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Posted: Sun Apr 05, 2020 6:12 pm
He was patient, more than any wolf had any right to be. He trusted in the divine timing of things, in his mate most of all, and knew that her heart, however far, would not stray for long… (something within him dropped, a very subtle sinking which might have suggested that that wasn’t entirely forthright; even if he insisted upon willing it into being)… Still, the physical distance between them had been growing for weeks and Dul’virith, far from perfect and acutely aware of the circumstances being unique and familiar, was getting worried. Of course, he had no right to be worried. He never had the right to be. Yet here he was anyway. Pacing before the brambles and their guardians, eyeing The Veil which dumped into a ‘beyond’ that the Ethereal had no interest in, at least, beyond what activities his mate got up to, was exactly how Dul'virith spent his final hours apart from Na'ira. He could sense her impending arrival, as if the tether that bound them were corporeal, growing shorter and shorter despite being worlds apart. With every passing hour he breathed a little quicker, anticipating her scent; sweet and supple and soon to fill his snout once more. He would embrace her with not an ounce of judgement in sight; knowing this to be her way of living. Then he would ask to know all about her travels, for he was indeed invested and curious in her ventures -- even if they troubled him at times. If she were hungry, he would feed her, not because she couldn't feed herself but because that was his way. He enjoyed providing, serving, and adorning as well as adoring. Love was a funny thing. It required patience, sure, but also an incredible amount of restraint. While he had no desire to control her, a part of him would have if he could. All this was, on some fundamental level, his way of overcoming that urge all wrapped up in the guise of protection. He moved with no ill-intent, but love wasn't always an easy road to navigate. And Dul'virith was far from perfect. She was close... growing closer still... a thought crossed his mind, one that considered the children they parented together, but it was pushed aside the moment The Veil seemed to stir. Was it her?
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2020 12:04 pm
The fiery she-wolf burst through the veil with a gasp that broke upon a sob; every thing in her was screaming to turn back and find her lost duckling, to keep searching blindly, and perhaps she would have if her eyes had not lighted upon the dark soul waiting there for her. He was such a strange sight among the shimmering, colorful twilight of their realm but one that anchored her more than anything else in the world. Her other half, the caution in her wind. Her feet moved her toward him automatically and without a word, she butted her head into his shoulder. "I can't find her," she whispered brokenly, muffled by the striped fur she pressed her face into. Did he know why she had fled? Did he think it was the same as ever? She wouldn't blame him if he had. "Dul, it's closing, I know it is," her head pulled back and she looked up to his eyes, her face streaked with tear tracks, "and she won't make it." She felt lost and hopeless, desperate. It was some stage of mourning, she knew that, but let herself dwell on it anyway. "She might be gone forever."
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Posted: Sun Apr 12, 2020 3:59 pm
A flash of color broke through the veil. Pinks and greens and blues the first to breech until, thankfully, a sea of reds, oranges, yellows washed in. The tiny voice that whispered his unwanted truths gave a silent cheer, proverbial arms and legs spread akimbo for it had been proven right. There she was, just as he had anticipated. He'd had known it in his bones and would have put seashells and shanties on it if he had had a friend to bet with in that moment... And he would have worn his elation like a badge of honor, wielding it like a ‘best husband’ award for the trees and rocks and mountains to admire, if not for her cry. Had he been too consumed with his own egotism, however novel it was, to recognize distress in the air with which Na had been carried into Irithlly upon?
Of course he had. I’m so sorry Na’ira…
They came together with the sort of synergy to rival that of magnets, but the connection was heavier than he expected, and it faltered his footing. Between words he whispered her name and sent apologies into the feathering of her ears. His ecstasy fell away, he became soft enough to listen but stronger of support, offering as much of his shoulder as she needed, the warm glow of Lux’s power enveloping them both in pulsating light. He would rid her of every pain she had ever felt and all the pain she’d ever come to know, if only he could. At least he had been blessed by a healing God. He was closer to that goal than most.
Dul’virith let her speak with that soft, sun-lit face pressed up against him. Her smell, as he had hoped (but now wished came under different circumstances) filled his nose with all that Na was and all that Na had come to meet with beyond the veil. She was unable to see the flash of recognition in his eyes, but she’d know, for he knew exactly who it was they discussed. A lump in his throat gathered. He had hoped Mai’s absence had just been a fluke… And just as he was nearly about to slip into worry himself, he found himself meeting Na’ira’s gaze.
A moment of pride threatened Dul as he stared into her, feeling her terror and knowing the fear better than anyone else… but he swallowed it, transmuting what would have risen from the ashes of accusation into a blazing reassurance.
“Strength is a shared bond between you both, and none possess more strength of will than the pair of you.” He was no master of masks but, instead, a master of hope, so although his heart beat quickly, the fear of the unknown his most aggressive enemy, he would not be shaken of optimism.
As Lux was his beacon, he would forever he hers.
“She is like her mother. By virtue of your parenting, she will survive any trial with grace.” He soothed in that way that lovers do, not to patronize or coddle, not to minimize but… to inspire. A small smile crested his lips as he looked towards the veil, staring as if he expected the young she-wolf to come sprinting through it at any moment. Without leaving the spiraling, flickering cosmos, he whispered. “If she is caught in the world beyond, she will make it every bit an adventure worth having. Just as you would, my melethel.”
When will alone could not force Mai into existence, he broke free of the veil's allure to gently press foreheads once more. With eyes closed, he sighed.
“What can I do?”
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Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2020 7:21 am
Every effort he made was noted; this was how it had always been with him, from the very first moment he stumbled into her life. He had gathered all the pieces of her broken soul and mended them with his unflappable optimism a thousand times before, as finely as if he were a master of the craft. It was all done with a purpose, with steady care and even while she knew he was molding her sorrows she could only appreciate his steady presence and his endless love. With Dul, it was always love. She was a wild thing, veined throughout with the evidence of that devotion and all the reparations it had made over time. "You're right," she whispered gently, trying her damnedest to really feel the optimism, but it was hard. It felt like a betrayal of her daughter to simply let go but was it not also a betrayal to mistrust her? A weak, forced smile broke her jaws. Even if she couldn't feel it, even if he knew it was a facade, she knew that it was the first step in telling her panic it did not belong within her bones. What can I do?The words rang in her head and oddly, she laughed, even though it threatened near the end to break off into a sob that had been waiting to be released. She choked it, held her smile, and leaned her weight into his once more just to feel the sturdiness of his body next to her. "For Mai? Nothing." For it was true that her beautiful girl, her wild flame with the all seeing eyes, was too much her mother. She was running through the lands of her father like a wild fire but it was Na'ira's blood that fueled her spark. She was her mother, through and through, and Na thought that this was perhaps a simple inevitability. Mesmer help her, but she knew there was nothing that could be done if Mai did not want to come home. With a shaky sigh, she forced herself to sit so that she could lessen her urge to dive back through the gate before it closed. Her eyes rolled up to meet his again and she offered him that same, sad smile. "For me? Just stay here. I can't leave until it closes and I know for sure that-" She broke off and swallowed hard around a lump that rose unbidden. "that she isn't coming home."
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