[Blood Dragon]
Harra_Wizen
[Blood Dragon]
Harra_Wizen
*Sigh* I've read this in one of my Mother's books (that I "borrowed from her, just like the Sociopath one, why does she have them? They're my interests!) That people with AS have either too quiet or too loud of voices, it's not unnatural for you to be quiet.
I, sadly, am loud... I don't like it, but I'm much better than when I was younger, I have learned that going through long periods of not talking at all (like being on Gaia for 3-5 hours at a time) make my voice quieter, don't know if it'll work for others, though...
As for my own funeral, "quiet" would be the farthest thing from their minds...
I, sadly, am loud... I don't like it, but I'm much better than when I was younger, I have learned that going through long periods of not talking at all (like being on Gaia for 3-5 hours at a time) make my voice quieter, don't know if it'll work for others, though...
As for my own funeral, "quiet" would be the farthest thing from their minds...
Hell, I dont have AS, and I'm quiet. It pisses me off when people tell me to speak up, when I'm talking as loud as I can >.> -.- So, be glad your louder than the average person. Believe me, quietness isn't all that great.
Indeed, although, now, people have to ask me to speak up, at least today and yesterday they did a heck of a lotta it, it's because my voice pretty much shut off due to Strep Throat...
Oh well... I need to stop complaining about my Strep, but people ask me to speak up at the worst times, like when I'm very depressed, or angry... because my low voice is very quiet, almost unable to be heard by anyone other than me (one reason I avoid singing baritone around others, but it's fun by myself...)
But really... I hate trying to have a private conversation with someone in a public place, and when I'm at my lowest, everyone can hear every word I'm saying... not pleasant...
I'll bet it isn't, but be proud to be yourself. That's all that matters.
I am myself, but sometimes, just hiding is easier... I mean, I'm not going to school in blue jeans and a t-shirt to seem like everyone else or anything, no... but it's just easier to hide behind an emotional mask...
