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 Posted: Thu Apr 27, 2006 3:53 pm
My girlfriend now is doubting things...
She was raised to think gays are going to hell and stuff..
She says she wants to be 'normal'...
But in doing so, she's 'living a lie'...
But if she stays a lesbian, she hates herself because she thinks she's going to hell...
She's pushing me away... And the next minute apologizing for doing so.. I just don't know what to do. I want her to make the decision on her own, but I can't help but almost try to make her choose in my favor...So she won't leave me... And I don't want to keep away from her for days either... This is also terribly difficult... Since we've only known eachother from online and on the phone...
The main thing is, I want her to be happy.. But I'm begging in my mind that she'd be happy with me. She was also talking yesterday to her ex boyfriend... Whom she loved... And she was telling him her problems and was hiding everything from me... And I'm scared that she'll go back with him at an attempt to be 'normal'... Scared for the both of us, really... He had made her smoke pot.. And other things... And I don't want her to get hurt.... He wouldn't stop her if she was going to do something to herself... I just want her safe... -sigh- But I also want her with me...
I'm sorry. I'm just rambling I guess. I'm so out-of-it at the moment with all this... She means a lot to me... Because I don't have many friends anymore.. And a lot of things have gone wrong in the past two years... And she just makes me happy...
If anyone has any advice, please help.... I don't know what anyone could even give advice on...
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Posted: Fri Apr 28, 2006 1:52 pm
I dont know what to say to better your situation. Sorry.
I do know how you feel though. My exgirlfriend broke up with me because she has this lack of feelings when it comes to people she goes out with. It made things worse for us as well because it was also an online / phone thing. I know you love her and that you want her to be happy with you, god do I know because I still wish that would have been the case with Arie, but in reality.. there is nothing you can do except support her in what desicion she desides to make. Be there for her if she comes to you because it seems she needs it. Her confusion though, will make her do things that will hurt you. Im sure she doesn't want to hurt you.
Stay strong. We're all here for you. (hugs)
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 12:59 pm
Eveything seems better now...
Though she said that she was going to leave me for good one night...
But she couldn't do that...
But otherwise, everything's okay for the moment...
She felt really bad because when she wasn't IMing me, I got worried and I called her and left messages and I didn't sound very.... /Happy/.
So, yeah... I'm trying to make the best of this because I don't know when it might end or if it might end....
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 1:12 pm
Yeah.. I think it would be better to brace yourself. She seems confused and it's not really her fault that she's confused but it could very well hurt you alot. Dont push the issue either. It might make her want to distance herself more. Only she can figure this out on her own.. and you're caught up it it. (hugs) Everything will be ok though cause you have us.. You have me. (nods)
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 1:14 pm
< 3 -cling- Thanks for the support, Akurei.
crying YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND.
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 1:46 pm
Moocat < 3 -cling- Thanks for the support, Akurei. crying YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. .. I try to be. (hugs) .... Now I must go cry.
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 4:49 pm
AkureiKnight Moocat < 3 -cling- Thanks for the support, Akurei. crying YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. .. I try to be. (hugs) .... Now I must go cry. What's wrong?!
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 6:09 pm
Moocat AkureiKnight Moocat < 3 -cling- Thanks for the support, Akurei. crying YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. .. I try to be. (hugs) .... Now I must go cry. What's wrong?! Nothing just a little emotional cause you said I was a good friend. It's nothing.
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2006 9:21 am
AkureiKnight Moocat AkureiKnight Moocat < 3 -cling- Thanks for the support, Akurei. crying YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. .. I try to be. (hugs) .... Now I must go cry. What's wrong?! Nothing just a little emotional cause you said I was a good friend. It's nothing. Aww. < 3; Like, bad emotional? xD I tend to be a bad influence...
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2006 9:29 am
Moocat Aww. < 3; Like, bad emotional? xD I tend to be a bad influence... Lol, naw. It isnt a bad thing.
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Posted: Mon May 01, 2006 7:07 pm
AkureiKnight Moocat Aww. < 3; Like, bad emotional? xD I tend to be a bad influence... Lol, naw. It isnt a bad thing. -cling- < 33 Well, you are a good friend.
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