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Gourmet Lemon

PostPosted: Wed Jun 28, 2006 12:54 pm


Luel's Journal

Entry #1

I have ended up in the house of another guardian. This one’s named Icarus. Compared to being a single child at my last home, I have many brothers and no sisters here. I am one of the oldest.

I was shown to my bedroom, which is up high within this huge house. I swear it’s like a freaking maze in here. Most of the house is white, and causes my mind to become slightly uneasy and hyperactive due to so much of the bright, plain colour.

My bedroom is nice, the walls are a deep maroon colour to match with the carpet and the bed. There’s not much in here, but that’s fine since I don’t need much. I brought my old journal with me from my old guardians house. Apparently, Lemon was unfit to care for a child emotionally, and Bob still never came home.

Icarus reminds me slightly of Lemon, except he seems to have more of a mothering side, and dresses better. I asked him for a television to fit in my room; but have only gotten a very small one. It kinda sucks. But I have learned to deal with things like that.

Icarus has told me I may rummage through his closet to find some extra clothes I like, if need be. But I’m pretty content with what I’m wearing now. His clothes kinda freak me out.

I’m kinda surprised how he has time for us all, and the fact that none of the children call him ‘father’ or ‘daddy.’ He’s just known as Icarus to them all. I asked him why, and he told me he’d rather be seen as a big brother rather then a father, because it makes him feel old. That made me laugh, but also made me feel more comfortable that I didn’t have to give in and call anybody “dad.”

One of my other ‘siblings’ has also come from the mansion, though I have never been acquainted with him. His name is Seymour. He’s younger then me, and a little strange. But I talk with him none-the-less when there’s nothing better to do.

One strange thing is that Icarus always demands we eat dinner together. I’m not sure why, but it’s one of the only strict rules in this house, other then ‘flush the god damned toilet.’

Dinner time is now, perhaps I will have some more stories later.
PostPosted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 11:09 pm


Blue eyes scanned the room. It was empty at the moment, and noises from other children in the house had slowed.

Luel's fingers twitched softly as they lay beside him in his bed. The day had absolutely sucked. Icarus decided to make a random stop at the mansion and hadn't come back yet. So -he- had to figure out how to put the younger ones to bed.

He rolled to his side. He often wondered what happened to Lemon and Bob, if they ever talked again, or even wondered where he went. Then he found himself wondering why he cared in the least bit anyway.

He left his window open, and a cool breeze was comfortably flowing itself into the room. Though he often found himself awaking in the later portions of the night scared out of his mind at what could come through that window.

Icarus had always told him everything would be okay. There weren't many people around and he was on the second floor anyway. Though, from seeing some of his 'siblings' in this house, he was confident -something- could find its way into his bedroom.

Luel sat up abruptly and decided he was thirsty. Thirsty enough to get his mind off of things anyway. His footsteps creaked against the old house floor as he made his way into the dimly lit hall and down the lare flight of stairs.

He was walking in his pajamas, something people normally did around this house, though his only consisted of a large black shirt and a pair of underwear. Of course, he didn't care who saw him, infact they should find it a priveledge.

The floor creaked some more as his bare foot touched the white carpet of the first floor. Even though it wasn't very late, the house was dark and eerie with nobody moving around in it. He gulped and decided he'd finish what he came for, and go to get a glass of water.

Once Luel made it into the kitchen, he quickly snagged a glass from the cabinet and started to fill it with water from one of those fridge pump things. As he started to drink, he felt something brush against his leg. He looked around but saw nothing, and started to drink again, his small body shaking at this point.

He felt it again, and then something tugging on his shirt... -crash!- his glass fell to the kitchen floor and shattered to peices. Luel let out a startled yelp, as did someone else.

"Luel, don't throw that at me!" came the voice.

"Damnit" Luel thought. It was just Cid, his youngest sibling. He had probably followed him downstairs out of curiousity.

"Luel?"

"God damnit what!?"

"Gah! I was just wondering why you were awake too..."

"That doesn't matter go watch T.V. or something so I can clean up the kitchen!"

He heard small footsteps run down the carpetted hall to the living room. Since Icarus wasn't here, and he had been granted to watch TV, Cid was probably enjoying the fact he was told to do something besides go to bed.

Luel gripped his temples and crouched onto the ground to start picking up the glass. He was so frustrated, small tears started to form at the corners of his eyes. One, trickling down the side of his face.

He really wanted Icarus to come home. As much as he didn't want to admit he needed somebody. He really really wished Icarus would come home...

By the time he finished picking up the glass, Cid had fallen asleep on the couch, and the armchair didn't look so bad. Luel plopped himself down onto the chair and finally fell asleep...

Gourmet Lemon


Gourmet Lemon

PostPosted: Sat Aug 26, 2006 11:13 pm


Teeth gritted heavilly against one another.

Luel was standing before the mirror, glaring into it as if he were angry as hell. Blood was slowly trickling down his chin, and blotted the tops of his ears.

There he was. Safety pins, sewing pins, any type of small sharp object, impaled somewhere upon him. He had peirced his own nose, lip, eyebrow, and had decided to line his ears with rings and safety pins he found lying around the house.

He wasn't completely sure himself, as to why he was doing this. It was as if some primal urge had overtaken him and caused him to peirce himself repeatedly. Scissors and scraps of red hair lay scattered about the bathroom he was standing in. He had cut his hair, and poorly tried to spike it.

He was lucky the home had so many bathrooms, or he probably would have been stopped before he could finish out what he was doing.

He oddly felt comfortable with himself looking the way he did, despite the blood he had caused on his face, but that could easilly be wiped off.

He wondered if Icarus would care about the way he looked, but Icarus was always busy now. There were too many people in the house.

Luel sighed and brought a tired hand to his forhead, and wiped over it slowly. Carefully, he began to clean up the articles around the sink. He then proceeded to wash his face off with a cloth hanging in the bathroom.

As he was facing away, the door flung open, revealing an overly happy Icarus with a bag in his hand.

"Luel, I bought you some more cl-" The happy voice was cut off to sheer silence. Luel turned to look at his guardian, whose face seemed white from surprise and fear.

"Luel...wh-what did you do to yourself? All your pretty hair is gone, and your face, oh my god, your face, why did you do that?"

Luel stared back at Icarus, his blue eyes grim and confused.

"I felt like it." He blurted out in a monotinous tone. He threw the towel into the bathtub and seemed to start a stare off with Icarus.

"Why didn't you tell me..? Or even ask me for permission?"

Luel glared upwards. "You have your lip peirced, and besides, you left this crap lying around the house anyway."

With that, he managed to squeeze past Icarus, and stomp back to his bedroom. He slammed the door and sat down on his bed.

He wanted to be close to Icarus, but there was no way in Hell he was going to be controlled by him, or -anybody- for that matter.
PostPosted: Tue Oct 03, 2006 8:11 pm


((Heh. I do believe Demontainted said something about Rp's being wavered for the whole month of october? I know I have spent a lot of time in a new thread, typing out simple things and journal posts when extremely bored. Though you may not believe me, I am usually doing homework at the same time. wink But I'd rather not start anything; I accept this warning because of my own irreponsibilites. -Yes Dt; I have a feeling it was me you're talking about in the thread.- ))

What do you fear? Is it really anything? Anything at all..?

Luel stared at himself in his bedroom mirror; he admire his new face. He loved his new face. Nobody would threaten him now. He would have his life to himself this way. He could do what he wanted...right?

Wrong. He was still young. He sat down on his bed. He stared down at his bony feet and wiggled his long nailed toes. He didn't like to clip his toenails; it was a boring and stupid thing to do.

His face hurt...but not too much to bother him to an extreme measure. His fingers traced around his face, feeling the new metal..feeling the new texture.

His door creaked open. Photicant stood in the doorway. His zipped suit clinging to the subtle details of his slender body.

"Uh...H-hi..Photicant." To put it simply; Photicant scared the s**t out of him. He wanted to scream at times at the sight of him and his freakishly peircing eyes.

"Hey there..."he said quietly. His body seemed to drift instead of walk, over to Luel's bed where he sat down. A small creak moaned from within the bed as Photicant sat; new patches glistening on his suit.

"I noticed you did something new to your face...I wanted to compliment you on it. It looks nice...but did you really have a reason?"

This was a question Luel hadn't really expected to be asked; or expected to answer. The more he thought...the more he started to ask -himself- why he had done this.

Was it power? Was it a way of rebelling? Was it a way to take out anger...? Luel turned his head only to be less than 2 inches away from Photican't bright yellow eye.

"Were you trying to be beautiful?I think that's why you can't find an answer...you don't know how to become beautiful...I can make you beautiful.."

"Excuse me?"

"I said...I can make you beautiful..." His voice was raspy beneath the mask; his adams apple could be seen moving slowly underneath his choker. A slender hand came up to stroke Luel under the chin. Though it was gloved, the feeling of ice slid across Luel's skin; giving him the feeling that death was upon him.

Luel shuddered; unsure of how to respond to the new housemate.

"Uhm...h-how would that be? And..I really don't think I need to be beautiful...I'm sure I'm fine enough." He backed away slowly. Where was everyone when he needed them?

"Oh..it's really quite simple...just...come with me.." Photicant inched closer, his eyes brightening with a strange lust Luel was unfamiliar to. As Photicant inched closer he shot out his hand over Luel's mouth and pulled him close.

"You -will- come with me...please...just let me make you beautiful? I've wanted to re-make you for so long..."

Luel struggled, his thin legs kicked and his arms; which were quickly restrained; flexed and moved with all their might. To no avail; he was captured. Everything...was so..light...airy...


He awoke in an unfamiliar setting, only to quickly realize it was his own basement. Photican't stood over him; eyes squinted by the rising of cheeks within the holes of his gas mask.

He was smiling.

What a sicko. Oh how he wanted to spit on this guy. He wanted so bad to reach out his hands and strangle him...but he was bound...he couldn't move. His shirt had been cut off and lazilly layed upon the dank basement floor. Photicant was holding scissors...

"P..please no..what..what are you doing? I swear when I get free, I'm going to kick your a**."

"I'm going to make you beautiful...I couldn't do it to myself...so...just maybe I can help you.."

There was a creak upstairs...

"HELP PLEASE! SOMEBODY!"

"Shut up you!" A hand struck Luel across the face. A burning sensation slowly crawled up his cheek and rested under his eye. A cheek peircing had been ripped in the process leaving his face tearlined with blood.

The basement door opened. There was Icarus.

His savior. His guardian. His friend.

"Photicant! Oh my God! What the ******** are you doing?!"

Calmly Photicant dropped the scissors to the floor.

"We were playing doctor.."

Luel wanted to scream...but he couldn't..He stared at Icarus; his big blue eyes pleading...and hoping for him to reach out.

"I doubt that... please...stop this. Is this where all the blood on your outfit comes from?! Is this what you do when I'm not around?!"

Luel watched as a slender hand came across the breathing area of Photicant's mask. Icarus had managed to knock it off; scarred lips showing from beneath. The next few minutes were confusing for Luel...


Luel's Journal


Entry #2

I almost became butchered today. One of my new "brothers" decided it would be fun to play "home plastic surgeon." Luckilly...Icarus came in the knick of time to stop him. Oddly; once Photicant's mask was hit off, he started to cry and ask Icarus why he was in the basement.

Doesn't that weirdo know that's where his room is?

Icarus has decided to get him a therapist...he' also decided that I will be watched after even more now. He said until Photicant is stable, it's not safe for me in the house.

Heh...I could have taken him.

Gourmet Lemon


Gourmet Lemon

PostPosted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 9:11 pm


Luel's Journal


Entry #3

Ever since the incident with Photicant, Icarus has been keeping me extremely close. I feel really special..I guess. But I also feel like a child. Some of my other "siblings" laugh at me and call me a baby.

They've never been kidnapped and almost "re-made" by their psychotic "brother." I bet I could have knocked his lights out...if I wasn't tied to a table...But that's beside the point.

The point of this entry is about Icarus. It's strange how I can write to you, journal, about him, yet can barely say anything nice to his face. Infact, I can barely say anything at all. He's so... "sweet." It's almost sickening at points. But he couldn't help but like being around him. Though he is my guardian, he doesn't give me the feeling of being a "father" or even just an dolder brother. He just feels like..a really good friend.

Guh! What am I saying? It sounds like I'm in love with him or something rediculous. There's no way in Hell -that's- happening. Right? Right. That's what I thought too.

What Photicant asked me has been making me think. Why did I decide to re-make myself? What am I really getting out of this...the only thing that really comes to mind is more attention from Icarus..but I mean...that's not too important, right? I need to stop thinking about this...I need to go cool down. I'll have to write you later. G'day and Auf weidersehen.

-Luel.
PostPosted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 6:37 pm


Lemon's Semi-Hiatus has now been moved to a Full Hiatus due to schoolwork and job stuff. She will try to be back as soon as possible, but cannot name a specific time. Please don't take her pets away, she will try to be back ASAP.
Thanks for being patient with her. heart

Gourmet Lemon

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