Desperoux released a vary quiet breath.
'Okay, he could do this....'The thought whispered ever so quietly though the Tahtil's mind. He was trying to reassure himself, just like he knew his great Magus, Mlinzi would do. Desperoux after all was paw choosen by Senpi to gather and find useful trade for the scales he had collected.
How heavy the little pouch that rested on his hip felt now. Well, as it was...most B'alam didn't actually know how heavy the scales were as a collective. He was just as sure that not meny knew of their uses. That and as conflicted Desperoux was, he was to trade such precious of a comodey, he knew his Tribe needed more resources. Mlinzi, had told him so and was why this journey had to begin...he was after all the leading expert in light scales.
Desperoux, the scale connoisseur; and this was the start of his journey.
It was suggest that Desperoux should start with their Sister tribe of the Dark. Another uneasy breath left the Tahtil. The Dark...why did those b'alam have to be called 'Dark', darkness was such a scary thing...especially for a Light b'alam.
Anxiety rippled down to his paws as the shook with a first given steps down the roots of large trunk of one of the mighty crystal trees. He was making the first few steps of a long journey
'He could do this...' Another reassuring breath shifted though the air as Desperoux he felt his claws nerviously stretch out for a better perchese on the roots. His scales he felt they could quiver with the racing thoughts of how he might fail, if he let his thoughts dwell on such things. It wouldn't be a problem, if his thoughts wherent so determind to set themselves on such things.
'Good things. Good things...' Timid nails touched down on smoothed crystal gravel. As paw touched down, it quickly retracted as the pads touched down on the surface of the sun.
Eyes shot wide open, as he felt his heart jump and lodge its self in his throat. It had been sent there by one vary real and -frightening- thought: This was going to be the farest he had ever been from home. Making a tight swollow, Desperoux, the sent the heart back down in to chest.
'Easy now, Dezy...'Taking his paw back, Desperoux's hunches lowered themselves down on the bark under him. Yellow tail shifted behind him to curl around his paws.
Look up from the gravel, golden eyes peeked past cornflowered colored bangs. They peered past the whispy strains of his mane. They could peek at the thin lines that hinted at a world past the glass like trees.
Raising his paw, Desperoux gave a few comforting laps along his fur. The comforting motion was followered by a raffle of a pur, as his paw raised to groom at his mane. One could, and most did choose to groom themselves with more telakanic means, but Desperoux found it more consoling to do so manually. Perhaps it is the vary reason why his mane was so disheveled at times.
A few more strokes annnnd Okay, that was better.
Releasing, yet another breath. Desperoux did his best to raise his maw, his weak chest puffed as he tried to conjure the courage that Sensi seemed to believe he had. With Tail tip flicked, and with one more reassuring thought, Desperoux stretched out a still timid paw. But this time, the quivering paw flexed out and fully rested on the crushed crystle of his home land. However, unlike last time, a second, then a third and finally a fourth paw came together in stride to joined the first.
'This was it...'It however it wasn't like it was going to be the last time he was going to see the the beauty of the crystals of home. More importantly home.
Yeah! They traded with the Dark Tribe before, they had living Crystals as well....not what his heart ment, but it helped reassure him a little....
Desperoux, as much as he needed to be he was not a wanderer. Perhaps with time, he could hope such a thing would change.
Swallowing, he knew he was going to be on his own. Being on his own however wasn't going to be something that bothered him. He was use to be alone, he actually perfered it, it was just easier. What actually filled him with so much and anxiety and doubt was the fear of not doing a 'good enough' job and that Senpi wasn't going to be there to make sure he was. He didn't want to disappoint his Magus, and without his guidance he was sure it would be something that would happen.
Slow careful steps guided the distracted B'alam through the crystal trees. Yellow eyes looked about the new scenery, with the help of a subtle turn of his head. Maw couldn't help but open a little at the wonder they was around him. He had seen the trees before, of course...but always from treetops. The new perspective cause the Tahtil to turn his head and his eye widen at such a new splendor. How the sun reflected on the crystal at this new angle, and even more how it then inturn shown brightly on his scales. It was amazing.
Perspective after all was a wonderful thing....
Perhaps, he really could do this....
Blinking, Desperoux's golden gaze awoke to the relization that he was almost at the edge of the light tribe's Crystal forest.
Strangly the walk hadn't taken him as long as he had thought. It was only his thoughts that had seemed to make the journey long. Tail shifted and flicked, his ears bounced as he felt a wave of reassurance.
Yes, perhaps if he thought he could actually succeed, it would better his chances in actually doing so!
Nodding to the air that had stood witness around him. Trembling steps tirned more do focused and reassured.
Eyes narrowed on his goal, just beyond the forest brake there off in the distance was the dark tribe's mountain....
His first goal...