So over a year ago my relationship finally collapsed. Which was good, just poorly timed for me financially.
Then I made the mistake of hooking back up with him and over the next few months things escalated to the point where we were basically dating again.
We scaled back.
Things have fluctuated over the many months since then, but I'm at a point where I'm ******** tired of his sexual advances, but every so often they're welcome, and the cycle starts all over again.
I'm trying to cut him out of my life and had almost succeeded until xmastime when we hung out again. I'm now super busy and have very little free time and really can't be bothered but can't manage to cut him out of my life.
I'm so bad at this.
Sigh.
