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Thank you. I was worried people might think it was stupid. Yeah, probably couldn't have. I believe if he was meant to be alive, even with what he did, he would be. That might come across harsh, but it's what I think.

I would like to be able to try though, if that sort of thing were possible.

And I really am regretting never having met him. If there's a god, or whatever, he or whoever has to promise me I can meet him.

The way I see it is, if someone had been keeping a close eye on him after he went to bed that night knowing how he got when he was drunk, they could have stopped him. I don't like blaming others for it, but I feel as though it was irresponsibility on his brother's part, seeing how he was the one in the house with hide when it happened.