onnawaffle

PostPosted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:08 am


Once Bitten
Part Five


[Coming Soon...ish. And it will be the last part.]
PostPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 9:49 pm


please do continue heart

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PostPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 7:43 pm


Agreed, finish this, because I heart Donovan!
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