
The chocolate haka closed his eyes and leaned against the other. He was so happy and everything was going so perfectly. Even though a lot went wrong earlier, it didn't upset him that much anymore because it could all be dealt with later. His ears perked as he heard a noise but he just ignored it.
((bringing in Ren for a moment, hope you don't mind ^^; ))

He peeked his head into the main room, his gold eyes darting from one spot to another. They seemed to be occupied. He frowned again, he never was one to sneak around but it must be done. He didn't want to cause more of a burden for Tsukiko. He was so nice and lovely and let him stay there without questioning him at all. Tsukiko was such a nice person, hurting him made the gehaka's guilt double. He shouldn't have ruined their wedding day. He shouldn't have kissed Kratos. It was all his fault. He was ruining everyone's lives. That was how the gehaka was seeing everything.
He felt his eyes getting watery and quickly blinked away the tears. He had done all his crying already, it's not the time for any more tears. He took a step into the main room, trying his best not to make any noise. He pressed himself against the wall and inched his way to his room. He hoped he didn't make too much of a sound. He slid open the door to his room and slipped inside. He slowly closed the door behind him. He then took all his clothes and what little possesions he had and tossed them on the bed. It was time for him to go, not just away from that house but go away forever. Ren had convinced himself completely that he was only hurting everyone and everything would be better if he were gone. He held a knife in his hands and ran a finger over the blade. He shivered and put it on the bed also. He took a cloth and tied everything in it. He wouldn't do it there, that would just cause more ruckus, he would do it in his favorite place, the meadow.
Ren sat on the bed, just for a few moments, thinking of what he assumed would be his last thoughts.