Since most likely one person will likely read this.... lol... I will write it here instead of my journal... Cuz no one is willing to comment nor read... >.>
Anyways.... I have been with my work over 4 years(part time) and they aren't willing to give me a raise and if i get one i got to do more work.. At first i was like s.o.b and its B.s.. But after 4 months i got a new manager and she made me starting thinking, then read and inspiration comment on fb. 'Your life doesn't get better by chance. It gets better by change." It made me think. That though i do enjoy living off my older sister and mom, i got to set higher standards and goals for me, because they won't be always there. So i have accepted the extra work for the extra cash, but waiting for that raise. Hopefully all goes well since i have no luck in finding the right full time job.(not search much since most are part times and lazy to search widely). My mind has starting thinking and realizing i got to work hard to become independent and grow up. Though hate to admit it, this new raise will help me with the next step on my life, get a driver license and marriage if i got the guts to dispatch from my safety blanket called mom. I have had always been dependent and i am 25 years old. I have not done nothing extravagant nor desire to go higher than what i have accomplished. Many people think of me of a comfort-ism person. But maybe i am, but I like riding the flow of what life throws me in. Now that i am taking big steps on my life, i just hope that it works out and maybe in the end of this new experience find or become a me that i can say i have survive and become a true adult (able to survive without relying on everyone else). rofl