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I would say if you do pursue him further, you got to open up a little. Doesn't mean you have to explain every single second and detail as to why it's hard for you to move forward, but I think it's important.
I think you should go for it and see how it turns out. You never know. But living in fear is so much worse then never having to wonder "what if?"
heart thankyou
yum_strawberry That's how I feel. I am a spiritualist for a living and he is a shaman, but he says that fear is the main thing I have to fight, not even PTSD. So I honestly question whether or not it has become something I hide behind. I feel like I am constantly looking for flaws in the situation and I find them easily because I naturally have a knack for doing that even in good situations.
How the heck do I stop trying to find ways he's not gonna be good for me?
" 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." Alfred Lord Tennyson
I try to keep my mind open to this... as well as my other favorite
"In order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present" Francis Bacon
I am not saying things are easy and you won't feel the darkness around you but that is what makes the light warm and inviting. You want to feel that.. so go for it
3nodding You will always look for reasons just because of your past.. but if he is the right one for you he will never let those stop him from pursuing you and also you won't ever find ones strong enough to actually give you a legit reason to break it off
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