
Her experiences in helping save the Ascendeds had been life altering, to say the least.
For the most part, she'd gone through her young life easily. She knew that her grand purpose was to help save and regrow Vykeli, and that her secondary personal purpose was to help raise and protect young nouls as they grew. Both of those goals had seemed relatively safe before now. Sometimes she helped a foal with a scraped knee or watched a sick baby while their mom needed to tend to the fields. These were things she was delighted to do, because foals were fun and usually fairly easy. Tantrum here, hyperactivity there - easy.
The monsters she experienced on the rescue mission were not easy. She had never experienced anything that terrified her more, or left her feeling more helpless. Sure, they had been able to stop the attacks with a half dozen or more nouls, but if she got caught by one on her own? She shuddered to think what would happen. Memories of Brightheart's torn and mangled wings swirled in her mind. She could lose her life to one of those predators, easy.
What was more concerning were all the foals she cared for. They were at for more risk than she was, being so small and new. If she couldn't step up to protect them, she was terrified there would be disaster. And now? Now that she had four tiny babies tucked away back in her home? Her urgency to learn how to protect those around her only grew.
Admittedly, the monsters had agreed to stay out of Homewood, and so a part of Sweetpea felt a little hysterical and crazy worrying about it. But what if they changed their mind? What if they couldn't sate their hunger on what existed out in the ruins or the barrens? She couldn't bear to wait and find out.
Her journey ended at the root of the Grandfather Tree, and she stared up into its branches searchingly. "I'm scared of what is happening, Grandfather Tree. I need my gift."