She'd spent enough time here to get herself a nice little den established and to have a few run-ins with one particularly nasty Draco. Yet in spite of all that, she was still alive and doing her own thing. Though, she couldn't help but feel that something was missing from her life. While she'd likely never admit it aloud...she craved the companionship of another. She fought hard to be on her own, a loner that had no need of anyone but she was failing miserably. She simply wasn't that person. She had dreams of one day having a family yet she recoiled at the thought of it too.
How was she to have her dreams when she had such a difficult time finding someone who accepted her for who she was. She wasn't out right evil or cold. Sure she could come off as such but that was just her protecting herself. Deep down she really was sweet but seeing that part of her was earned and no one seemed to want to stick around and earn that right. Should she change and become something she's not for the sake of others? She groaned in annoyance and flopped onto her side by the riverbed only to lazily paw at its cool waters. "Ugh. Pull yourself together. You can't possibly be considering doing something so pathetic."
