Welcome to Gaia! ::

But not new to occultism.

I've done a lot of s**t, I know a lot of s**t.

I'm very satisfied with my practice, and am not looking to expand it at the moment, but I'm willing to share my experience
I've taken students in the past, but given the insane repercussions of having a student on the astral, I'm not looking for others

I wouldn't mind demonstrating or answering questions, though
Just don't expect a full mentorship type deal

So what can I do?

I'm well versed in AP, energy work, healing, demonolatry, communication with entities, and ritual methods (how to make a deal with the devil 101)

I'm less versed, but still sufficiently able in astral fighting, creating shields/barriers and herbology.


Something I want to go ahead and make clear before I answer any questions, as I've run into serious problems on occult forums with this before.

1.) I consider entities their own beings, with their own wants and agendas; and not inherently attached to the human psyche. I do not believe goetic spirits, for example, are a part of the self

2.) After working with traditional wicca and demonolatry summoning practices, and communicating with various entities about it, I've come to the conclusion that it isn't necessary to use a lot of the tools you might read about (oil, wands, swords, daggers, altars, etc.)
My view of it is that energy is the purest form of anything, and the other things are tools to help you focus and direct it. If you can learn to not use the tools, you shed a lot of cumbersome ritual and get down to the nitty gritty of what makes 'magick' magick.

That being said, there are a few things I'm fond of and still use to this day, such as sigils.


Alrightie then, ask away. 3nodding
I've got a bunch of stories and even more life lessons as a result of those

Alright.
Honestly, I didn't start young. I started about a year ago, and a half ago, maybe more like two

And to be fair here, I started with not one, but two mentors
one of which really ******** me over.
I didn't have two at the same time, but two consecutive ones.

My first experience with astral projection... (this was the last until about 1.5 years ago)
Probably when I was very little, maybe 6 or 7 years old and I was at the lunch table at school. I was bored, so I closed my eyes. I remember wishing I could explore the woods around the school. So I closed them, and sort of 'willed' myself to go see them. The next thing I knew I was racing through the woods, like I was running. I saw a deer. It was pretty neat, but I got pulled out of it abruptly when a friend shook me 'awake' and told me we had to go.

Some might consider that remote locating, and not true AP

And in that spirit, the first time I AP'd that I can remember and I realized what was going on was last august. I'd been mentored for a few months at that point, and had some idea that I was of interest to entities in the spirit world.
I drifted off into a sort of feverdream sort of nap (I can always recognize these now, because I'll get tired very suddenly). I was at my house, in the bathroom, just hanging out with this super super hot guy. I realized I must be dreaming at some point, because at the time I was staying with my sister, not at home. I forget the entire conversation we had, but near the end he said he had to go, and I started pouting and asked him not to. He smiled and told me he'd be back to see me, when I realized he was an entity, and not just a figment of my imagination.
At which point I started to say
"Oh my god, you're one of them.. You're one of them. You're one of them, you're one of them"
He grinned and sort of 'poofed'
And I woke up whispering that into the dark

Aaaand that was my first meeting with Azazel

Hi there
Trying to revive the guild a bit?
I wish the tipping system was implemented for guilds

This site has really fallen into disrepair since Lanzer left

I may have questions but none I can think of right now,
But I too just wanted to welcome you as well smile !
and hope you have a great time an make many many friends
as well as help many others xp whee

I was curious as to your experiences as a demonolator, who is your guardian/patron demon? I wanted to know also how you personally use the enns? I use them for summoning, but I've heard where others meditate on them.