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[First, I don't know if this place is right for this question]

Okay, Now thats thats done let me state my question

I'm 9 turning 10 on May, 24...I cut...What do i do?

I'm scared because i know i'm wrong[sp?]...My friend saw and left me...Same with my boyfriend..What do i do?

To make things simple, I have a bad life. I've learned to deal by cutting and therefore that is what i do. I asked for help not what you did. Sorry if i sound mean but what you said means nothing to me.

my friend Joe used to tell me he remembers going to bed at the age of about 7 and hoping that he wouldn't have to wake up... and every morning he'd wake up and wish he wasn't alive.

He just had a hard time with his family...

Joe is my hero.... i haven't had a chance to hang out with him in a long time... so I miss him....

finding emotive can be fairly "rawr" usually.... don't take it personally...


anyway...

don't cut.... cutting is just bad.
do this.... breathe. simple. and just let it go... kind of like the buddhists do... just focus on peace of mind.... and just breathe in and out and let go of the pain and whatever causes it... crying is the best remedy for depression.

don't EVER result to what i did.... don't drink away your pain, don't even think of getting drugged up.... and don't think about suicide....

whoever thought up the phrase "suicide is painless" obviously never had any friends or loved ones. It will only tear them to pieces.... and just the same, doing drugs or drinking (or any self-destructive form of pain release; cutting) only hurts them.

You're ex-boyfriend is just a naive (naive meaning that he has not learned yet) to depression... but you're always naive.... you're 9. Keep your heart to yourself until you're older. No use throwing your self at guys when you're only 9.

I'm twice your age..... and right now I can say that the past 17 years have been extremely harsh for me when it comes to relationships.
I started dated at 14. That was early... I was really naive to all that love really was.... until you learn what love TRULY is.... then keep it to yourself.

I don't mean wait until some guy comes along and treats you like a princess...... find out what love means as a single young women.
Save yourself the heartache.

As unchristian as I now am, I still believe this definition to be true.

go to biblegateway.com and look up 2 corinthians 13 and you'll find a passage all about love. After you read that, keep your eyes open for these instances in your own life.... and until you actually see the truth about love... then please.... don't let yourself be hurt.


please.... you're young now.... be young.

alright.... i never said wanting to be dead and depression were one in the same....

the depression is what caused the will to live to end.
in other cases it's anger or disgust....

but more often than not it's caused by depression....