Rivlen
Halfy Demon
Rivlen
It is a very strange thing to look back at your own past in such a way.
I guess we live in a new age. People in the past looked at pictures or maybe read a journal. We can go to websites we visited when we were young and look at all the stupid things we said and did. Pretty crazy. I wonder if this website will even be around in another decade. Not sure how I'd feel if it wasn't.
Until then...
I feel like it was a strange time in the internet. Ubiquitous enough to be everywhere all the time, accessible to most, but still relatively anonymous. With twitter, instagram, and all that other s**t imagine spending as much time as we did with one another and never seeing each other's faces. At least I never posted a picture as far as I recall.
I can't recall either.
You might not see this later and I'm sure many others wont either but for whatever part I played in making things unenjoyable in this guild after a certain point I apologize for and regret. I was just a dumb teenager trying to make this a fun place to hang out online and I ended up ruining it. For whatever it's worth it was never my intention to do that. Also I forgive others their animosity towards me during those times. All water under the bridge.
I mean, I think we're all there at this point. It's been far to long. I really think I was just just not ready to let this place go. I've been thinking about that a lot lately, actually as my new community also died.
VTOG was kind of a camelot for me. Did you ever see that musical? Camelot was the ideal for it's time and place. All the right people came together at exactly the right time and in the exact right place to make things amazing. But at some point... it had to end. And you have to move on.
If anyone sees this, and wants to get in touch I go by newspapercrane now all over the internet. I'm pretty active on twitter so hit me up, you'll find some fun stuff if you really dig into my username.
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