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 Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 9:29 pm
I cut myself.
Not lately, I've been too tired. Everybody asks me why I do it.
I say, "Shouldn't you all ready know?" It's basically because, they mostly make me cut. Pretending the care, when they really don't.
I recently got over a eating disorder, and everybody thinks everything's better, but it's not.
My life is really getting worse. I really feel suicidal now. I guess I cut, because I feel like I can't talk to anyone.
Sometimes, my cutting has to do with my molestation. I still blame myself. Only my best friend knows what happened.
Help.
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Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 10:02 pm
But are you sure they don't really care? They cared enough to ask... Though i sort of know where you're coming from with that; i have a hard time believing that people care too.
People don't always know what to do or say when someone has just recovered from something like that. I'd suggest trying to get help as in maybe a therapist or something? Then you'd have someone to talk to. Bleh. I'm not good at this advice thing.
Um, if it helps, there's a subforum in this guild where you can talk about the molestation...
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Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 10:07 pm
Yeah, I know. It's just hard, to talk about it. You know? I believe I need a therapist, but I don't want people to think I'm crazy.
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Posted: Thu Apr 27, 2006 1:41 pm
i know how you feel, im a cutter also.... my left arm looks like it went thru a meat grinder, but it feels like a sigh of relief....no one knows about my cutting or anything, but if it helps to talk to someone that does it also, just add me.
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 6:38 pm
I used to cut, I cut for three years straight before I got help. I seriously needed help. It got to the point where I became addicted to it. I used to bring a knife to school and cut myself there, I would cut so deep I would pass out. Everyone was really worried, I almost got sent to an Isilum that time. Whenever I got home from school, I would cut myself three times for every word I spoke that day. I used to count the cuts on my arm. I was obsessed with pain. I can tell you somethings you may not want to hear, because I know most of the reason's people do it.
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2006 3:25 am
Not_Manufactured Yeah, I know. It's just hard, to talk about it. You know? I believe I need a therapist, but I don't want people to think I'm crazy.
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 8:33 am
Cutting is very..difficult to understanmd to someone who doesn't not cut or understand so your gonna meet alot of people like
that and sometimes family instead of making it better they make it worse.
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Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 12:54 pm
Can I ask you one thing?
As far as I understood from others experiences, you still feel the pain, but it somehow feels good instead of bad.
Am I right?
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Posted: Fri May 12, 2006 8:34 am
Raioga Can I ask you one thing?
As far as I understood from others experiences, you still feel the pain, but it somehow feels good instead of bad.
Am I right?
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Posted: Sun Jun 04, 2006 12:02 pm
You can't be certain they don't really care, because there is a chance that they do, if they didn't care, why would they pretend to? And this may sound mean but they don't make yuou cut, you make you cut. You may think I don't understand at all but I use to be a...fairly bad cutter, not the worst but worse than many. To be completely honest I'm very proud of you right now for overcoming an eating disorder, I may not know that but that is a huge accomplishment and yous hould feel proud of yourself, if you feel bad try talking to them, instead of telling them "shouldn't you know" try telling them the real reason, try talking to them, you can talk to me, or talk in my guild (signature) If you never talk, and just bottle things up they won't get any better, you don't have to tell everything at once, start slowly, tell them a little bit at a time.
As for being moelsted, never blame yourself for that, that is no more your fault than it was my fault for me being molested, the person at fault is the horrible person who did that to you. No one can control everything that happens to them, especially not something like that.
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