xxx✦BASICS✧xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx NICKNAMES Pheebs, Phee-phee-bee, Phee-Phi-Pho-Phum, Meichen, Baby Twerp GENDER female SEXUAL ORIENTATION uncertain AGE 11 BIRTHDAY June 18th, 2049 -- Gemini LANGUAGES English, Mandarin and rudimentary Irish
BLOOD STATUS pureblood WANDCedar and azurite powder, 9.75 inches and quite bendy. PATRONUS a cerberus? (not learned yet)
MORE-THAN-AVERAGE #?not learned yet
FACECLAIM anime pics HEIGHT 4 ft 1 in (124.5 cm) WEIGHT 95 lbs (43 kg) APPEARANCE dark brown/ black hair with aquamarine eyes
xxx✦SCHOOLANDCAREER✧xxxxxxxxxxxx ATTENDING Long Jiang School of Magic YEAR first year PARTY (unsorted)
CLUBS ■ Namaste ■ Quidditch (reserve beater) ■
BEST SUBJECTS ■ Transfiguration ■ Defense Against the Dark Arts ■ #
WORST SUBJECTS ■ History ■ Potions ■ #
DREAM JOB Author? Artist? Professional Daydreamer?
xxx✦PERSONALITY✧xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ADAPTABLE Phoebe has Wren’s brilliance, Sparrow’s mimicry, and Robin’s diligence, and puts them all to play in pursuit of possibilities– She believes that constantly learning, growing, changing, creating, and going with the flow as contexts change and shift, is not only the best thing a person can do, but also the single unchanging destiny of every soul. Her adaptability is one of the things that contributes to her apparent genius in whatever she sets her mind to. This adaptability seems to come at a cost though– her abilities aren’t always consistent, and she doesn’t always express herself to the same degree:
OBSERVANT Phoebe reads. If she cannot read, she watches. She is keen on watching and understanding what is going on with people around her. Beyond observing, Phoebe interrogates and organizes these observations, condensing them calmly into her own conclusions. She notes what people do and say, how they look, counts her observations, and wonders why people do what they do.
CONTEMPLATIVE/ DREAMYPhoebe’s favorite questions are “What if,”, “Why?”, and“Was it worth it?”. Hypothetical questions are her favorite kind of questions, and she will take hypotheticals as seriously as she can and offer as many answers in as much detail as she can. Phoebe loves learning, but she’s not after some grand Truth or any idealistic notion of expertise– she just likes thinking of revisionist histories–or as she calls them, “alternate timelines/ worlds”--and learning helps with that. The more she learns, the more detailed her fantasy worlds get, and her favorite pastime is extrapolating off one change into a whole new world.
EMPATHETIC/ASTUTE Phoebe spends much of her life in her own head, contemplating possibilities and writing alternate timelines– only the characters remain consistent. Despite this–or perhaps because of this–she sometimes demonstrates surprising insight into people around her. Still, Phoebe prefers the sanctuaries of her own mind and the multiple worlds within to retreat to. Anything that shows up in doodles or writings is only the tip of the imaginary iceberg.
STRAIGHTFORWARD/ ACERBICPhoebe’s usual innocent dreaminess is offset by her being direct and purposeful, if irreverent, in speech as well as action. When she knows she needs something, she asks for assistance directly. Sometimes she naively takes people at face value, other times she identifies and explains subtext with unnerving precision. She’s patient but efficient, not wasting time when–if– she knows exactly what she wants.
✦✧HOBBIES ■ Daydreaming and worldbuilding –writing and doodling ■ People watching ■ Reading– anything and everything
✧DISLIKES ■ People not taking speculative or hypothetical scenarios seriously ■ Rushing– would everyone just slow down! Time in general is annoyingly unstopping. ■ Sand. It's coarse and rough and gets everywhere. ■ Anything messing up her hair. Or just bad hair days. ■ Cleaning up, especially after herself. It should already be clean and organized.
✦STRENGTHS ■ Observant, imaginative, and remarkably organized ■ Studious and diligent– she takes people’s advice, but thinks through it herself too and asks a lot of questions. Also just. No test anxiety.
✧WEAKNESSES ■ Inconsistent: Ruthlessly independent, efficient and astute at times, childish, absent-minded, and naive at others. ■ Memory–Phoebe loses entire weeks feeling like she’s in a daydream or self-indulgent binge. Her metacognitive abilities are limited simply because she can’t accurately remember things about her life.
✦DREAMS ■ Assembling a giant, beautiful library of all her daydreams where everything is pristine and preserved forever. ■ Of turning into a force of nature. Lightning maybe. Or a mouse in a meadow. Lots of dreams.
✧FEARS ■ One of these days she's going to do something particularly terrible--or stupid-- and not even remember it. ■ Dying alone, without even being able to tell her family she’s dead.
xxx✦BACKSTORY✧xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ✦✧EARLY CHILDHOOD Phoebe’s earliest memory was when she was three, seeing the midmorning sky outside her window light up in a flash of lightning. A single, brilliant, beautiful explosion out of the sky. She was awake then, but that night she dreamed of a pastel-colored world with sky whales and angels where everything was perfect and peaceful.
Phoebe was three when the Siddall Bloodbath happened and five when the Winchester Massacre happened. She doesn’t remember Nim’s family aside from the stories that are told, and barely remembers her own parents and grandparents. She kept their memory alive by asking for stories and dreaming of hypotheticals and wonderful new worlds in which the disasters never happened. She doesn’t remember the day they died– despite all the stories and news reports, Phoebe can't honestly say she remembers anything from the night.
After the Winchester Massacre, Phoebe and her older siblings Robin and Flick were raised by their older brother Wren and his boyfriend, Nimbus, who had lost his own family a few years before. Nim’s half-sister, Aella Siddall, was raised as Phoebe’s sister and best friend. Flick was later adopted by Sparrow, and Wren and Nimbus adopted another child, Ambrose, shortly before they got married.
Phoebe had been homeschooled at the wizarding library like her siblings before her for her first few years. Even then, Phoebe liked listening to or reading stories, and if there was nothing around to read, she would watch people around her and make up her own stories. Starting around first grade, she and her siblings attended muggle elementary schooling in Winchester–Phoebe was fine insomuch as she spent all day reading or doodling her daydreams, but much preferred MagiScouts after school, and any self-study she could squeeze in at home. Wren and Nim’s friends often babysat, and whether that was One-Eyeball Uncle Eion or Plant Auntie Aspen, Phoebe always had a series of questions to ask.
✦✧SCHOOL YEARS✦FIRST YEAR ✧SECOND YEAR ✦THIRD YEAR ✧FOURTH YEAR ✦FIFTH YEAR ✧SIXTH YEAR ✦SEVENTH YEAR
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xxx✦RELATIONSHIPS✧xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx FAMILY ■ SiblingsWren Winchester, wandmaker; Sparrow Winchester II, actress; Robin Winchester, future manager; Flick Knapp, fellow dreamer Varenia Aella Siddall, best friend, Ambrose Orren Winchester-Siddall, little brother ■ Siblings-in-lawNimbus Siddall, father figure; Cenek Knapp. ■ First CousinsSonora Lane, cursebreaker; August Li, member of the International Confederation of Wizards; ■ Elf friendPiper
FRIENDS ■ Best Friend:Aella ■ Meallan Heulwen ■ What if we were friends?
[colo=#9C6B98] ✦✧NOTE:[/colo] Phoebe has a form of Dissociative Identity Disorder, formed in the aftermath of various traumas in her life. The system consists of 3 personalities that share control, currently without much communication and an original that has been suppressed.
xxx✦UPDATES✧xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx CREATED August 2020 UPDATED 14 December 2021 UPDATES MADE ■ (recent update) ■ (recent update) ■ (recent update)
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Favorites Music xx Flower Food xxx Clothes xxx Accessory Hair pins Season: Winter Princess: xx
Typicals Non-uniform outfit -- Wand hidden: -- Hobbies: revisionist history Handwriting Thin script Smells like --
AUs Pokemon Alolan Vulpix, Ninetales, Dugtrio Avatar: tlA
Misc Wand Cedar (loyal, do not cross, perceptive) Azurite powder -- brittle. Clear and keen intellect/ mind. 9.75 inches and quite bendy. Patronus cerberus? Amortentia Fresh baked bread, lasagna Boggart
Lyrics to use
Instead of choosing wings to soar through the sky We chose hands to hold with one another And yet the sky still fascinates us Is it such a crime to keep on dreaming? ~”Grand Escape” by Radwimps, from Weathering with You. https://youtu.be/saDmN2f3HI0
I knew that look dear Eyes always seeking Was there in someone That dug long ago So I will not ask you Why you were creeping In some sad way I already know ~”Like Real People Do” by Hozier. Cover by Chase Eagleson. https://youtu.be/k6D9ROiRw9g
I was scared, I was scared Tired and under prepared But I'll wait for it If you go, if you go Leave me down here on my own Then I'll wait for you (yeah) // How long must you wait for it? (Yeah) How long must you pay for it? (Yeah) How long must you wait for it? (Oh, for it?) Singing please, please, please Come back and sing to me ~”In My Place” by Coldplay. Cover by Anilu. https://youtu.be/tlN17iBHvuk.
My body's a temple crowded with ghosts Hard as I try I'm never alone Hear me out Yeah I keep it together // Like a smattering of addicts in the dark Yeah I keep it together It's a place where Monsters walk around How did silence get so loud? ~"Again and Again" by Against the Current https://youtu.be/f1k_poPVoCo