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Seraphina Crimsonrose Captain
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 Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2016 7:38 pm
So most of you know me by now because of my freak outs...
BF of 6 years, turned into my GF.
Well now I'm on a new journey.
I've applied for a CNA program. Let's hope I get in. 4laugh
I dream of becoming a nurse so this program is my first step into trying for it.
However I have a lot of insecurities.
I'm afraid I won't get in. I'm afraid I will fail. I'm afraid I'll do really bad in school. I'm afraid I'll do something to get a patient in a worse condition than they would already be in.
So I worry. And worry. And worry.
I can't help it. It is the way I am.
I'm working on it. But I'm just not able to stop.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2016 8:26 pm
I'm really starting to hate guys.
All the guys I've tried being friends with ended up jerks.
I got froze out by a male friend for telling his ex girlfriend that we both work with that he hasn't been talking bad about her, but someone else said he did. Makes me sad because I liked this friend. I have a coworker I went to the movies with ignoring me(I'm okay with this one actually) because I told him to lose my number because he was trying to get me to do the "dance with no pants" with him. UM NO.
Why can't I make decent male friends?
Girls are actually a lot better. You get cranky at eachother, then buy the other a coffee and you're fine. Seriously, what the crud?
Oh well. I'll stick to going shopping with my girls.
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Seraphina Crimsonrose Captain
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Seraphina Crimsonrose Captain
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Posted: Fri May 06, 2016 7:43 pm
So, I haven't mentioned it here, but I did get into that CNA program and I'm doing really good in it.
However.....Thursday, while our teacher was quizzing us a couple people at a time....
There is a pair of classmates who are Mother and daughter, and in the class together. The mother suddenly screamed "no!" and started sobbing and showed her daughter the message on her phone....
Both were sobbing.
The mother's nephew/daughters cousin had shot himself in the face and committed suicide.
The sobs and screams of devastation that came from these women's mouths are going to haunt me. They will haunt me for a long time.
This group has barely known eachother 4 weeks. And I am so proud of the women in my class for rallying around these two and offering all the support we could.
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