I'll post this in my journal thing when the come back up but yeah
I have been very dumb, with jake ... I lost my head at him for the thing with his friend, and I thought I was over him in a few days ... put I did what I always do just burry it. Which Im not sure if it's good or not but it works. But a few hours ago we got a call from the hospital that hes been in an accident ! And Im sorry if I get grumpy again as his mum just turned on me saying its my fault ! *sqweaks* Its not is it ? .... but seeing him there made me realised one thing , im dont want to throw away the relationship i have had for 3 years. So im messef up at the moment and i might not be on for much for a few days or so. As I did get to tlak to him quickly before his mum came back to his room ... and yeah , so sorry. I have to get my head sorted out.
I'll see you later guys !
Bye Bye.
