So, i got kicked out a while back...I have been living with my girlfriend ever since. We just moved into an apartment together with a roommate we met online. My roommate hasn't gotten any work yet and neither have I. My girlfriend is the only money maker at the time and she alone cant afford the rent.
I was and still am "technically" employed at UPS as a seasonal drivers assistant..but when i was finishing up my paper work they "found out" i was a student (which was covered in the interview cat_stare ) and said they would call me back to see if they could fit me in.... cat_scream EVEN THOUGH I ONLY HAVE CLASS FOR 3 HOURS 3 TIMES A WEEK. I am STILL waiting for them to call me back...did i mention they don't have a phone to call HR back??
We recently sat down together and talked, and we came to the decision that we should try to find something in the porn kinda industry....and now i'm signed up to be a Cam girl....
I dont know if its just the fact that i was raised into thinking its a social stigma but..I feel really uneasy about this. I also feel like i got the raw end of the deal....my girlfriend actually has a job so yea i get she shouldn't do it...but my roommate hasn't done much either, i at least have my half of the rent saved, but...it feels like they both kinda agreed that i should do it...and i just couldn't defend myself....
Im scared..nervous...and worried about all of it...plus i feel like secretly my relationship with the bae is going to suffer even though she recommended it....
I was and still am "technically" employed at UPS as a seasonal drivers assistant..but when i was finishing up my paper work they "found out" i was a student (which was covered in the interview cat_stare ) and said they would call me back to see if they could fit me in.... cat_scream EVEN THOUGH I ONLY HAVE CLASS FOR 3 HOURS 3 TIMES A WEEK. I am STILL waiting for them to call me back...did i mention they don't have a phone to call HR back??
We recently sat down together and talked, and we came to the decision that we should try to find something in the porn kinda industry....and now i'm signed up to be a Cam girl....
I dont know if its just the fact that i was raised into thinking its a social stigma but..I feel really uneasy about this. I also feel like i got the raw end of the deal....my girlfriend actually has a job so yea i get she shouldn't do it...but my roommate hasn't done much either, i at least have my half of the rent saved, but...it feels like they both kinda agreed that i should do it...and i just couldn't defend myself....
Im scared..nervous...and worried about all of it...plus i feel like secretly my relationship with the bae is going to suffer even though she recommended it....
