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 Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2016 4:15 pm
So, I joined here back in '14, when I called myself "questioning but might be bi." Well, I'm just now coming to terms with actually admitting it to myself...almost 2 years later. So, I'm bisexual. But-
Back when I was 15, I was still on here, on Gaia. I was single and feeling a little odd about things. I joined an LGBT guild (likely not this one) and went to the personals section. I started chatting up a cute girl, and we messaged each other for a little while. I'm not sure how long it lasted but we expressed mutual attraction to each other and she was very sweet to me.
And for the life of me, I cannot remember her name. Doing so wouldn't help me out too much now- I'm in a long term relationship and not looking. I would want to find out who she was just for nostalgia's sake. Not even to talk to her. Just to know. I must have deleted all the PMs from back then. I'd like to consider her as part of my dating history as she was the only female person I had romantic reciprocated feelings with, but if I can't even remember her name? What does that say about me, or about our exchange? I feel fake. I must have subconsciously buried that all out of shame back then.
But I do remember a few things. She was adorable with her short hair, and she told me I was gorgeous. She was friendly, and we talked about games and cooking and art. She was somewhere on Gaia. Maybe someday I'll remember.
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Posted: Sat Feb 20, 2016 1:52 pm
Aww, this was very sweet!
Celui qui est parti~
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